A Match Into Water

~A few weeks later~

Everyone thinks I'm getting better, everyone thinks I'm coping but I'm not....I'm really not.

Constantly on my mind are a few things: death, pregnancy and Vic.

I have noticed that I'm constantly bloated. I struggle to fit into my jeans without the podge bulging over, my boobs are so sore and tender 24/7, I've had cramps like pre period cramps, backache and I just feel sick all the time.....but am I just paranoid?

I don't know what to think...

I really want to tell Vic but I have a feeling he will leave me if I told him, that's the last thing I want.

I need him.

I wasn't too sure if it was too early to take a test however I was determined to go buy one after school.

The lessons dragged but at least I had Vic in my last lesson for the day which is thankfully now.

I sat next to Vic in music in fact I was on a table with Amber, Tony, Jamie and Mike too as we all do our presentations together.

Vic can always tell when there's something on my mind, some times it was a blessing but other times hell.

Vic placed his hand onto my thigh and whispered into my ear "Tell me what's on your mind baby"

I know I didn't hide the worried panicked expression I had on my face in time and Vic saw.

Vic removed his hand and left it as he knows I wouldn't want to say it in front of all the gang.

The bell went and I quickly grabbed all my things and rushed out to try and avoid Vic's questioning.

I scrambled past the people in the corridor when I felt someone tug on my arm and pull me underneath the stairs and push me violently against the wall.

It was Josh.

"Wh...what do you want?" I was petrified at what he might do to me.

"Oh sweetie what do you think?" He sneered as he spoke.

"Please don't please I can't" I began to cry as the memories returned of what he did to me.

He kept me pinned up against the wall until everyone had left then pulled me to his car.

He zip tied my hands and thrown me into the back of his car and told me to stay down.

I did as I was told reluctantly.

I was in the car for what seemed like forever until he pulled over.

Josh climbed into the back with me and turned me over and pressed his lips against mine.

My phone buzzed in my pocket, I was receiving texts and calls from someone....fuck I bet it's Vic.

Josh grabbed my phone and looked at the miss calls.

"Aw look who it is? He's not coming to help you....think what he'll be like knowing he's got a dirty cheating whore for a girlfriend" Josh turned the phone towards me so I could see.

I tossed and turned trying to get him off of me.

Due to my hands being slightly sweaty I managed to get out of the zip tie.

I began pushing him after he pulled my top over my head and undid my bra. I felt physically sick once again as he touched me.

His hands moved down my chest making his way down to my trousers.

I pushed and kicked all I could. I punched him in the face busting his nose and lip he fell back and collapsed on the floor.

i jumped out the car and began to run as I pulled my shirt back over my head and fastened my bra.

I ran as fast as I could tears streaming down my face.

I stopped outside a pharmacy and calmed down before entering.

I walked in an bought two pregnancy tests and received a dirty look off an old women as I paid.

I placed the tests into my bag to avoid anymore dirty looks and to reserve how ashamed I felt.

I basically ran home.

I entered to see my mum passed out on the couch pissed out her face.

I proceeded going up the stairs and walked into the bathroom.

I text Vic back apologising and saying sorry that I won't be replying for a while.

I looked into the mirror and cried as I placed the box onto the side.

I pulled one test out and placed it on the side while I read the instructions...

"Pull the purple end of the pregnancy test and urinate on the white strip place cap back on and wait 3-5 minuets and see your results. One strip means its positive and two negative"

My heart began to beat irregularly.

I sat on the toilet and did what I had to do.

Is it too early though? It's only been 2 weeks.

I placed the cap back on and put the test on the counter.

My phone was buzzing as I received worried texts from Vic.

I counted the seconds and looked down at the test.

I only saw one stripe.

I took another look and saw that the was part of the second like but it was only faint.

I took the other and the same outcome.

My heart sunk.

I have to tell Vic.

Notes

How will Vic react? Will Alisha tell him about Josh or just the fact she could be pregnant?

What do you think is Alisha pregnant?

I bet nobody was expecting this!!

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