A Match Into Water

~A few days later~

Vic had started talking properly again to me and he understood that I couldn't help the fact I'm pregnant.

The more I looked at the photo the more I thought about things.

I don't have a clue what to do I mean I'm only 18 and I don't know if I could look at a reminder of being raped for the rest of my life.

I began to think of other options.

So there's giving birth then giving the baby up for adoption or I have an abortion.

I'm so torn on what to do.

I can't handle this, I can't.

I pulled out my blades and began to cut my stomach and thighs.

God I hate myself for putting myself in this situation.

Why the fuck did I do this to myself? Why?

I cried while looking at the ultra sound photo of this little life growing inside of me.

Fuck sake it's always me....why's it always me?

Mind you I rather have the pain of this 1 million times over if it stopped anyone else going through it, save them the pain.

I decided to wash my cuts and dry my eyes and reapply my made up ready for when Vic was coming.

I managed to clean myself up just in time as I heard Vic come up the stairs after me telling him to come up.

Vic hugged me from behind and placed his hands into my stomach, I feel bad when he does that.

I don't feel like he should have to touch it when there's that bastards unborn child growing inside me.

I squirmed out of his arms and spun around pulling him closer to me by wrapping my arms around his neck and placing my hands on his face and pulling him into a passionate kiss.

We continued kissing as we walked back to my bed and I sat on top of Vic.

The sexual tension grew until I suddenly had the worst pain I've ever felt in my stomach and back. I felt nauseous once again and ran to the bathroom.

I threw up then Vic shortly ran in holding back my hair and rubbed my back while I finished.

Afterwards I collapsed to the floor in excruciating pain.

Vic picked me up and carried me to my bed being careful so he didn't hurt me further.

He laid me down then he laid down next to me, I immediately snuggled up against him clutching onto him as the pain grew stronger then weakened off to come back again.

Vic smoothed over my hair trying to comfort me.

I felt a liquid rush down my legs, I immediately panicked as I saw blood.

"Vic...Vic help" I cried while calling Vic as he had fallen asleep.

Vic was startled and look so worried.

I screamed out in pain.

"What's wrong? What do I do?" Vic looked incredibly startled.

"There's something wrong with the baby...I shouldn't be bleeding. I don't know" I weeped louder as I my mind went into overdrive.

"That it I'm calling an ambulance" Vic held me close to his sat me up and fetched me fresh underwear and clothes alongside with sanitary products and aided me to the bathroom.

I had finished as the paramedics came upstairs.

I was placed on a wheelchair and took into hospital once again.

Vic came with me of course.

I went through the process of going through the ultra sounds alongside with other tests like internal examinations again.

The midwife looked worried and rushed off to find a consultant.

Whats wrong with my baby?!?

Notes

DRAMA!!!!

So what's happening with Alisha and the baby? What's going to happen? Will they pull through?

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