A Match Into Water

*Vic's POV*

I heard the electric charge of the resuscitators and began to weep harder and harder as I heard them repeat the process again and again.

"Alisha please pull through, please....I love you" I couldn't stop crying, I heard another doctor shout.

"Get him out of here now!"

Finally after trying to get up to see her I was pushed out the room by the nurse still with the screen up alongside me. As I was pushed into place in the room I was warned multiple times that if I didn't calm down I would be sedated, I couldn't control myself.

I felt the force of hands on my body pinning me down on the bed, then I felt the force of fluid being pushed through my iv line and into my vein. I began to fight back however I grew increasingly tired, I fought until I couldn't fight anymore.

I felt my arms and legs go weak and I could no longer hold up my limbs or support them anymore, my eyelids felt heavy as they slowly began to shut. I tried so hard not to close my eyes and let this beat me, I can't go to sleep I need to be awake for Alisha so I'm there by her side when she opens her eyelids and I look into her beautiful hazel eyes.

As my eyes begin to close I filled my mind with thoughts of Alisha and how she looked I even remembered her smell, she always smelt of vanilla. My eyes were now fully shut and I was surrounded by darkness, it reminded me of my mind and what its done to me being alone and I couldn't help thinking that what Alisha has been through for 3 years.

*3 hours later*


I began to come back around. My vision was blurred but I could still see a figure over me of someone in a nurses uniform. I still remember what happened before I was sedated, I tried to speak but no sound came out. It took me a few attempts but eventually I managed to get my words out.

"How's Alisha? Is she alive?" The tears welled up as I came to the realisation of everything that had happened that day.

The nurse placed her hand on my shoulder and spoke softly "I am so sorry Vic, Alisha didn't make it....I'm so sorry for your loss. We kept trying, we did try for an hour and even longer than that" by this time my vision had cleared up, I saw the tears in her eyes. I screamed out in pain as I had lost one of the most important people in my life and I never got to tell her that and now I never will.

The nurse stooped down and gave me a hug and said afterwards "you can go see her when ever you feel up to it after we have your results back" she apologised for hugging me but she said it looked like I needed it.....she was right I did.

I don't know what I'm going to do but I know I will have to help plan the funeral with her mum...I might have to tell her mum that she's gone.

She is gone she's really gone. I'm never going to see her again.

Notes

Sorry this is sort of a short chapter guys.

There are going to be some very interesting twists thought this story that I have planned so far, whether they will fit into the story properly or not is another question so your going to have to wait and see.

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