Unseen Love

~Val’s POV~


I woke up to the soft sounds of Austin’s light breathing. I remember waking up next to him when I was blind, not being able to look at him killed me. But the way I would look at him was my own way. I would trace his sweet face. I rolled over very slowly so that I wouldn’t wake him. He had his arm wrapped around my nude torso. As I turned over to face my love I couldn’t help but smile. I left my eyes open as I began tracing his face with my fingers. I let my fingers dance around all over his face. I was so mesmerized but his features.

“I use to love it when you do that. I would let you trace my face for minutes before I would actually say something. It would kill me to look in your eyes while you would do it. You always had love clouded by hurt. I am glad I can look in your eyes and see nothing but love. Even when we bicker. There is always love. I hope that never goes away.” Austin sweetly spoke with his eyes closed. I smiled and placed a kiss on his lips, before moving up to his ear.

“Never.” I whispered. It was true. My love for this man will never go away. He was too good to me.

“Promise?”

“Pinky promise.” I giggled and raised my pinkies, only to be engulfed in his. I placed one last kiss on his lips before moving to get off the bed. I had stood up searching for some clothes to put on.

“Babe. What are you doing?” Austin pouted. I turned around to see Austin’s nude body barely covered by the sheet. I began to form a furious blush. I covered my breast with my forearms and crossed my legs in a seductive manor. “Come here.” Austin calmly demanded. I didn’t move. I formed a devious smirk and looked directly in his eyes. They were full of lust and desire. I began to feel my entire body get really hot. “Stay like that. I want a picture.” Austin confessed looking for his phone.

He sat up resting on his knees, and I did not move. I looked down at an angle and kept a serious face. Once he took the picture I moved to a different position. I pushed my long hair over shoulders to cover my boobs, while I crossed my arms in the air over my head. “Val. Come here.” I bit my lips and slowly made my way over to Austin.

He pulled my hand and softly placed me on the bed. He began to leave kisses down my body. When he made his way to my stomach he stopped and just stared. He placed on more kiss and whispered “Daddy loves you and your beautiful mommy.” I felt tears begin to weld up in the corner of my eyes. “Oh Val. Don’t cry…” Austin soothed.

“No. I am not sad. I am so happy Austin. Really. Plus I think it is the hormones.” I laughed off.

Austin wiped away my tears and chuckled, “Good.”

The mood for desire never left the room, but we just laid staring into each other’s eyes. Austin was rubbing little circles on my stomach and left a couple on kisses on it.

“I am nervous Austin…” I trailed off. “I know this was a wrong time to bring this up, but I am truly nervous. I still don’t know if I will lose my eyesight, and now there is a chance I could lose the baby too.”

“This is not a bad time. We have to talk about it. I understand you are nervous, but don’t be. If you lose your eyesight again then we will figure something out. And if we lose the baby, then it was not meant to be. But this stress you are adding is not good for your health, nor the babies. Please just let’s live in the moment for now.” He finished on a perfect time because I felt bile rise into my mouth. I jumped up from bed and ran for the toilet. I was letting everything out when I felt Austin rub my back and grab my falling hair. I did not protest because it was something I needed at the moment. It was nice to feel comforted at a time so disgusting.

Once I was done I grabbed some toilet paper and wiped my mouth. I flushed the toilet and scooted into Austin’s arms.

“You did this to me. It is all your fault that I am sick!” I teased and playfully punched his arm.

“I am not sorry. This be the one time that my mess up will turn into something good as a final product.” He sincerely spoke. I smiled and wrapped further into his arms.

“We have to tell everyone. When do you want to do that?” I asked.

“How about while I get the shower ready you call the doctor, see if they have any openings for today, then once we find out how far along you are, we invite people over for a party?” I nodded and got up to make the call while Austin picked out our clothes and started the shower.

“Babe. We have the appointment in an hour and a half. So we need to hurry and get ready.” I called out.

