Without You There Is No Me

I had expected for Carrie's attack to have started by now. But it hasn't. She's going to school and seeing Tony everyday. Not much has seemed to have changed for her. I've spoken to Rich about it and he says it's possible that maybe her attack his being postponed while they are planning their attack for me.
I don't have much time to think of myself. I have Lauren coming to me and showing me things. I can never make sense of anything. She's refusing to just show me. Everything is in riddles or small clues. I just want Vic to remember so then maybe he could tell me what happened to her.
Then there's the rest of The Haunted. Some of them don't want my help. But others want to be with me every waking minute of the day. Lily seems to be around a lot. But she spends her time with Mike. I don't know what it all means. Just that when she's there Mike gets very serious.
Now nobody is in Jess's house. This is something that only happens once every year. I'm alone. Just Vic and I. Getting alone time is easier said than done. Even at his house there's his parents, Mike and lately Lily too. At my house there's my parents and Jaime.
Vic was on his own down in the basement. I peeked through the door and down. He was sat cross legged on the bed reading. I went downstairs and sat behind him on the bed silently. I wrapped my arms around his middle from behind and he jumped. I laughed lightly and rested my forehead in between his shoulder blades.
"What are you doing?" I asked, kissing him through his shirt.
"Reading."
"Reading what?"
"How I can remember."
"Anything?"
"Unless we know a witch, no."
"Why do you think you forgot?" I asked seriously.
"I don't know. Maybe someone didn't like what I knew."
"It's something to do with Lauren. Maybe we should go to her tomb. We might be able to make some sense of everything."
"Worth a try." Vic sighed. I crawled around to sit in front of him. He smiled at me and wrapped his arms around me. I rested my head on his shoulder and sighed.
"Why can't we be normal?" I asked.
"If we were what would we do with all our spare time?" he joked.
"Vic, promise me something?"
"Anything."
"That when I'm gone you don't look for me."
"Han'." he sighed. "Why are you talking about that?"
"Because I know you will look for me. But it won't do any good."
"Did Robin look for you?" he asked quickly. I didn't reply, we both knew the answer. "Did he?" Vic repeated.
"You know he did."
"Then why aren't I allowed to?"
"It won't give you any peace." I tried.
"If your heart stopped beating I'd beg to be turned to stone, just so I wouldn't have to live one single day where you didn't make a smile creep up into my face." he bit down onto his lip.
"Vic, being my person has turned you into a sap." I teased.
"I can't help it." he muttered and buried his face into my hair at the crook of my neck. I wrapped my arms around him until I fell onto my back on the mattress. I laughed and looked up at Vic.
"I love you." he told me.
"I love you too." I smiled up at him. Vic leant in and my lips met his. He pressed down on me, making me run my fingers lightly over his back. Just as his fingers brushed her skin of my chest, inside my shirt I stopped. My body went rigid. Vic noticed and just held me tight to him. My back arched and I gasped. My eyes closed and in my head I could see it.

Delicate hands running over my body. They were touching me in the most intimate places, gliding over my skin in a heavenly way. Making a small moan escape my lips. I was trying to get air. It was so hot and stuffy. Teeth brushed my inner thigh and up to more intimate areas making me squirm under them. I couldn't control myself. There was a clenching feeling deep in the pit of my stomach and I gasped, feeling everything south tighten and a rush travel all over my body. I lay back on the bed panting. I saw a head of red curls sit up. I smiled at her and she got up to go to the bathroom. I sat up on the bed too, then in the mirror opposite I could see my blonde hair matted with sweat and pleasure. "I love you!" she called from the bathroom.
"I love you too!" I called back, and I meant it.

My eyes opened and I sat up. I took Vic's hand and widened my eyes at him. Vic looked at me with an awkward grin and ruffled his hair. "You okay?" Vic asked.
"Yeah, what did you see happen?" I asked urgently.
"Um... You know..."
"Yeah?"
"What did you see?" Vic asked.
"Um... there was someone and they were... doing things. And it made me... you know."
"Yeah, I could see you were... busy." he said, making my cheeks go red.
"It wasn't me! It was Lauren."
"So Lauren was the one getting... busy."
"Yeah." I nodded. "But the person... you know, wasn't a guy. It was a girl."
"She liked girls!" Mike exclaimed. I looked up and saw him on his own walking down to us.
"When did he get here?" I grumbled.
"Just now." Mike explained.
"He didn't see." Vic whispered in my ear.
"Who was the girl she was with?" Mike asked.
"Why?" Vic frowned.
"Just curious." Mike shrugged.
"I don't know." I said and looked up. My eyes fell onto the wall of papers and pictures that were pinned up. I got up and hurried over. I took a photo from the wall and examined it.
"Who's that?" Vic asked.
"Aidan but it's who he's with."
"Who?" Mike asked.
"The girl! This is the girl that was with Lauren." I said excitedly. I turned the picture over and on the back saw the names 'Aidan and Savannah'. "Aidan and Lauren. They were in love with the same person!" I gasped.

Notes

Hey everyone! I'm back! How is everyone? Did you miss me? Did you miss this story? I feel like I'm a little rusty. What did you think? Please let me know. I don't want to write shit chapters for you all! What will happen next? :)