Without You There Is No Me

I saw Jaime hovering over by my door. A smile tugged the corner of my lips and I rolled over in bed so I could see him properly. I brushed some hair out of my face with my fingers and looked at him questioningly.
"What's up?" I asked.
"You know something... don't you." Jaime said.
"What makes you say that?" I asked.
"Come on, Han," he smiled. "Tell me." Jaime urged.
"There's something Aidan needs to tell me." I admitted.
"I thought he went back?" Jaime asked and I shook my head. "What did he say?"
"There's something that he can't have Jess knowing. I think he's coming through tonight." I explained.
"Oh." Jaime muttered.
"So, if you hear me screaming. No fuss." I added.
"Got you." Jaime nodded. "Look Han," he sighed.
"Yeah?" I asked. But Jaime looked down, like he thought better of it.
"Doesn't matter," he shrugged. "G'night." Jaime smiled and shut my door behind himself.
I pulled my covers up to my chin and rolled over. I stretched out and closed my eyes, willing myself to go to sleep.

I could see myself. I was watching over the scene. Like a fly on the wall. I was standing with my hands gripping my hair. I looked across Aidan's room and saw the girl from before. Savannah. She was sitting on the bed with her arms folded across her chest.
"Don't do this to me." I muttered.
"I'm sorry." Savannah told me.
"You're not." I snapped.
"I am, you know I am," Savannah sighed tiredly. "But you're not the only one that needs me."
"I love you." I said through tears.
"I love you too. I love you more than anything, I swear."
"Then stay with me." I begged.
"I can't," Savannah said thickly. "You know you're not the only one I love. Right now she could be dying!" she yelled.
"And what about me?!" I screamed. "Don't I even fucking matter to you?! I gave you everything. You were my everything." I said breathless.
Savannah stood up and walked over to me. She took my face gently in her hands. I pulled away and crouched into a ball on the floor. I screamed and closed my eyes tight.
"I'll come back, I promise. I just have to check that she's okay. If anything happened to her... I can't even think about it. Just sit tight for a bit, love." Savannah said.
I didn't get up as she left. I stood up but then I fell down again. "Fuck!" I screamed. I heard running footsteps and saw Jess come hurrying down.
"I saw her leave." she explained. "Let me help you." she said and bent down to help me up.
"Don't touch me." I snapped. I pushed her away and got to my feet myself.
"Please... I just want to help."
"No, just leave me alone, Jessica." I sighed.
"I'm worried about you." she said desperately.
"I'm fine, I promise." I lied. She nodded and reached up on her tip toes. She kissed my cheek and squeezed my hand.
"I just love you." Jess said before she disappeared back up the stairs.
I ran up after her and locked the door. Then my legs gave way. I fell back down the stairs. Then I crawled across the room. I was clutching my head. I was almost rocking. I stood up and pushed open the window. Then I pulled myself up and slid outside.
My head snapped back, my arms came out making a star shape. A dark smoke forced it's way down my throat. I fell back into a normal stance and started walking. I walked quickly, not wasting anytime.
I eventually stopped outside of a house. I recognised the neighbourhood. I watched in the shadows as Savannah left the house in tears. She sniffled and composed herself before walking to her car and driving away.
I ran to the house and the door. It was locked. I kicked at the door a few times until it opened. I walked inside and looked at the hallway. There was blood on the floor. A smile graced my lips as I made my way upstairs to the bedrooms.
Lauren's dead body was lying on the floor. Her wrists were stained blood. I could see her bone and fat hanging out. My hands grabbed her pale, fragile face and I grinned nastily. I leaned close to her ear and said the word "Canem." before I kissed her bloody cheek.
I grabbed her around the middle and sat her up. I could feel the lashes on her back and wiped my hands in what seemed like disgust. Her phone was ringing on the floor. I smashed it with my foot and found a belt lying on the floor. I tightened it and wrapped it around Lauren's neck. The belt was rough and cut at the sides, digging in what would be a painful way if she was still breathing. It was made of a wound rough fabric, burning the skin like rope would. I pulled Lauren up and strung her up to the light.
I turned and walked out of the room. I went to the bathroom and searched for something. Then I found it. Two bottles of pills. As I walked out of the house I chewed and swallowed them all. I headed down the street before the view started to become black.

I woke panting and sweating. That was it. Finally that's what happened. Savannah left. But Aidan was possessed. He was the one that strung Lauren's dead body up. Everything really is connected. That explains why Aidan didn't have any real marks on him.
I got out of bed and ran through to Jaime's room. He was sleeping but I shook him. His eyes opened and he looked up at me sleepily.
"What's wrong, Han?" Jaime asked.
"I need you to phone everyone. We need to meet at Jess's."
"It's four thirty in the morning." he groaned.
"I don't care!" I exclaimed. "I know what happened with Aidan, Savannah and Lauren."
"Can't it wait until tomorrow? he tried gently.
"No, now get dressed and phone everyone already." I snapped.
"Hannah." he sighed.
"Do it." I widened my eyes and hit him on the arm.
"Okay! Okay!" he admitted defeat. Jaime sat up in bed and I went to his closet. I pulled some sweat pants and a hoodie and threw them at him. He rolled his eyes at me and got dressed. I went to get my shoes and saw Jaime hold his phone to his ear, finally.

Notes

Hey! Sorry I haven't updated in a while. But I'm back! What did you think? What will everyone think? There's lots coming up. We only have three more chapters left! There's something very shocking right at the end. What do you think it'll be? I don't know if anyone's actually still with me here so please comment! :)