Unseen Love

~Austin’s POV~

Since we got out of the doctors, Val has been really touchy and lovey all over me. Usually I would get really annoyed, but with her doing it I am loving the feeling. I honestly don’t want her to stop. Every time she moves her hands from me I hug her or I am the one all over her. We are in complete bliss right now. Nothing can really ruin the mood we have going right now.

We were on our way to the store to pick stuff for dinner, and stuff that we need around the house. We called the guys, the minute we got in the car. We told them that we had something to tell. We called everyone that we are close to. All the guys from PTV, ADTR, AA, BMTH, and the rest of the band. We were going to have a little get together later onto night and break the news to everyone. This could not be any more exciting.

“Hey babe. We should go ahead and pick up everything that I need to start eating and my prenatal vitamins while we are the store. Is that okay? Or do you want to just get stuff for tonight? Either way is fine. I could just come back tomorrow.” She questioned. Breaking the silence. I squeezed her hand a little and smiled.

“We can get it now so that tomorrow we don’t have to go anywhere. We can just lay in bed naked all day, cuddle, and watch chick flicks.” I beamed. I brought her hand up to my mouth and kissed it lightly.

We decided not to have our little moment in the parking lot, because we could just wait until we get home. There were cameras in the parking lot too. Val argued and whined, but I did not like the idea of having other people watching my girl orgasm. Plus teasing her is the funniest thing. She gets so mad it’s adorable.

“Okay. That sounds really nice.” She spoke sweetly with her eyes closed. She looked so beautiful, when she is falling asleep. We had about another forty-five minutes until we made it is to the store close to home. I was sitting at a red light admiring her body. I slowly trailed my hand up and down her legs. “Austin…” She moaned.

“Mhm?”




“Why are you teasing me? You know I much I hate it. You also know that pay back is a bitch.” She spoke softly with her eyes still close. She had placed her hand on my hand so that I would stop. I let out a little chuckle.

“I love how much you hate to be teased. It is adorable how you get so irritated.” I know I just messed up by telling her that, but oh well. I actually kind of enjoy being teased by her. She is so sexy when she teases.

“Austin?” She questioned. Looking at me seriously now.

“Yes?” I said unsurely.

“I am nervous about telling everyone so soon. What if we jinx it…? Austin do you think we can wait a little bit longer? I am sorry. I just want to take every precaution. And superstations say to wait at least twelve weeks to tell anyone. We are only nine weeks. I want to make it through the first trimester, this time.” She whispered the end. I glanced over to her and saw that she was silently crying. This baby means the world to her. I think if she actually loses this baby, which will be her breaking point. I can’t have that happen. I wiped Val’s check with the back of my hand.

“Val. We don’t have to tell anyone until you delivery the baby. We are going to do everything we can to have this baby. We are going to take every single precaution possible okay?” All she did was nodded, but I wanted to hear her say it. “Okay?”

“Thank you.” And with that, I left it alone. I held onto her hand for the rest of the way to the store. Once we got there I realized she had fallen fast asleep. I parked the car, turned it off, and made my way to her side of the car. I slowly opened the door and unbuckled her.

“Val… Hey baby. We are here…” I cooed. I was rubbing her stomach and her arms.

“Mmm… That feels so good. Don’t stop please?” She asked looking at me with sleepy eyes.



“Okay. I will while we walk. I want to get the stuff so we can go home and get comfy before the guys show up though.” She nodded and hopped out of the car. She grabbed a basket that was near us and began to push it. I wrapped my arms around her torso and pulled her close to me.

“What’s wrong?” She asked glancing up to me as we made our way through the frozen section.

“Nothing. Thought I just saw someone, but I guess it wasn’t them. Now! You want to get fresh veggies?” She nodded and began picking out lettuce, carrot, corn, among other vegetables. As we made our way to the frozen section I saw her again. The only person I never wanted to see again. She wrecked me. I really don’t want any trouble from her. But I want to see how Val will react, because I am not always going to be there for her.

“Austin…” Val breathed out. I looked up and saw that Gielle was standing at the end on the aisle starring us down.

