A Match Into Water

*Alisha's POV*

I fluttered my eye lashes after reliving hell.

I was wrapped up safely in Vic's arms, he wiped the tears from my eyes and look straight at me.

"Baba, I can't seeing you in pain and to know I any do anything to help you hurts so much" Tears began to fall from his big hazel eyes.

"Baby it's okay, I'm fine" I lied just to reassure him.

"Your not though, I can see it in your eyes" I held him close and rested his head on my chest.

Tears still ill flowing from his eyes.

"Baby this is why I don't want to go to the police, because I think it will make me worse" I looked at him but he didn't look up.

"Think about it though darling, you can get him locked up them you don't have to worry about leaving the house and maybe your night terrors and things will calm down. I just want to help you get better sweetie" Vic clenched his fists in anger.

"Maybe, I will think about it okay?" I wasn't going to do it but I know it would help him.

The he more I thought of it the more I came to think and worry more, the things they would ask me, the way they'd treat me....I began to cry.

Its not not often Vice cries but when he does I know it's because he's really hurting.

I hate hate the fact I hurt him so much, it really hurts me too. This is why he's better of being without me, I'm going to end up poisoning him like I do with everything and I don't want to do that.

Should I break up with him to protect him no matter how much it would hurt me.....I have to protect him.

Notes

So what will Alisha do with her mind in overdrive? Will she make rash choices? Will Alisha change her mind and go to the police?

I am away for a week so I do apologies for lack of updates and replies!!

Please anyone who wants to mail me and talk or even if it's just to ask questions about the story, about me....or even for advice you are more than welcome to honestly I will do my best to help. I know how much just someone listening can help :)