Unseen Love

~Tina’s POV~

Being pregnant is tiring. Even though I am only ten weeks pregnant it seems like I am nothing but tired lately. Austin is supposed to leave on tour in about two weeks and he is hell bent on me coming now. He said that he needs to watch me more now than ever. He may say that he is not worried about what Gielle is going to do, but I know he is. I know he wants to be the one to tell the fans, not her. I also know that he’s more worried about me waiting. I plan on announcing our pregnancy the day before we leave. Austin doesn’t know that I plan on telling everyone. I want him to be surprised too.

“Cause you’re such a pretty face…” My ringtone rang, causing me to come out of my own thoughts.

“Hey baby!” I sang knowing it was Austin calling to check up on me.

“Well hello sunshine! How are you and my little peanut?!” Austin beamed. He has been so excited, and concerned about the baby.

“We are doing great. It is one in the afternoon and we are still in bed, naked…” I hinted. Austin and I have not had sex. We have either been too tired, or worried about going too hard for the baby. I would be lying if I said that I did not miss it, because I do. Very much actually.

“Really now? Well I am on my way home! So how about you stay that way for about twenty more minutes and we can have fun like old times?”

“I would love too. But Tori just called and said that I need to meet her in an hour. It sounded really important. Maybe tonight?” I pleaded. I really do miss Austin in that way.

“I hate that we have to plan sex now. I promise once this tour starts we won’t. I have just been busy getting ready for the next two weeks. Speaking of which, do you have all the stuff you need for tour? All the clothes, vitamins…” I cut Austin off.

“I have a little bit more shopping to do and I am going to get the vitamins a couple of days before we leave, and we have a doctor’s appointment in three days. She just wants to talk to us about precautious to take while on tour, and to check on our jellybean!” I informed while heading to the bathroom to get cleaned up. “Well I am about to go shower so I will hopefully run into before I leave?” I pleaded again. I miss Austin. I miss his touch on my skin.

“Well wait to take a shower. I am pulling into the drive way now. We can shower together.” I couldn’t help but smile.

“Oh really?” I asked running down the stairs to the front door. I wanted to greet my prince.

“Yes really.” I unlocked the door and stood in the door way, naked, starring at Austin with a devious smirk.

“Are you going to stare all day or are you going to get the car, come over here, pick me up, kiss me passionately, and carrying me to the bathroom?” I asked. I saw Austin rest further back in his seat. “Okay then…” I teased. I stepped out the house walking towards the car, but the turned around and made my way back up to the front door. I turned my head to the side and shook my butt a little. Austin still didn’t come so I proceeded to walk through the front door. Just as I closed the front door I hear Austin’s car door slam shut. I stood back from the door a little waiting for Austin.

“You are such a tease.” Austin proclaimed, picking me up and slamming the door in the process.

“You are the one who didn’t come to me. I even stood there.” I kissed my way to Austin’s ear. “Naked.” I whispered. Austin let out a little moan and began running up the stairs. I let out a little shriek and gripped onto his shirt tighter.

Austin chewed on my ear now setting me on our bathroom counter. He turned on the water and made his way over to me. I wrapped my legs around his hips and pulled off his shirt. I pushed Austin back and slowly made my way down to my knees. I slid my hands up his torso, as my mouth made its way to his pants. I unbuttoned his pants with my mouth then pulled down his pants and boxers with my mouth, exposing his hard member. I pushed my body against Austin’s and slowly slid back up to meet his lips with mine. Austin picked me up again so that I was straddling him and made his way into the shower. The water was hot, but it felt good on my back.

“Not to hard baby…” I cooed in Austin’s ear, as I felt his get situated between my folds. Austin nodded in response and slowly made his way into my entrance. Austin turned so that my back was now up against the wall. As he began slowly thrusting into me, I was searching for something to grip onto. I have never really had slow sex before, but this is probably the best I have ever had. “Austin… Just a little faster.” I moaned out. He did as requested, but still made the thrust soft and gentle. Finally giving up on searching for an object I resulted to pulling on Austin’s hair. Austin did not mind because he gave a load groan.

“Val… do that again.” I did as he asked and pulled on his hair a little harder than before though.

“Just a little faster. I am almost there.” I choked out. I never really knew passionate sex could feel this amazing. It didn’t feel rushed. I am able to actually feel Austin. I know while we are on the bus this is the best we can get, which is fine by me because this is pure bliss.