“It is okay.” I stated firmly, grabbing Val’s face into my hands. Once we were looking in only each other’s eyes I continued. “Come one. Just ignore her. Now, healthy stuff for my peanuts.” I said and kissed Val on the nose. She giggled and began looking at different frozen vegetables. I couldn’t help but grab Val and show off that I was happy.

“You’re showing off Austin. Stop. You told me to act like she is not here, so that is what you should do too.” Val spoke while ready off the vegetables that came in those Green Giant mixed vegetables packages. I kissed her shoulder, then rested my chin on her shoulder.

“I know… But I can’t help it. I am in this store with the prettiest girl that I have ever met…” I trailed off making my way to her ear. “And the women who is carrying my precious little bean.” I know it tickles Val whenever someone whispers in her ear, so when I do it I speak really softly. And every time she can’t help but to giggle. When I heard that perfect giggle of hers I couldn’t help but to chuckle and kiss her cheek. “Are we done shopping for veggies?! I am ready to buy some meat!” I said ‘meat’ in low voice that made me sound even manlier.

“Yes. Yes my strong man. Let’s go get you some meat.” She beamed and started moving her way down the aisle. “Babe?” She glanced up at me with sincere eyes. I wrinkled my eyebrows together. She knew that meant to go on. “Do you ever wish you and Gielle never broke up? Do you ever wish that you two could have worked out?” She asked looking down at the paper. I know she was jealous, but about what? She never looks me in the eyes when she is worried, jealous, or scared.

“No I don’t.”

“But how? I mean, you were together for so long. And from the old pictures online you looked so happy together. I remember looking at them, before I went blind, and wishing that I could find someone to love me as much as you loved her. But I did find that. And it ended up being you. I guess my real guess is if something happens between us will you give up on me too?” Now she was looking me in the eyes. I now know why she didn’t look me in the eyes. She didn’t want me to see her fear, jealousy, and worry. But, just like how I can read Val through her eyes she can do the same with me.

“Val, she was something different. She cheated on me, and I can’t handle cheaters. If you cheated on me, yes I will most likely give up on us, but I know you would never do anything like that. Now for every other possibility of something happening, no. I will not give up. I will fight for us to be together. I meant what I said when I gave you the promise ring Val.”

“I know you did. But just seeing her makes me worry. I guess it is just the hormones. And the fact that I am afraid of having a baby. I have no job, no money, nothing. I wouldn’t have anything to provide the baby with. I don’t want to seem like a gold-digger. I am afraid.” She whisper cried. I pulled her into my chest and began softly rubbing her back.

“I am always going to be here. And I know you are not a gold-digger, so who give a fuck what other people think?” She shrugged her shoulders and moved to look my in the eyes.

“How much does a polar bear weight?” She asked. I couldn’t help but smile. It was her hormones doing all of these mood changes. So far they aren’t that bad. I love how she is when she is confused, angry, sad, and most of all happy. I know I can handle this.

“I don’t know how much?” I played dumb. She smiled brightly, then changed her face to act like a ‘Mrs. Know-It-All.’

“Enough to break the ice!” She hollered out, then quickly covered her mouth to quiet her laughter. I couldn’t help but laugh too. She was so ridiculously adorable. I grabbed my phone and took a picture of her laughing. Once we calmed down a little bit we started to make out way to the check-out line considering we were through shopping. “Oh! Babe we forgot the vitamins.” She whispered.

“Okay. Let’s go get them.” We got to the vitamin section and began looking at the different ones.

“Wow! You haven’t even been together for a year and she is already knocked up?! Good job Austin.” I heard the one voice I did not want to hear. Out of spite she is going to tell everyone.

“Austin…” Val mumbled next to me. I looked at her to see that she was completely froze with fear. I knew she wasn’t afraid of Gielle, but that she is going to tell everyone and then the baby will die.

