A Match Into Water

*Vic's POV*

"Baby I'm sorry I did this again but I can't do it, I can't go to the police and confess everything that happened. It would kill me" Alisha was crying uncontrollably.

I pulled her closed and cuddled her.

"Darling I know it's going to be hard but ill be here with you every single step of the way, it's going to help give you closure and help you move on with your life so we can continue our lives together and have children of our own"

I wiped away her tears and held her, gently rocking her so I could comfort her further.

"Sweetie I'm scared" She looked straight into my eyes, to she her pain.

You could see the pain in her eyes, it broke my heart into a million pieces.

"Baby I know, I do know your scared but I promise nobody is going to hurt you. Ill be there for you sweetheart"

Tears slowly began to fall as I realised just how scared she actually is and that she's cut herself and take pills to mask that.

Alisha didn't say anything else.

I lay with her in my arms as I realised her breathing become faster and heavier.

"Leesh darling calm, calm" I held her squeezing her arm when she felt limp.

Fuck she's blacked out.

This happens when she gets bad flashbacks, she panics, hyperventilates has a panic attack then passes out.

I held her as she cried, I can't stand seeing her like this....I can't.

Notes

I'm so sorry I haven't updated guys, been a lot going off recently..... I have been to the police about my rape earlier this year, tomorrow I go for my videoed statement.

Ngl I'm shitting bricks, I'm just so scared :/

So this is why I haven't been updating and I don't think I will be able to for a week on Friday as I'm going on holiday with my boyfriend and his family :D EXCITED!!!!!

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