The past never changes

*MEL'S POV*
I hung up my phone, "Kathy I gotta go, Vic just called me" I said walking out of the store, "wait, what did he say, what wrong" she yelled, I stopped,
"I don't know, Kathy I really gotta go" I said running out of the door.

i ran up the street towards the parking lot that the bus had been parked in,
It wasn't that far from the mall.
I walked up to the bus door and knocked on it,
Tony opened it and welcomed me in, I walked into the front lounge where mike was leaning forward with his face in his hands, and Jaime was sitting across from mike with his head leaned back staring at the roof.
I stood there for a minute before I said "where's Vic?", Jaime looked at me
"In the back" he said almost to quiet to hear.
What the hell was going on?.

I walked towards the back still confused, I saw Vic just weeping, he noticed me and weakly smiled.
I sat down next to him, "Vic what's wrong?" I asked looking into his sad brown eyes,
He rolled up his sleeve and revealed his arm covered in fresh cuts.
i gasped, "Vic" I sad wrapping my arms around him, "I'm sorry Mel" he whimpered,
"what made you do this?" I asked holding back tears,
"I couldn't shake the feeling that I had made you feel so bad, and I just had to" he said starting to cry, "Vic , don't ever feel like its your fault, it isn't"
I cried holding on to him.

I lightly rubbed his arm, "oh what a waste of a perfectly good clean wrist" I sang holding onto him, he turned around and crashed his lips onto mine, he licked the bottom of my lip and I opened my mouth, his tongue explored my mouth,
Soon he was pulling at myshirt, I stopped him.
"what's wrong?" He asked sitting next to me, "the guys are in the front, remember?"
"Oh yeah" he said standing up, "is your mom home?" He asked.
I thought about it for a minute, "no, she is out shopping" I said grabbing his hand,
I guided him to the front lounge, "where are you two going?" Mike asked looking a little calmer than when I came, "oh, I'm gonna take Mel home, And we're gonna hang out" Vic said pulling me out of the bus.

We got in the car and Vic drove us to my house.
He pulled in the driveway, I jumped out of the car and started towards the door,
I unlocked it and pulled Vic inside.

He started kissing me again, I pulled away and guided him upstairs,
We got to my room, he pulled me closer to his body and started kissing me harder than before, he layed me down on my bed and pulled my shirt off,
He started to kiss my neck and I let out a little moan, his hand started to wander down to my pants, he stopped kissing me and began to unbutton my jeans,
He stopped "are you sure?" He ask, I nodded my head and he continued.
you can guess what happened next.

Afterwards we just lied down next to each other, then i fell asleep.

Notes

Sorry if its short. This is as close as I could bring myself to writing a sexual scene,
It makes me feel awkward.
sorry it took so long to write this I was writing off and on for two hours talking to my guy-friend person, I felt awkward talking to him and writing this, he was like
"So,what's up?" And I'm like "nothing much just sitting in my bed eating skulls and bones" totally not writing an almost porno.
ANYWAY, bye guys hope you enjoy it I'll have more tomorrow night.
Love you guys thank for everything, feel free to message me or leave a comment on what you think about the story, bye <3 :)