Just as I began feeling the pit form in my stomach Austin drew rough circles on my clit. I clutched tighter onto him as I felt myself getting weaker. Austin caught the hint because he wrapped his other arm around my torso giving me more support. Austin’s thrust stayed the same, but the circles began getting rougher. I felt my toes begin to curl and breath tensing up.

“Let it all out for me baby.” As on cue I yelled out Austin name and let the orgasm wash all over body. Austin did not stop the passionate thrusts nor the rough circles. Just as I was about to finish my orgasm I felt Austin trickle inside me. I did not let go of the tight hold I had on Austin and he didn’t remove himself from inside me either.

I moved my head up from the crook of Austin’ neck and kissed him very softly. “I love how you hold onto me.” Austin confessed. I furrowed my eyebrows and looked at Austin in the eyes pleading for an explanation. “The way you hold me when we have sex, lay down in bed, when we are around out friends, or even when we are in public. I love the way you hold me when you are struggling and needing help. Like right now. We just finished having sex and you are still tightly wrapped around me, as if I am going to run away. You hold me as if it is the last thing we are able to do. I love that.” Austin radiated out with a smile. I felt my eye get glossy. The only thing I was able to do was kiss him. I slowly pulled away still holding onto Austin’s face and neck in my hands. I began rubbing his jaw line and looked in his eyes.

“It is because I love you. You gave me hope when I thought I had lost everything. You stood by my side. I feel safe with you Austin. I don’t ever want to leave your arms. Even when we are apart for a minute I feel as if a part of me is missing.” I admitted. Now it was Austin’s turn to kiss me.



“Come on. Tor needs you and I need to get you cleaned up.” I nodded and hopped down from Austin’s hips. “I just realized how short you really are!” Austin proclaimed. I turned around and was hit with realization as well. I came up to the bottom of Austin’s shoulder.

“I know! I love it.” I acknowledged looking up. I was met with that little perfect, goofy, smile that I fell madly in love with. I turned back around and began rinsing myself to shower. Austin pushed my hands down and began shampooing my hair. As he shampooed my hair I began washing his body. I wrapped my arms around his back so that I could clean his back and ass. I giggled and pinched his butt. He gave me a stern look and soon melted as I looked at him with puppy dog eyes. He soon let out a chuckle and kissed the tip of my nose. I squatted down and began washing his legs. After I was done Austin rinsed my hair out, as I rubbed all the soap off his body. Austin reached for my loofah and I put a glob of shampoo in my hands. Austin got on his knees so that I could wash his hair and he began scrubbing my body. Before he put soap all over my stomach, he made sure to give it a little kiss.

“Daddy loves you little one.” That is what he always tells him before we go to sleep. He always tells our baby that he loves him, or her, then proceeds to tell me. I felt myself tear up. I knew it was just a little hormonal phase so I didn’t think anything of it.

Once we both finished we stepped out and dried each other off. We walked hand in hand to the bedroom and picked out our clothes together. I was in front of Austin looking at an outfit to pull out for us to wear. He rested his chin on my shoulder and wrapped his long arms around my nude body.

“What do you feel like wearing? I would say a little loose shirt. Our Peanut is beginning to show a little. Tori will definitely be able to notice.” Austin informed in my ear. I ran to out mirror and turned to my side.

“Oh my God! Austin!!! I am showing!!” I proclaimed. “Our baby is growing!” I began tearing up at the realization of everything. I closed my eye as I felt Austin place his hand on mine.

“This I how I want to tell my fans. I want to take a picture of us naked and our hands on your stomach, while we both are turned to the side.” I nodded and leaned my head onto his chest. “Babe… You are going to be late. You have to meet Tor in about twenty minutes.” Austin whined in my ear. I knew he didn’t want me to leave. Especially at a time like this. It was seriously one of the best moments yet.

I let out a little groan and shrugged my way into the room. I flopped myself down on my bed. “Babe, pick out my clothes please!” I whined. Austin came over and placed a sweet kiss on my lips and made his way into the closet. After a few moments he came back in with a pair on skinnies and one of his muscle shirts. “You know me best.” I chipped in.

“I know.” Austin said with a smirk on his lips. He began pulling up my underwear over my legs. I bucked up my hips so that he could pull them to me correctly. He proceeded with my pants, then lifted me up, put my arms through my bra straps, and buttoned it.

“I don’t feel like wearing a bra!” I whined and took off my bra throwing it across the room. I got up and walked over to my dresser.

“You are not going to walk around in my muscle shirt without a bra on. Hell no.” Austin said protectively.

