The past never changes

When Mel started running away from me I couldn't move, I was still in a state of shock of what she had just told me.
How is it that somebody could care about everybody so much and hate herself every day of her life.
I finally snapped myself out of my thoughts yelling at Mel before she was out of sight,
Though i don't know if she heard because she kept running.
I followed my instincts and ran after her, she was so far ahead it was hard to keep up with her.
When I finally got to her house I ran up to the door and knocked on it.
Her mother appeared as the door was opened, "yes?" She asked.
"is Melony home?" I asked frantically.
"Yeah she came in and stormed up to her bedroom, I wasn't sure if she was mad or sad so I just decided to let her cool down, is very thing OK?" She asked kind of getting
worried.
"Is it OK if I go upstairs and talk to her first?" I asked her.
"Sure" she said letting me in.

I ran upstairs trying to open the door, "god damn it" I said under my breath when I noticed it was locked. "Mel! Open the door" I yelled.
After a minute I used all my rage and kicked the door open.

I ran into her bathroom and saw her passed out on the floor.
"holy fuck!" I yell.
I took off my hoodie and wrapped it around her wrist that had been losing more blood by the second.
"Mrs. Mathers!" I scream, seconds later she runs into the bathroom she let's out a little whimper. "Oh my god Melony" she says starting to cry.
Go call an ambulance I say picking Melony, she runs downstairs.

I get downstairs and stand at the door holding Melony, she looks so peaceful,
It sickened me seeing blood all over her arm.
"Mel, please don't go, I can't go on without you" I whisper softly into her ear.

The ambulance finally got here and I ran outside, I put her on the gurney, before they put her into the ambulance I kissed her cold little hand "hang in there" I whispered before letting her go.

After the ambulance had left I ran into the house, I saw Mrs. Mathers crying on the kitchen floor.
I crouched down next to her cupping my face in my hands,
I'm so sorry I let this happen" I cried "its all my fault."
Mrs. Mathers rubs my back "oh Vic, its not your fault, Melony has been so much happier sense she met you" she said hugging me "you have helped her through a lot".
"I loveher" I said not worrying that I was talking to her mother, "then be there for her" she said standing up, "we'll ride down to that hospital and you can wait for her to wake up" she said helping me up.
"Thank you so much" I said hugging her.

I really hope Melony is ok, I don't know what I would do without her.

Notes

Hey guys, got the new chapter up.
Please feel free to comment on what you think about the story and everything.

Chapter named afte La Dispute's song "such small hands"