"Papa! Mama!" Mike called out to his parents cheerfully. Mr. Fuentes was the one to spot us first, a smile forming on his face as he and Mrs. Fuentes made their way over to us.

"Boys." Mrs. Fuentes greeted with a smile.

"Did you guys wait too long?" she continued.

"Its fine mama, how was your guys flight?" Mike asked cheerfully.

"it went fine. Oh we miss you boys so much." Mama fuentes said as she engulf her son into an affectionate hug.

I look over to Vic next to me wondering why he chose to be quiet, he hasn't even reacted yet. I notice his posture tense up, he looks down at his shoes like they were the most interesting things he's ever seen.

"Hey." I nudge Vic's arm, he looked at me and gave me a somewhat nervous fake smile.

"No need to be nervous okay? They are your parents afterall." I told him giving him an encouraging smile. He smiles back at me, genuinely this time.

"right, thanks."

"Oh and mijo. Where's your brother?" we heard papa fuentes ask. Vic looks over at them smiling.

"He's right here papa. Chill." Mike said.

"oh baby come here. We miss you so so much cariño" Mama fuentes was the one to pull her son into a tight embrace

"mama." Vic whined a little as he heard Mike and I let out a small chortle.

"Viv, My turn" Our laugh only grew louder at papa fuentes' statement. I could see them smiling as well, especially Vic I could tell he's really happy to be with his parents again.

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"so hijo how've you been?" Papa Fuentes asks me this as we all made our way to the waiting area. I honestly have no idea who we were waiting for.

"Im fine sir." I answer truthfully, not long after, we found some vacant seats. The five of us made our way their and took a sit.

"hijo, call me Victor." he smiled at me, I nodded.

"So, how do you feel about, uhmm Vic?"

"honestly, Im just happy to have him back with us." lets just put it at that plainly, cause that's about the summary of how I feel, minus the internally crying and all that. I dont really want to turn this moment into a sob fest

"right and hijo?" Victor says, causing me to look back up at him, I didn't even realize I was staring at the floor just now, must be a habit, I dont know.

"I dont want you to stop trying ok? I know its hard and all; Its just that, we can never really tell when he'll start remembering and I just think feelings can help recover his memories back. You know?, it's not because of memories do we lose our feelings for that person we love. "
Feelings huh? I appreciate the advice but..

"How can he feel the same way about me? If he can't even remember the exact reason why he feels that way." I refrain myself from breaking down. I needed advice. At this point, I really don't know what to do but hope that somehow Vic would start remembering everything back.

"He feels it, I know he does. I could see it by the way he looks at you, acts around you. I know it's there just keep showing him how you really feel and I guess, the rest is up to him."

"thanks Victor." I smiled at him

"de nada." he smiles back.

"Papa? Kellin? What are you guys talking about?" Vic asks looking over at us from where he was sitting.

"oh nothing really. Why aren't we leaving yet?" I said trying to change the subject.

"we're still waiting for four more people "

"we are?"

"yeah. Mama told Mike and I when you and papa where too busy conversing earlier."

"Oh." I said, nodding slowly in understanding.

"hey guys." I heard the very familiar voice of Jesse Lawson. I look back to the front to see Gabe, Jack, Jesse and Justin, making their way over at us, bags in hand. Oh, so they were who we were waiting for.

"Sup guys long time no see." Mike stands up and walks up to them, greeting them and they do this really weird handshake thingy.

"what took you guys so long?" I ask, standing up and we all did that really weird handshake thingy too.

"we got lost. Sorry." Jack said.

"its fine. Anyway what brings you here guys? "

"tsk. Kellin. We find out one of our best friends that went missing for over a year is now here and you ask us that?" Jesse says with an amuse look on his face.

"erm... sorry?" I mutter out.

"It's fine anyway, where's the little Mexican man?"

"uhh right here?" Vic says shifting awkwardly.

"Vic!" and just like that they attack Vic with their killer hugs but hey, Im not blaming them I'd probably do the same if I were them.

