Another Bottle Down

“We aren’t together Mike! You don’t have a say in my relationships! The only thing you have a say in is what position you want me in when we fuck!” I screamed in Mike’s face as he stood there in front of me and some random guy from the bar.

“You shouldn’t be having sex with random guys!” Mike rebutted, looking to the ground. He has been hiding something from me all week. Every time I ask him what it is he gets quiet and goes to the other room, or changes the subject.

“Why Mike? You have sex with me while your girlfriend is at home in your bed, and in your clothes!” I smarted back. I had feelings for him, and the fact that I can’t be with him kills me. I want him to myself and only to myself, but once a cheater always a cheater. Which makes it worst too is if he cheats with you, he will cheat on you. I honestly don’t think I will be able to handle that happen. I need to push him away.

“Because I fucking love you! I want you and only you. Along the way I fell for you, and hard.” Mike mumbled. I stood there dumbfounded; not able to find the right words. My throat closed up and my breathing went hitched. Before I could tell him that it wasn’t true. He couldn’t love me. Mike stepped forward and crashed his lips to mine.

In that moment everything about this tour changed. Everything I believed in, all my morals, had changed. All because of Mike Fuentes.



*Contains sexual situations, drug use, and can sometimes be a little triggering. Trigger warning will be provided!*

1. I Believe It's Time for Me to Be Famous

2. First Encounters

3. Just Friends

4. All They Told Me Was "Just give up, you'll never be good enough."

5. Disasterology

6. Take Away All Of This Emptiness I Feel

7. This Poison Hurts

8. Lips of an Angel

9. When You Can't Sleep Tonight

   *May be a little triggering*

10. Closer

11. Life Lessons Learned the Hard Way

12. Blessed With a Curse

13. Same Book But Never The Same Page

14. I Surrender

15. When I Come Around

16. Pain, I Like It Rough

17. You Only Live Once So Go Fucking Nuts

18. Whore

19. Mark My Words

20. Vices

21. A Thousand Words Can't Paint You A Picture Of What You Deserve

22. Flavor of the Weak

23. Repeating Apologies