“Okay daddy. I won’t. But what about a bandeau? My boobs have been sore the past couple of days.” I informed, pulling the red lacey bandeau down my body. I placed my boobs in it and situated them correctly so they wonted bother me too much. I made my way back to the bed and pulled on Austin’s shirt, then my vans. I walked to my vanity and grabbed my sunglasses. I was not going to worry about make-up because I was only going to meet up with Tori. “Are you going to walk me out? Or are you going to stay in here and watch me leave for the second time today?” I asked half way out the door way. I turned around and saw that Austin only had a pair of boxers on.

As I made my way into the car Austin shut the door for me and waited for the window to roll down before he leaned in and kissed me good bye.

“I love you. Be careful. Okay?” Austin asked rubbing my stomach. I reached up and kissed him good bye as well.

“We will be. I promise. I will call you and see if you want me to bring you food home to eat.” He nodded and I put the car in reverse. We kissed one more time and I made my way to the little Italian place Tori told me to meet her at.

As I was pulling into a parking lot I saw Tori sitting outside with a glass of water in her hand and her leg bouncing mile a minute. I let out a sigh and ran over to her. I engulfed her into a hug.

“I am so sorry I am late. Austin came home and I lost track of time.” I apologized.

“It is really okay. It gave me more time to think about how I am going to tell you this… Please sit down?” I furrowed my eyes and proceeded to sit down across from Tori. “I am pregnant.” She blurted out.

In that moment I couldn’t help but smile. I felt myself tear up the realization that my best friend is going to be pregnant with me. “Oh my god! Victoria! That is amazing! How far along are you?” I urged on.

“About nine weeks… Alan and I are really excited. He is actually on his way over to your house now to tell Austin.” I know I should tell Tori but I can’t take that chance. I had to remind Austin not to say anything.

“That is so amazing! I have to pee but when I get back we can talk more about it okay!” I got up and ran to the bathroom.

I stood in front of the waiting for Austin to pick up.

“Hey babe, whats…”

“You can’t tell Alan about the baby. Please. Don’t tell him about the baby.” I pleaded. I felt myself begin to panic. I was trying to catch my breath. “I feel like such a bad friend. Alan and Tori are expecting too, and I can’t even tell her I am pregnant too! Austin what do I do?!” I begged for help.

“First you need to breath. Calm down. I think we should tell them. At the same time. It is only Alan and Tori. The baby will be okay. I promise. But if we don’t tell them they will get mad at us for keeping it a secret. But it is up to you babe. If you don’t want me to tell him then I won’t. You tell me what you want.” He sounded so sincere and truthful.

“I don’t knowww…” I whined out. “I really want to tell Tori but I am just scared Austin.”

“Look. Val. We are already ten weeks. Your first trimester ends in two weeks. I am pretty sure that two weeks will not hurt the baby. If you are really afraid then we can wait two more weeks. Alan and Tori will get over it. Or we can tell them now. We could just stay at home for the next two weeks in bed and take it an easy. We can work it out Teen.” I pondered on his ideas for a little bit then came up with a conclusion.

“Can we be together when we tell them?” I asked. I am not completely comfortable with this but I think it will be okay. Plus I really want to tell them.

“Of course babe. Look I think Alan is here now so how about you and Tori head over here now?”

“Okay. I will see you in a bit.”

“Okay. Sounds good.

“Austin?”

“Yes?”

“I love you with all my heart.”

“I love you with all my being.” With that I hung up the phone and rushed back out to Tori.

“Tori. I have to tell you something, but I really need you to be with Alan. Head over to my house. I will meet you there.”

“Okay. Sounds good.” We walked to our cars in silence. I hugged Tori and proceeded to get into my car.

When I go to the house I saw a car in the drive way that I have never seen before.

“Whose car is that?” Tori asked from behind me.

“I don’t know. I am about to go find out with you.” I looped my arm with Tori’ and proceeded to go into my house.

“Hey Babe! Tor and I are here.” I called closing the door. Tori went into the kitchen to grab some water while I went up the stairs to find Austin. I heard some wrestling around in the room and began to worry a little. “Austinn…” I breathed out. Slowly opening the door.

“Val! Don’t come in here!” Austin yelled. I began backing away from the door to go get help, but then I heard the one voice I never wanted to hear.

“Yeah Val. Don’t come in here. You might see something you don’t want to see.” With that I slammed the door open and was met with a naked Austin and a half naked Gielle.

Notes

You can hate me... I know i deserve it after thish..