We're All Crooked Young

I quickly pulled away and looked at him. He looked hurt and I looked like a deer caught in the headlights.


"O-Oli. .. Why did you kiss me??" I questioned still surprised and he looked at the ground before giving me those sweet eyes.


"Arlet. . I've given up drugs for you .. I've been clean for months .. I was your first. . I still love you. ... I can't live with not talking to you all day... I miss you so fucking much. I missed your taste and your lips and -" he poured out his heart but my mind was spazzing out. I ran .




I ran out in the middle of his rant because I felt like I was drowning . I was suffocating in this thin air. I ran all the way home. .. I ran in heels ! The only thought I had was Ricky. He's going to hate me. He's going to dump me .




I can't believe Oli kissed me. I finally make it to the street of our house and I quickly turn on my phone. My phone vibrates harshly with messages and calls and my heart shattered.




-My Blue Eyes♡♡♡-


●baby I'm sorry. . Please come home. ..



●Arry , I was a dick. . I'm sorry. I love you



●fine ! If you want to stay out with Syko then have fun. ..


●I hope you're having fun while your boyfriend is slowly breaking down at OUR house. ..


●whatever Arlet... I'm done trying. . Goodbye


I quickly slipped out my keys and walked up the little stairs to see all the lights in the house were off. I unlocked the door and opened it.


I turned on the light to see everything the same but it was 3 boxes of empty cigarettes on the table and the ashtray was still simmering a little as if he just crushed it. I quickly went upstairs and hesitantly opened the door.



I saw Ricky , his back was to me and he was on his guitar singing as he was smoking a cigarette. I quietly stood by the door and enjoyed his singing. He was always at peace when he sung and my heart fluttered as it focused on his amazing voice. I immediately recognized the song as 'Sinematic' ...





○○ The wall that I have built to keep you out is starting to rust Because everything around me just reminds me of us. I am an addict for dramatic, black hair and pale skin. Yet I'm still collecting bones, but that's why closets are for skeletons Undress your body, hold it over my head Because you know that if you knock then I'll always let you in ○○




I held my breath , I could feel his pain in my soul and I bit back tears as I sung the rest of the song.



○○ You never said you'd hurt me Now this is all that we have left You were supposed to save me From myself You said you'd never love me But look how hard someone can fall I was supposed to save you From yourself○○





My voice was broken with tears and he quickly turned around. His once blue eyes were rimmed with red and my soul turned cold.



"B-Baby ... I-" I whispered before he silenced me with a finger in the air. He got up and sat down his guitar and walked over to me . He brushed his hair out his face and leaned me against the wall.




"I'm sorry for being a prick to you. I'm sorry for being jealous. I can't think of losing you again. .. It's just I know Oliver . He always gets what he wants and he wants you.. I know that for a fact. Just. ... I'm sorry " he pleaded and I contemplated telling him.



Should I ? I didn't want him to hate me and before I could stop myself , I blurted it out. His blue eyes grew wide , then dark with sadness.



He inched closer to me as I could feel his breath on my lips as he towered over me. "D-Did you kiss him back. ..? " he uttered barely a whisper and I quickly nodded frantically.



"No ! I promise I didn't. I love you so much that the second his lips touched mine , I pushed him away. " I pleaded guilty laced in my tone and I felt him wipe away tears that I didn't know was there with his thumb.

"I believe you .. but stay away from him please. . I can't stand you being around him. It makes me so paranoid baby " he Begged and I bit my lip nervously.


"Can I at least say goodbye. . I think he deserves that much " I whispered and his shoulders slump in disappointment but he nodded. My body felt drained and I slid off my heels making me even shorter.



"Can we go to bed.. I'm so tired and my feet hurt " I uttered before slowly walking past him and plopped down on the bed. I slipped off my clothes , leaving me bare naked. I was about to get comfortable when I felt his weight on the bed and he put my feet in his lap and started massaging them.



I hummed in pleasure as my feet started to soften up and he smiled. "I'm glad you're enjoying yourself" he chuckled and I giggled. "I really am.. your hands are amazing " I whispered .


"I love you " he cooed sweetly and my heart fluttered at his deep voice saying those three words I love. "I love-" I uttered before being cut off by my phone vibrating a call on the dresser. I looked over at saw it was Oliver. . I leaned back and let it ring but I could see Ricky's piercing gaze on the phone. After it stopped ringing , I leaned up and straddled his hips and smashed our lips together.



His cold piercings connected with my skin making me shutter. "I love you " I finished as his cold hands looped around my waist and turned us over and started to grind our hips together . I moaned a little at the small friction.



Soon the phone rang again and I felt Ricky groan in annoyance before getting up and fixing his hair.

"I'm going out for a smoke... " he whispered heading out the door. "Ricky. . Wait! " I pleaded and he stopped as he had a foot out of the door.

"Don't go..." I whispered and he breathed in deeply. Just as he was about to turn around , my phone rang again and vibrated hard on the wood dresser. he huffed before saying something under his breath and he walked out.




A couple minutes later , I heard the door shut and I bit my lip nervously. He totally hates me now. I got up and slipped on his AFI tank and I curled up in his side of the bed. His cologne still lingering on the pillow.



I tried to stay awake and wait for him but after hours of waiting I found myself sleeping alone.

Notes

Guys I LLLLOOOOOOOVVVVEEEEE YOU ALL FOR THESE COMMENTS ! YOU ALL MADE MY DAY ! I have my last Exam tomorrow that I've been studying for ! Wish me luck ♡♡♡


Keep it up with the comments , I love hearing your thoughts on this story ♡ Also , I need a Ship name for Ricky and Arlet. .. I have an idea for my next chapter ♡♡♡