Guitars and Love

Tony~

Me and Alex stood by the table that had all the drinks. I saw Ashley with Mike sitting in the grass, she was laughing.
"She looks so beautiful" I said looking at her.
Alex looked toward where i was looking and then looked down.
"Hey man i needa tell you something"
"Yeah, what is it" I said still looking at Ashley.
"That night you passed out, well i was really drunk and i kissed Ashley, i dont remember it..."
I took my eyes off Ashley as soon as he said he kissed her and whatever he was saying after that just sounded like blah blah. Angry grew in me, and i punched him.
"what the fuck!" Alex yelled.
I pushed him to the side and walked off. I called a cab, i needa to get away from here. How could she not tell me? Theres probably more to it, she probably slept with him. Thats why she was hugging him the day i after. How could she fuckin do this to me. I got out of the cab and went into some bar on the corner. I promised her i wouldn't get drunk, fuck that, i asked the bartender for eight shots of vodka. The more i thought of Ashley and Alex, the more i drank. I remember seeing the truth or dare video and how excited Alex was to kiss her. My mind was just wondering on to worse things.

After i couple more drinks i looked up and the clock by the tv, It was 7 45. I pulled my phone out and turned it on. I got a shit load of messages from Ashley and everyone else. I cleared them and called a cab.
When i got to the bus, i was expecting to sneek in while every one was asleep. That didnt work out as planned, as soon as i walked in Vic, Mike, and Jaime were all seating there looking at me. Shit!
"Where the hell were you?" Mike said.
"Bar" i said walking toward the bunks.
He grabbed my arm.
"You could have told someone,or fuckin answered you phone" Mike said.
"What does it matter?"
"Because we were fucking worried about you!"
"Well maybe if my girlfriend wasnt such-"
"Ashley didnt do anything" Vic said from the couch.
"You over reacted when Alex told you" Mike said.
"He shouldnt be fucking kissing my girlfriend"
"He was drunk, and you know how he gets" Jaime said.
"You have no reason to be mad at Ashley" Mike said looking at me.
"She could have fuckin told me!" I yelled in his face.
"She didnt because she knew you were going to over react!" Mike yelled back.
I turned to see her standing there.
"Speak of the devil" I said, not happy to see her at all.
"Tony where have you been?" she said walking toward me.
Just the thought of her kissing him pissed me off more. Everytime i looked at her, I see her kissing him. I needed her out of my sight.
"Ashley just get out" I yelled.
"No! Not till i explain what happen!"
"Oh now you wanna explain? Save it, why dont you get back to Alex" wow now she wanted to say something. I was so done with this.
"Its not even like that Tony!"
"Sure, thats why the day after that night you were on his bus hugging him, how do i know you didnt fuck him? Huh Ashley?" I said in her face.
She pushed me and said "I didnt fuck him! Could you just stop acting ridiculous!"
She shouldnt have pushed me, I laughed and grabbed her by the arm and pulled her to the front of the bus. I opened the door and threw her out, i watched her fall to the ground. I looked down at her and yelled "Were fuckin done!" and slammed the door. I walked back toward the bunks and Mike stopped me once again.
"Tony you need to fucking calm down! She didnt fucking do anything to be treated like that!"
I ignored him and went to grab the whiskey bottle he had hidden in the cabinet. Just as i was going to open it, Vic snatched it out of my hands. I was then being forced my Jaime to sit on the couch.
"Hes fucking drunk" Mike said and then headed out the door.
"Jaime get me a water bottle for Tony"
"I dont want a fuckin water bottle, give me the whiskey!"
"Tony, you just need to calm down" Vic said looking at me.
"No, he kissed her and god knows what else they did! and you want me to calm down"
"You know how Alex is when his drunk! And Ashley pushed him away! He hates himself for doing that"
"Yeah sure" I said rolling my eyes.
"This isnt you man, the liquor is talking"
"Are you done?" I asked looking at him.
"you know what just go lay down, well talk when you are you" Vic said standing up.
I got up to leave the bus but Mike came through the door and pushed me back.
"Your not going anywhere" He said giving me a disappointed look.
I gave them all a glare and then went inside my bunk and closed the curtains and shut my eyes.

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