Angel

Tony's punch cause Mike to fall back hitting his head and knocked out. I didn't check on Mike like everyone else, instead I headed to the back lounge and knocked on the door. A very angry Tony opened the door, "What?" He asked snidely.

"Can we just talk about this? About what's going through your mind? I feel really bad." I said to him and he opened the door more so I could get in then closed it and locked it yet again as I sat down. He stood with his back to me at first, but when he finally looked at me I couldn't read his expression he was almost completely emotionless looking.

"Let me see how." He said, no emotion in his voice and his question confused me.

"See how what?"

"How the hell you attempted suicide." He became very mad again, I pulled up my jacket sleeves and held my arms out to him with no hesitation. I stared at the two long scars where stitches once were. "What if you fucking died from that? That not just killing you, that's killing at least four people Rose! Four people!" Tony yelled at me and him yelling made me mad.

"Who are the four fucking people you mean Tony? Who the fuck are they?" I yelled at him glaring.

"That kills you, our two little babies growing inside of you and me Rose! How the hell do you think I would feel if I came out of the coma to find out that the love of my life is dead because she killed herself!?" He yelled at me then sat down by me and burried his face in his hands. When he looked back up at me his eyes were red and glossy. "But no, instead I got to come out of the coma to find out that the love of my life kissed my bandmate twice, had a makeout session with his girlfriend, tried to kill herself and my bandmate most likely made her want to cut again." His voice was so soft and quiet.

"Tony, I would have attacked him before doing anything more to myself." I was gonna say more but Tony pointed to the door.

"Get out!" He shouted, I didn't say or do anything, just stood up and left the back lounge. However, instead of going to the front lounge where everyone else was I went to mine and Tony's bunk and laid down crying myself to sleep. Being yelled at has always caused me to cry, but it was also due to feeling like I'm losing the only person has made me happy since the incident years ago that changed everything.

*A Couple Hours Later, Stopping and Staying at a Hotel for the Night*
I woke up to Tris calling my name. "Rose, come on. We're staying in a hotel tonight." She said as I looked at her, my eyes were probably red and I probably looked like hell. The black was fading back to my natural blonde so I looked kinda bald.

"H-Has Tony came out from the back lounge?" I asked and Tris nodded, why hadn't he woken me up instead of Tris? The answer was plain and simple, he was still mad. I grabbed some clothes and followed Tris to the hotel.

"The band will be sharing a suite with two bedrooms and two bathrooms. Me, you, Jaime and Tony in one room. Mike, Marlie, Vic and Cara in the other." Tris explained to me and I nodded.

"So um, slight change in plan. Tony wants to be completely alone so he got himself his own room." Jaime said when we walked up to him, It became harder to breathe and my chest hurt. This is how I always imagined it'd feel to break my heart. Numbly and slowly, I followed them to the room, I didn't want to sleep or anything. In the room I waited for everyone to be in the two rooms then I quietly left and decided to take the stairs back down to the lobby. I walked out of the hotel and got back on the bus.

I sat in the bathroom in the back lounge, against a wall and let myself start crying again. While I was crying, another contraction started, I ignored the pain mainly and took slow deep steady breaths. Finally, the pain stopped and I was proud of myself for getting through a contraction on my own. I laid my head back on the wall and allowed myself to fall into a deep sleep.

Notes

This is what I'm going to leave you with, due to it being late and me needing sleep to try and get better. Hope you like it, next chapter or two will all be from Tony's P.O.V and it'll start at the point that he tells Rose to get out of the back lounge so you all know what went through his head and what he does since he has a room just for himself.