We're All Crooked Young

Last night was too much to take in . Last night , I left the house and didn't come back. I ended up walking all the way to Chris' house. I just needed someone to bitch to and the winner was him. When I got to his house , I told him everything and I ended up passing out on his couch.




I woke up with messages from Arry and I denied to reply as I rubbed the sleep from my eyes.

Soon I sat up with deathly bed hair and I saw Chris in the kitchen, drinking water in his black boxers.


" G'mornin" I grumbled , getting up and stretching. I yawned and gagged in distaste , my breath was deathly as well. I walked over to see him , on his phone .


"Hey , Rick" he uttered before putting down his phone.

I noticed it was 3 pm and my eyes grew wide.

"Dude ?! Why didn't you wake me up?" I questioned and he shrugged carelessly.

"When you came over last night , you looked like shit and you reeked of cigarettes more than usual. You looked like you needed sleep bro." He uttered and I knew he was right.


"What do you think I should do??" I questioned and he sat down at his black wooden table and I joined him.


"What do you mean? She's YOUR girlfriend and you two are together. Obviously , Sykes still loves her and wants her but you've got to be man enough to know that , that doesn't change anything between you and her. Think about it, who's always kissing her and putting her on social media. Hell , even our fans love you two together. They even gave you both a ship name. RARlet , apparently because you guys are a beast of a couple ?!" He examined happily and I smiled softly at his words.



"Have I ever told you that you're the best at advice? ?" I questioned and he smirked knowingly , "dude . This wisdom comes from hard ass experience. Don't mess up with her because of meaningless jealousy. Now , call or text her back before she kills you " he teased playfully and I chuckled before I got up and grabbed my phone.


I replied to her saying that I was coming home and we needed to talk.

I looked up to Chris and I grabbed my cigarettes, headphones and keys.


"Thanks , Man" I exclaimed thankfully and he nodded approvingly . "No , Problem Rick" he cooed as I slid out his house. I fixed my clothes as the sun beemed down on my dark clothed body. As I started to walk , I slipped in my headphones and kept my head down . The song 'Whore' by in this moment came on and I quickly shot my phone a look .


The realization of me clicking on Pandora , came into my mind and I huffed before continuing to walk.

I could see myself already close to home when I bumped into a group of girls. Like literally bumped into them. One very tan , petite girl fell to the ground and I ripped out my headphones and helped her up.



She looked way too thin to be healthy and her friends all looked the same. As their sunken eyes met my wide ones I opened my mouth in shock.

"Y-Youre .. R-R-R-Ricky HORROR!" One squealed and started jumping up and down and I smiled softly at her. Her dark chocolate hair was thin and her skin looked tight around her very noticeable bones.


They all looked about 15-16 and it ached my heart at the thought of they might be going through the same thing Arlet is.


"Hey , yea.. It's me" I whispered and they all smiled wide.

They all started asking for pictures and autographs and I was happy to comply. Our fans are always the sweetest and that warms my heart. Soon the last girl slid her arm around my waist and pulled me into a hug for her picture.


I smiled but then it faded when I wrapped my arms around her. I could feel each rib and even her spine. After the picture , I ushered them all to come closer and I looked all them in the eye.


"You girls don't have to do this. . For whatever reason you have to destroy your body.. believe me... It's not worth it in the long run. You're all beautiful and sweet . Whatever in this world is making you diminish the beauty you were born with , can burn in hell. You ALL have to promise me that you'll try to get better. Okay? " I whispered and soon all their eyes were glistening with tears.



They all nodded in unison and soon one girl pulled out her phone and pulled up her notes. She slowly moved past the others and handed me her white iPhone.



"C-Can you give this note to Arlet? I wrote it for her and I'm sure she wont read it but-" She whispered her voice breaking with tears before I silenced her.


"Of course , she'd read it. She loves all of you just like I do." I reassured her and she smiled. I put my number In her phone and sent the note to me.


They all smiled and hugged me together.

"I'm so glad you're with Arlet. .. it makes us all feel better knowing that people like us , have a chance at finding love .. even if we don't love ourselves. " She whispered and I blushed a little.

"Plus we TOTALLY ship RARlet 100% . You are both perff" Blonde hair smiled and I smiled back.


"Well thankyou. I'm glad my fans like my girlfriend " I cooed sweetly making them smile. After a couple minutes they all hugged me and left. When I finally walked the rest of the way to my house , I had a new mindset.



I entered the house looking for Arlet . The house was quiet and I started to get worried since her car was in the driveway. I trained my ears and I soon heard something that broke my heart .. I heard the sound of someone throwing up.



I quickly ran up the stairs to see Arry over the toilet seat throwing up. Pills were scattered all over the floor and I rushed over and picked her up bridal style.



She was crying hysterically and her face was bright red. I walked us to the bed and she curled up into a ball and I held her into my body.


"Baby .. ! What did you do ?!" I pleaded and she sobbed in my chest.


"I'm so sorry... I should have just killed myself but I couldn't. .. I'm sorry... I'm so sorry. ..." she screamed and cried out . My heart broke... I was so confused until she pointed out a crumbled up letter on the floor.



I slid over and unraveled it. What I saw , ignited a fire inside me that made hell seem chilly.


-You broke Oliver's heart just like I knew you would. . Now you have no one to protect you now. When I find you.. the police won't even be able to recognize your fat disgusting , whore face. .. -

Notes

Shit . Is . About. To . Get . Intense .!!!



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