Unseen Love

As I was pulling into Austin’s house I noticed that the driveway was empty. Austin’s car was gone and I was kind of happy. I did not want to be immature about this and break up with him through text, or over the phone. I wanted him to hear what I had to say and all of what I had to say. I wanted to try to work things out, but not right now. I need a break. I need to think of what is best for me and the baby. Even what is best for Austin.

I went into the bedroom and began grabbing my luggage. I already had most of my clothes packed because I was ready for the tour. But I guess now while he is tour I am going to staying somewhere else. I began packing the last bit of things that I was going to wait to pack and made my way back down to my car.

When I opened the door I saw Austin pull into the driveway. He didn’t turn off his car before he jumped out the car and ran to me. I felt my eyes water again. I shrugged my shoulders and made my way to my car to place my luggage in.

“Baby. Please don’t this. I have been looking everywhere for you. Please don’t leave me like this.” Austin cried. “Please just let’s talk about this.”

“Okay Austin. Let’s talk. Let’s talk about how I found you fucking butt-ass naked with your half-naked ex-girlfriend! Let’s talk about that! Let’s talk about how you actually even let it go that far as to OUR fucking bedroom! The bedroom where we had sex just hours before!” I said screaming and crying. I couldn’t look at him anymore. I just wanted to go somewhere, curl up in a bed and cry. I did not want to be here right now.

“It was not me Valentina! It was all her! I swear! She let herself in the house, and I thought it was Alan! I was going to prank him, but it ended up being her. As soon as I saw it was her I tried pushing her out of the house and that is when you came in. Then she shut the door to make it look even worst. Please baby. Please believe me.” Austin pleaded. I kept my eyes closed the whole time he spoke, but still let the tears fall freely.

“Austin… I need a break. I can’t even look at you without thinking of you two naked in our room. I can’t do this. I have to go.” I said a lot calmer than before. But still with the same amount of hurt in my voice. I grabbed my luggage and pushed past Austin to my car. I popped the trunk and threw my bags in there before closing it. I grabbed my keys and began walking to the driver door. But was stopped by Austin.

“Please don’t leave me again. Not twice in a day. I can’t lose you Val.” Austin spoke in a whisper. I had my back to him, but he was close enough to feel his breath on my neck. I heard his voice crack and felt a few tears fall onto my shoulder. He reached out and touched my shoulder.

I abruptly turned around and hugged him. Austin immediately hugged me back and began crying even more in the crook of my neck. I repeated his actions too. I knew this was the last time I would be able to hug him in a few days. I began crying even more once reality hit on what I was actually leaving. I was leaving everything behind. Austin is my everything. He is my life, I would not be here today if it were not for him pulling me out of my shell.

“Good bye Austin.” I whispered and tried pulling away, but Austin’s hold me was tighter than I expected.

“No. You are not leaving. I am not letting you go this easy. I am going to fight for you. I will win you back. I swear.” He promised letting me go. I looked up into his eyes. And saw love, hurt, truth, and fear. I reached up and placed a soft kiss on his lips.

“It is only a break. I love you and will always love you, but I need time. Maybe a day or maybe even a year. I don’t know. But in the end I will always love you and come back to you.” I whispered to him.

“And I will wait.” With that I got into my car and drove off for the second and last time today.

I can do this. I will get over all of this and go back to him soon. I am not sure how long I can actually take being alone…

Notes

Another short chapter. I will try updating tomorrow as well. Sorry the updates are so short! I am trying to get all of these fillers out of the way before big stuff happens.

Thank you guys for reading!