Angel

*Next Day on the Bus to New York*
The doctor's appointment was filled with news. The pregnancy is going well, and there isn't just one little baby growing inside of me, there's two! That explained why my stomach was bigger than it should be, but today I had been having quite a few random painful contractions. We've wanted the babies genders to be a surprise so we never found out what they were. Tony was hoping at least one of them was a boy, he really wanted a son.
I was sitting on the couch in the front lounge of the bus, Tony was massaging my legs while Mike and Marlie were on the couch across from us. Suddenly, the pain of another contraction came over me. Tony grabbed one of my hands and looked in my eyes calmly. "Slow deep breaths, remember that babe. I'm right here." Tony said clearly trying to ignore the pain of me squeezing his hand. Someone grabbed my other hand as Tony repeated himself, I looked over to see it was Mike leaning down beside me.
I dug my fingernails into his hand, Mike's face twisted in pain while my nails dug into his skin. Finally, it was over and I let go of their hands. Blood seeped from where my nails were in Mike's hands, he walked to the bathroom to wash the cuts clean. "Babe are you sure you don't wanna see another doctor? You keep having them and I don't know if it's good." Tony asked worriedly, I just shook my head smiling at him.
"Love, the doctor said everything's fine yesterday. You worry too much, it's fine and I'm fine." I said to him smiling at him, I really love this boy.
"Really, you're only fine?" Tony asked raising an eyebrow at me.
"Well, being around you I'm perfect." I whispered in his ear. He looked at me and kissed me. Mike walked back in the front lounge with Tris behind him. "I need to talk to Tris." I hadn't realized I spoke my thought aloud till Tony questioned me.
"About what?" He asked me, looking concerned.
"Nothing to worry about hun." I said and walked up to Tris, I had to tell somebody and I trusted her. "Can we talk in private?" I asked quietly and she nodded and followed me to the back lounge. She sat down as I closed and locked the door then sat down beside her.
"What's up?" Tris asked trying to get me to talk.
"I need to tell you something no one else knows. Well, Mike knows some of what I'm about to tell you." I said then launched into the story I told Mike about the day Mitch attacked and the suicide attempt, then I told her about Mike kissing me and how I felt about it.
"Is that why he was around you so much? Did he kiss you again when you talked to him at the hospital the day Tony came out of the coma?" She asked me and I launched into the story about what happened at the hospital and then what happened at the party that night. I ended it with everything Mike said and it brought tears to my eyes.
"That's why I've trying to avoid him, he honestly hurt me and it's his fault for me kissing him and Marlie. I'm filled with guilt and hate myself." I said looking down ashamed.
"Hun it's fine, everything will be fine. Just talk to Mike about what he said, he should know. Plus, you have Tony either way." Tris said to me.
"Please don't tell anyone." I pleaded her.
"I won't, but you have to talk to Mike." She had a serious look on her face as she said this. "Promise me?"
"Yes, I promise." I said and hugged her.
"What the fuck did you do asshole! I'll fucking kick your ass unless you tell me what you did!" I heard Tony yell as me and Tris came out of the back lounge so we hurried towards the front lounge to find Jaime holding Tony back, Vic in between Mike and Tony and Mike looking confused.
"I don't know what you're talking about?" Mike said confused and quiet.
"Why the fuck is my girlfriends talking about you to Tris right fucking now? What the hell did you do?" Tony yelled again.
"Tony, calm the fuck down and talk calmly!" Vic yelled back to Tony, he stayed in between the two.
"What the hell is going on?" I raised my voice to Tony so he would focus on me and not Mike. He turned around and looked at me, I could tell he was hurt.
"What happened while I was in the coma?" He asked looking so hurt yet also confused.
"I think all of us are wondering what happened then and the night Tony came out of the coma." Vic said quietly, looking at me and I sighed.
"Alright, if we all sit down and try to stay calm, I'll tell you guys everything I just told Tris." I said and everyone slowly sat down and calmly waited, Tony tried to get me to sit by him but I just stood where I was looking at everyone gathered. I know this will probably hurt mine and Tony's relationship but everyone is wondering....and he deserves to know. "I don't think you'll want to be around me as I tell this story, but I will say that I am extremely sorry and feel completely terrible and guilty about it." I said to Tony then looked down ashamed.
I sighed and launched into the whole story, I didn't look at anyone. I just stood there telling the story, finally I was done and was crying. "I'm so sorry....I'm so sorry...." was all I could say to Tony, he stood up and walked towards me looking disappointed. "Tony, please tell me you don't hate me." I said quietly, he was walking right by me towards our bunk but I stopped him by grabbing his wrist so he turned and looked at me.
"Don't hurt yourself, I'm a little upset but not at you. I want to kill him." Tony said indicating to Mike. "But, I'm just gonna sit in the back lounge, try to calm the fuck down before I do something I'll regret." He said, I nodded and let him go.
"Tony, hit me. If you wanna kill me, take some anger out and punch me. I'm right here for you and I can't go anywhere." Mike said standing up, Tony already had his fists clenched and he turned around punched Mike then turned back around and walked to the back lounge closing and locking the door behind him before anyone could stop him

Notes

Sorry I haven't really been able to post the past three days. I've been sick but I decided I needed to post for you guys so if I'm home sick yet again tomorrow I promise I will post as much as I can.