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Unseen Love

I'm Already Gone

~Tina’s POV~


It was the day of the doctor’s appointment and Austin said that he was going to meet me there. To say I was nervous is the understatement of how I feel. I don’t want to go, but my baby’s health means more to me than my own being.

I slowly got out of my old bed and made my way to the bathroom to shower. I moved back in with Tori. I told Tori everything that happened. I started with us finding out about the baby to what I saw in Austin’s room. She was beyond pissed and was ready to kill Gielle, but I told her no because of the baby. She and I are more than happy about being mommies together. Tori actually started crying when I told her that I was pregnant. She knew how much I wanted a baby and now that I am able to have one with Austin she is so pumped.

As I was stepping into the shower I began to cry. Every time I take a shower I can’t but picture myself with Austin. We cleaning each other, having sex, or just standing under the water together staring into each other eyes. It has only been three days and I already want to run back to him. To have him hold me and tell me that everything will be okay. But in reality things like that don’t happen.

I quickly finished showering and jumped out, dressing myself and putting my hair in a messy bun. I did not bother putting on make-up. I don’t need to impress anyone. I saw that I had a little over fifteen- minutes to get the Doctor’s so I made my way into the kitchen. I saw Tori sitting on the counter with a cup of coffee in one hand and her phone in the other hand smiling.

“Morning love! I am about to head off. I am going to be late. I will text you before I leave there. Maybe we can catch lunch or something?” I asked a little hopeful. I haven’t really been out of my room the past few days. I just lay in bed and cry.

“Of course! I love you! Be careful!” She beamed. I know she was excited about me wanting to get out and a part of me was too. Maybe a little day out in the sun will do some good.

I got in my car, turned on the music, and made my way over to the doctor’s. The whole way there I drove with one hand on the wheel and the other hand on my belly. I love touching my belly because it is a constant reminder that I am still pregnant. As I got closer my nerves began to spike seeing Austin for the first time might be the death of me.

I began looking for a parking space, seeing as they were all full expect two. I pulled into a free space and soon realized that Austin was already here. His car was park a few meters away from my car. I saw the time and realized that I still had about five minutes to go until my appointment. That made me wonder how long Austin has been here. I got out the car and made my way into the building.

“Hi. I am here for a check up on my baby.” I informed to the lady behind the counter.

“Name please.” She asked with a smile.

“Valentina Grey.” I said shyly.

“Oh. It looks like were already checked in. If you want to follow me I will escort you to the room. It looks as if Austin and the doctor are waiting on you.” My eyes widened and I slowly nodded. She led the way around the office and slowly made her way to a stop. When we reached to door so opened it and let me enter first.

“Here is a robe that you need to change into and the doctor will be back in a minute.” I nodded and turned around to see Austin sitting in the chair with a smile on his face.

“What are you smiley about?” I asked a little too unpleasant my style.

“The doctor has some good news. She said that she wants to wait to tell us both at the same time. Plus I happy that you let me come today…” Austin trailed off. I let out a sigh and nodded.

I began to undress but felt eyes on me. “Val I really am sorry.” Austin said in a low voice. I felt tears threatening to fall, but I batted my eyes so that they wouldn’t fall. But a couple of them won the battle and fell down my face.

“It is whatever Austin. It happened now we have to live with it. Let’s just get this over and done with.” I finished undressing and pulled the sham over my body. I made my way to the table and laid down ready for the doctor. Within a couple of minutes the doctor came in and had a bright smile on her face.

“So I have some very good news!” She beamed. “It seems like you are actually going to have twins. When we did some blood work we found that there were to embryos that had been fertilized.” As soon as she finished I couldn’t help but smile. I felt myself begin to silently cry even more. “And they are both free of Marfan syndrome, but it could form later on during the pregnancy so we are going to have to watch them.” She finished. I looked over at Austin to see that he was looking at me with the biggest smile on his face. It was full of love. I saw his eyes brimming with tears, but I quickly looked away not wanting to give in that easy.

“Can we see them?” Austin asked shyly reaching for my hand. But I pulled away and just stared at the screen beside me. Austin let out a sigh, but as soon as the babies appeared on the screen I couldn’t hold back the tears.

“When do we find out the sex?” Austin asked again. I wasn’t upset, but rather pleased. It was as if he was reading my mind.

“In about 4 weeks. You are still pretty early into the pregnancy.” Austin and I nodded simultaneously. I was ready to leave. I was really happy and all, but I wanted to celebrate at that moment. Just not with Austin.

“Well that is it for the day. I will get you guys some pictures, and then you are on your way!” The doctor said with cheer. She gathered her things and made her way out.

As soon as the door shut I jumped off the table and dressed myself. I threw on my clothes faster than before, because I felt Austin staring at me even harder than before. I turned around, fully dressed, but bumped into Austin. Just as I was going to say something Austin dropped to his knees and lifted up my shirt.

Austin began slowly massaging my stomach. “Daddy doesn’t know when he can tell this to you again, but just know that Daddy loves you and will always be here for you. I am going to work very hard to win mommy back, but in the meantime I love you.” He finished with two soft kisses on each side of my tummy. When he looked up I was met with watery eyes. “I love you Val.” He said sweetly then pulled me into his lips. I wanted to pull away so badly, but I was physically unable to. Instead of pulling away I kissed him back.

There was a knock at the door then the doctor stepped in breaking our kiss. I abruptly pulled away, grabbed the pictures, and left the office. I got in my car and noticed I got a text from Tori with a picture attached to it.


Tori! <3:
I wanted to be the one to tell you. I am so sorry babe. :/
The picture attached to the message was of Gielle and Austin on Instagram captioned
“@Austincarlile: Glad he is giving me a second chance. Nothing will break us apart. Til the end baby.”


I felt myself get angry. I screamed out loud and began crying even more. I saw Austin running up to my car. I got out the car and slapped him in the face.

“Good luck with Gielle! I hope she makes you happy!” I said with a stained face. He looked shocked and confused so I shoved my phone in his face. He looked at me and began shaking his head furiously.

“No! I swear she just posted it! We never took a picture together! I haven’t seen her since the day we left! I swear!” Austin admitted.

I didn’t care though. Enough was enough. I turned around on my heel and stormed back to my. As soon as I got in I let out another good loud cry, started the car, and drove off in tears.

Notes

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7/3/14

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I totally understand 100%! take your time!

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