Guitars and Love

Ashley~
I woke up with Vic laying on my shoulder. I tried to move him with out waking him, but i failed, his eyes shot open.
"What time is it?" He said rubbing his eyes.
I looked at my phone, still nothing from Tony.
"Its 8 35" I said getting up and walking toward the bunk area.
Tony wasn't in his bunk, i was getting really scared that he wasn't back yet. I walked back into the lounge area, Mike and Jaime were asleep on the other couch. We all were up till six, worrying about Tony. I sat back down next to Vic and slipped on my shoes.
"Where you going?" Vic asked.
"Ima go see if Tonys on my bus" I said getting up.
"Hes still not here? Damn, where the hell is he?" Vic was really worried, just as much as me.
"I don't know, im really worried" I said walking toward the front of the bus.
"Well find him Ashley" Vic said with a smile.
I Smiled at him and got off the bus. It was kind of chilly out side, i ran to where my bus was. When i got on I saw Natalie on the couch with her laptop in her lap.
"Did you find Tony?" She said looking up at me.
"His not on here?" I said, I was starting to lose hope.
"No, oh my god, where could he be?" She said setting the laptop to her side on the couch.
"I don't know" I said and headed back out the door.
I was heading to the Sleeping with Sirens bus, but yelling was coming for Pierce the Veils bus. I changed my direction and entered the PTV bus. I could hear Tony and Mike yelling back at one another.
"She could have fuckin told me!"
"She didnt because she knew you were going to over react" Mike yelled back.
I saw them face to face. Tony then turned and looked at me.
"Speak of the devil" He said sarcastically.
"Tony where have you been?" I said walking to him.
He smelled really bad of alcohol, it was like if he showered in it or something.
"Ashley just get out" He said not looking at me.
"No! Not till i explain what happen!"
"Oh now you wanna explain? Save it, why dont you get back to Alex" He said glaring at me.
"Its not even like that Tony!"
"Sure, thats why the day after that night you were on his bus hugging him, how do i know you didnt fuck him? Huh Ashley?" He said in my face.
I pushed him back "I didnt fuck him! Could you just stop acting ridiculous!"
He laughed and grabbed me by the arm and was pulling me to the front of the bus. He opened the door and threw me out, i landed hard on my butt. He looked down at me from the bus and yell "Were fuckin done!" and slammed the door.
I sat there for a minute processing what just happened. I just got up slowly and started back to my bus with tears pouring down my face.
"Ashley! Whats wrong?" Natalie said getting up quickly and embracing me in a hug.
"Tony broke up with me" tears rolling down my face as i said it. It hurt so much, i just wanted to disappear.
"aw Ashley, itll be okay, Tony was snap out of it later, i promise" she said still hugging me.
"ima go wash my face" I said letting her go.
"Ashley" She said looking at me and then down to my bracelet.
A bracelet i never took off, It was a sleeping with sirens bracelet that said Wrist are for bracelets not for cutting. I looked down and then headed to the bathroom. I closed the door and slid down to the floor with the tears just coming down like a waterfall. I looked down at my bracelet, remembering the days i used to cut, and how much i regretted doing it. I just sat there holding my knees to my chest. I was startled by a knock on the door.
"Ashley, come on please"
I couldnt make out whos voice that was. I got up and opened the door to see Mikes face. He pulled me out of the bathroom and sat on the couch in the lounge area.
"Its going to be okay, Tony is still drunk, and Vic is talking to him right now" Mike said looking at me.
"He threw me out the bus and then broke up with me" I said letting the tears fall.
"Dont cry, please, i hate seeing you like this" He said wiping the tears away.
"I just.. I dont understand" i said putting my face against Mikes chest.
He moved me and pulled me into a hug.
"Dont worry okay, were talking to him, i promise things will get better" He said into my ear.
He let me go and got up.
"If the buses werent about to take off, id stay here with you" He said looking down at me.
I wiped my eyes and then forced a smile "Ill be fine, thank you for checking on me" I said getting up from the couch.
He kissed my forehead, "While talk later okay"
"Promise"
"I promise" he said and headed off the bus.
Natalie gave me a weak smile, i nodded to her and head to my bunk. I closed the curtain and buried my face into my pillow.

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