Unseen Love

I was sitting there staring at the blank Skype screen on my laptop, just wondering what the fuck I was doing with myself. I know that all I want to do is run after him, but what the hell am I supposed to do when he has a psycho ex-wife? Or other crazy fans in general? I am just so confused about it all. I felt myself grow tired, so I laid my head down on the pillow next to me and curled up in a fatal position and drifted into a stressful, upsetting sleep.

“Valentina!” I heard the front door slam shut, then Tori running to me. I groaned and slowly opened my eyes. “Get on Instagram now!” She sat next to my feet and I kicked her for waking me up. “Look what Austin posted!” I rubbed my face on the pillow; wanting this to be a dream so I could go back to sleep. Tori held her phone out for me to grab, and I snatch it from her giving her chirpy look a glare. “Oh shush and read the post he posted!”

I looked down at the phone and saw a collage of pictures of Austin and me. There was one of me when I was in the hospital, the first picture we took together when I was shirtless and he was covering my breast, one with me when I was blind, a picture of us holding hands for the first time walking through the mall, me with all of his friends from when he had that party for me to meet all of his friends, and just a few others that he took when I wasn’t pay attention. I felt myself tearing up, but I scrolled up a little to see what he has to say.

@austincarlile: Valentina, I really hope you see this and that this helps me win you back. I know that you are hurt and scared, but I am just as hurt and scared. Living without you by my side has been hell. I miss your little jokes, and the little laugh you have. I miss waking up to you every morning and being able to fall asleep with you next to me. I miss being able to hold you when a guy looks at you like you’re just meat. I have so much respect and love for you that it hurts. I knew when I purposely bumped into you at iHop that I just had to have you. I remember seeing you get out of Tori’s car in your little Pierce the Veil sweater, I couldn’t take my eyes off of you. Even when you were blind, you were independent and so free-willing. I forgot what it felt like to have someone like that around me. It took me month, and for you to tell me what I will be missing out on, to realize that you are what I need. I am scared shitless about our future, but I know with you by my side we will be okay. I miss you Val, and I love you so much. Please come back to me, so I can show you that you are the only girl I need. I will love you and cherish you for as long as I can. I love you with everything in me. I know you are a runner, so get ready to be chased. I am not going anywhere. Gielle means nothing to me anymore, and no other girl could ever take your place in my heart. I can’t wait to see our expecting future come too. Please forgive me for being a dumb fool.

Love, Yours always and forever


When I finished reading his little comment I felt my chest compress together and I could breathe. “Tori what do I do?!” I yelled out in confusion. Before I let her answer me I jumped up and ran to my room. “I need to go to him. I need to tell him in person that I forgive him. I can’t do this anymore. I need him with me during my pregnancy. I need to stop being such a little puss and suck up my insecurities or someone else will take my place.” I said to myself as I ran around my room throwing clothes into my suitcase.

“I text Alan and told him to keep it on the down low that you’re coming, and he said that he bought your ticket. All you have to do is go pick it up at the airport. They are in CT right now so the flight is about six hours long.” Tori informed me from my doorway. I continued to run around my room like a chicken with no head. Once I finished I looked up at Tori with a smile on my face. “Aren’t you coming with me?”

“My bags are already packed and in the car ready to go. Now let’s go before we miss our flight!” She and I ran out of our house and to her car. Tori drove to the airport like a madman, and I couldn’t help but tell myself over and over again that I would be in Austin’s arms soon enough.





~Austin’s POV~



I had finally called the cops about Gielle, and I was talking to a lawyer about putting a restraining on her, so that she would stop fucking with me. I was fully ready to start my life with Val and my expecting babies. Val has slowly become my world and I want to have her stand by my side the whole way. I know I gave her that promise ring, but I was ready to make the next step. I was ready to share my name with her. I know she might not be ready, but I don’t care how long it takes. I knew that the first step I have to take is telling the world that she is the only one I want, and will end up with.

After I got the phone with the police about Gielle, I downloaded a picture collage maker. I chose all of my favorite pictures of Val, and put them together. Then I wrote my heart out for her to see.

It has been about seven hours since I posted the picture and she hasn’t responded to any of my text, or calls. I want to know what she thought. I really tried with this and if she doesn’t acknowledge me, then I don’t know what I will do.

“Hey man, I am heading to the airport to pick up Tori. Care to join? It might be nice to get out of the RV for a little bit. Some fresh air might do you good.” Alan asked me from the door frame. I shrugged and got up heading towards him. Some fresh air might actually clear my head a little bit, or even give me an idea on what to do next with Val.

We borrowed our tour manager’s SUV and headed to the airport. I actually ended up only being about a thirty minute drive from us, but we got there in twenty minutes with my reckless driving. I pulled up and parked and got out with Alan.

“We have to go get her because she is lost.” He nervously chuckled while scratching the back of his neck. I gave him a suspicious look, but didn’t push any further.

“Okay, let’s go.” I shrugged and lead the way into the airport. I looked behind me and saw Alan pulling out his phone. I am sure he was calling Tori to find out where she was. I was actually really upset that Tori was coming and not Val. Val needed to be supervised right now, what if something terrible happened? “Where is she?” I asked Alan as he was walking up to me.

“Oh she is on her way over to us. Do you want to meet her half way?”

I nodded and we began walking to the east wing of Bradley International. As we began walking I saw Tori walking towards us, then she stopped dead in her tracks and looked at me. I saw Val walking up behind her looking down at her phone. I couldn’t stop myself I ran over to her.

“Valentina!” I called out as I ran to her. She looked up at me and was completely shocked. She ran to me and we met half way. I picked her up and she wrapped her legs around me. She grabbed my face in her little hands and kissed me hard and passionately.

“I love you so much, Austin.”

“I love you too, baby. I am so sorry that it took me so long to realize everything. I promise that I will make up for it in every way possible.”

She sighed happily and just pulled my neck closer her. She rested her head on my shoulder and we just stood there holding each other. “I just want you to hold me and never let me go again.” She pulled back a little and just looked at me. She ran her hands all of over my face with her eyes closed. I went to speak, but held my tongue when I saw a tear fall from her perfect eyes.

“Please don’t cry, Love. Everything will get better now that we are in each other’s arms. We gave fight this storm together. I promise.” I whispered while she rested her forehead on my forehead. She nodded a little and placed a soft kiss on my lips. It wasn’t rushed, or rough, yet passionate. It spoke what we were feeling in this moment; love.

“Let’s go back to the bus. We are about to be leaving soon for NY.” Alan spoke from behind us. I nodded, but Val didn’t move from my arms.

“I am scared if I let go, then something, or someone, will come in and ruin this perfect moment we having right now…” Val mumbled softly. It made my heart clench in my chest. I just held her tighter to my body and placed a soft kiss on her neck. She groaned and hopped down from me, but I motioned for her to get on my back. She smiled and happily jumped on my back.

“Now we are together again, nothing can tear us apart, see?” She giggled and hid her face in my neck. In this moment nothing could take my smile away. I have my little family back. Life was going to look up for now on.

We could get through this. I know we can. I loved this girl with my whole heart, soul, body, and mind. I can’t believe it took me this long to realize it, but now that I have, I am never losing her again.

Notes

Soooo.... I am back loves! Sorry it look me 3 months to update, but I got writers block, then I started a new story and on top of that school! But school is over and now I can get back to Austin and Val!

By the way, PLEASE check out my Mike story!

http://www.piercetheveilfanfiction.com/Story/38511/Another-Bottle-Down/

Love,

Priscilla!