"Aww man we miss you"

"welcome back bro"

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All nine of us couldn't fit inside Mike's sad excuse for a car no offense car, but really? So now here we are, I somehow ended up sitting on Vic's lap. Obviously, it was the guys who convinced us but I could tell Vic feels awkward about all of this. His arms were around my waist, supporting me so that I won't fall down in case Mike hits the brake. His parents in the front seat keep glancing at the rear view mirror, looking at us. I'm pretty sure I could hear a squeal and an 'aww' coming from his parents and the guys were just giggling at each other occasionally looking at us. This is a little bit awkward and just down right embarrassing.

"Aww. Look how Vic is holding his Kelly-bear, like he is the most precious thing in the world." Justin says in a very mocking baby voice. They all laugh at this causing me to blush out of embarrassment.

"Hmm. Kelly-bear. Really Justin?"

"yeah. You use to call him that."

"I.. do?"

"yeah, I mean you're the one who came up with the nickname." Justin said. I was looking at the rear view mirror to see what his reaction would be. Vic just look down probably thinking to himself.

"Hmmm. Kelly-bear.." Vic muttered to himself, like, he was in deep thought about it.

"..I like it." he said, well that statement seem to put a smile on my face.

When we got home the rest of the day was spent by the guys telling Vic about how we all use to hang and what we were all like before. He seems to be really into it like, I could tell he really wants to know his life back then. I haven't even had a chance to talk to my friends, except for the time when they asked me how I'm doing. They really missed Vic I could tell.
Earlier, Justin had this idea to go party at some bar, so tonight that's where we are partying the night away, while Vic and Mike's parents are sleeping, they were pretty tired.

"So Kellin, tell me and I want the truth." Justin said. I nodded. We were all sitting on a table now Justin was across me, the guys still conversing with each other.

"How are you feeling? You know, In all of this." he said waving his hands frantically.

"Im fine. Just... fine." he nodded in understanding.

"dont you want Vic back?" he asked a couple of silences later. What kind of question is that? I look over at Vic who was sitting next to me, hoping he wouldn't hear. He didn't. They were all busy having their own conversation.

"of course I do. "

"Then why don't you just tell him already?"

"god, Justin I wish it was that simple." I let out a frustrated sigh as I run my fingers through my hair.

"It is that simple. You're just making it complicated."

but it is complicated or maybe its just all in my mind. I dont even know. Why dont I just tell him already? What have I got to lose? Everything that's what. What if he rejects me? Cause obviously the feelings have been forgotten along with the memories and if I tell him now then it will be.. I dont know awkward between us. I just want him to feel it for himself. I dont know but I kinda want him to tell me first.

"If you cant tell him then maybe I can"

"Justin, please don't" he let out a small laugh.

"you know? Sometimes I wonder if you like torturing yourself or if you're just plain stupid."

"thanks Justin, you're such a good friend" note the sarcasm. I rolled my eyes at him. He just laughed at this.

"seriously though, I think you should tell Vic."

"Tell me what?" Vic asked suddenly joining in on the conversation. I suddenly tensed up, unprepared for what might happen next. I looked at Justin with shock wide eyes somewhat asking for his help, the idiot just stared back at me with a smirk on his face.

"Tell me what Kellin?" Vic repeated his previous question. I look over at Vic to see if he was mad or anything but he wasn't. He actually looked concerned? I dont know, I'm not sure.

"To.. tell you.... that I- uhh need to go get a drink... Yeah, that's it. ... So I'm gonna need you to uhmm.. move? So I could go?" I wasn't sure what I was trying to accomplish here but this is the first thing that came to mind. I'm not ready yet. If I tell him. I'm not ready for his reaction. Vic just looked at me with raised eyebrow. I know he wasn't buying the excuse but he did it anyway so I got up and made a run to the counter to go and actually get a drink. Maybe I'll drink a lot, I dont know but right now I feel like I need to escape. I know for a fact that Vic would'nt want to talk to a drunk Kellin. Let's just hope he still remember that part of him because I don't want him interrogating me tonight. I dont want drama tonight if things were to go down.

Notes

I'm really sorry about this but I thought I'd give you guys an update.. I should have posted this a lot sooner but I thought this was shitty and I don't know... I hope you all like this though..