“It is okay. Calm down. Come to me. Concentrate on my voice. Look at me.” Val had hers eye shut and began to trembling. She was about to have a mini panic attack. “Valentina. Listen to my voice. Just calm down and focus on your breathing. Follow me, in and out. Breath in and out.” I said soothingly, not even paying attention to Gielle. Valentina began to open her eyes and a couple of tears escaped her eyes. I knew she was holding back the whole flood gate because of Gielle. “What do you want Gielle?”

“I wanted to see what you replaced me with. But I guess it wasn’t better than me.” She spoke high headedly.

“I will have you know, bitch, that I am better than you in every way. Just because I have mini panic attacks does not mean that I can’t beat your ass. Plus I know when not to mess up something good. Just because you fucked up your own damn relationship does not mean you will fuck up ours. We actually have trust, and Austin is perfect in bed. I don’t have any other reason to go and sleep with someone else. So if you think by coming here you were going to impress Austin, or change his mind about me and go back to you, you were highly wrong.” Val roared. It really turned me on how defensive she just got.

“Is that true Austin?” Gielle asked quietly.

“Hell yeah it’s true. Now if you don’t mind we have some business to do in my car.” I said looking at Val. She looked up at me with wide eyes and a huge smile. I knew what she was thinking, she wanted to know if I was being serious. I just winked at her and grabbed the basket.



“What about the sex?” Val stopped abruptly. Gripping tighter onto my hand. Val hates it when other girls try to compete with her about sex. And honestly she should. Just because so is short and skinny doesn’t mean she can’t give good sex. And actually she gives better sex that anyone I have ever slept with.

“Oh please. Describe the way you use to have sex with Austin?” Val asked bitterly. I felt her hand beginning to sweat, and I felt myself getting more aroused.

“Okay I will! We use to have it all over the house. On the floor, kitchen, pretty much anywhere we could find. The way he would call out my name would send me on over drive.” Val let go of my hand and crossed her arms over her chest. I know I should be jumping into this, but I really want to see Val’s reaction. I also know that if I don’t try to step in Val will get mad.

“Babe, come on she is not worth it. Plus I want to get home. You are turning me on so bad I could do you right here. So please can we just get to the car, so we can do that thing you wanted earlier?” I whined. Val looked at me with sweet, devious, eyes.

“Of course baby. Just one second okay.” She finished with a harsh kiss on my lips. I couldn’t help but moan.

“Well since you shared your time with him it is only fair I share my time with him too. We have sex once a day, sometimes more. But it is not those gross quickies. We always make time to have sweet passionate sex. And sweetie, next time you try to brag about your sex make sure that the other partner finds it good too. I know Austin does not find your sex good anymore, because he doesn’t call out my name. He screams it, among other chosen words.” Val smirked. Gielle glanced up at me with pleading eyes and I just shrugged it off. I grabbed Val and pulled her close into my stomach.

“Babe, you are going to have to walk in front of me.” As soon as Val pressed her ass against my hard-on she gasped. I couldn’t help but feel myself twitch down there. Val began walking and breathing faster.

“I am sorry about that back there, but that bitch needed to be put into her place. And I was really mad that she found out about our little peanut…” She trailed off.

“She is going to tweet it. Knowing her the tweet is already viral. I am so sorry babe.” I said now feeling my erection going away. Val let out a sigh and turned around abruptly.

“You know what? I don’t think anything is going to happen to our baby. The stress of worrying with cause something to happen, so I am not going to let it bother me so much. Now, just because you are not hard anymore doesn’t mean I am not any less wet.” Val confessed followed by a little blush. Within a matter of seconds I was full spring.

I know that Val said all of those thing just to try and reassure herself a little more than me, but I am glad that she is think that way. Maybe telling everyone won’t be so bad. I know the guys will be pleased, but will the amount of hate from the fans be to over whelming for her? I know deep down she cares a lot about what the fans have to think, because the fans are what keep me around. But my main concern now is Gielle. I know that now she knows about Val being pregnant this is not the last time we will see her.

“Babe, can we just wait to get home and in bed before we do anything? I don’t want a quickie anymore. I actually want to feel you.” Val asked while looking out the window. She knew I would say yes so she didn’t have to plead.

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