Austin and I took fast showers helping each other as we went along. We got dressed and left within thirty minutes. I didn’t know where to doctors office was so I wanted to leave early just in case we got lost. We ended up getting lost and arguing about the directions. When we finally found it we had ten minutes to check in. Austin and I were not on speaking terms because I doubted him and made us almost get into not one but two wrecks.

“I am sorry babe. I did not mean for us to almost die a couple of times. For now on I will not doubt you ever again.” I apologized grabbing hold on Austin’s arm. He didn’t say anything, just kissed the top of head and grabbed a hold of my hand.

“Mrs. Grey and Mr. Carlile.” A nurse called from the now opened door. I tighten my grip on Austin and he helped me up.

“That is us.” He answered for me. I slowly made my way into the door and followed the nurse into the room. I was truly nervous and Austin noticed. “Everything is going to be okay. I am right here. I am not going anywhere.” I nodded and began to get my breathing under control.

“Well the doctor will be in a minute. Remove your clothes and slip this on, then lay flat on your back.” The nurse spoke rather coldly to me. I happened to glance back at the nurse, who was now handing Austin a folded piece of paper and winked. Austin looked at her in complete disgust, but she did not catch on. When she finally left, I let out a grunt and began tugging off my clothes. I was raging mad. That whore actually pulled that shit right in front of me and Austin do anything. Literally anything! He did not pay attention to her, nor did he reject her. I turned my back from Austin while I got naked and pulled the robe over my body.

“Babe. Don’t be mad. I did not pay any attention to her. You can’t be mad.” Austin whispered. Is he really that clueless on why I am mad?! I am not going to let him off the hook that easy.


“That is the thing! You did not do a thing! You did not reject her! You did not tell her to fuck off because your fucking girlfriend is fucking right there about to get examined for you fucking baby! So don’t you dare tell me not to be mad. I am hurt! How could she not have any respect for herself or for me?!” I whimpered. I hadn’t noticed that I was crying. Austin did not say anything to me. He just got up, grabbed my face in his hands and kissed me. Then pulled away, leaving me wanting more, looked into my eyes and said the three little words that seemed to make everything so much better. As I was reaching up to kiss my man, we were interrupted with a light knock on the door.

“Come in!” Austin called still looking my eyes. A flash of excitement and fear flew across his face before he went back to his seat. I took the opportunity to lay down on the bed, like I was instructed to do.

“Hi! I am Doctor Santiago. I will be you doctor throughout your pregnancy, and will be giving birth to the little one inside you!” She spoke cheerfully.

“Yes. That is correct. My boyfriend and I took about four of the store bought pregnancy test and they all came back positive. So now we are just here to see how far along I am.” I added. My voice was beginning to get really shaky and I felt my nerves sky rocket.

“Okay, Well I just have a few questions for the two of you, then we can do the proper test.” Austin and I grabbed each other’s hands and nodded for the doctor to continue. “Do either of you have any medical issues or have been in the hospital with in the past month or so?”

“I was in the hospital a month and a half ago because I was shot in the back and went into a coma. About four years ago I lost my eyesight from the trauma of an accident I was in. When I woke up from my coma my eyesight came back, but the doctors do not know if it will remain or not.” I rambled out.

“And I have Marfan Syndrome.” Austin added on. The doctor nodded and wrote onto the paper.

“Okay. That is fine. We will do some test to find out if the baby will have Marfans.” She reassured us. “Have you ever been pregnant before?” The one question I was hoping she would not ask, but I guess it is a ligament question to ask.

I shut my eyes, not wanting to see her pity after I tell her about my lost. “Baby, it is okay to tell her. She can make sure it never happens again. I can tell her if you want?” Austin spoke. I shook my head.

I opened my eyes and immediately met Austin brown eyes. “I have been pregnant four other times and have lost them all. Three of them were beaten out of me by my ex-boyfriend, and the fourth one passed away because I did not know and was smoking weed and drinking very heavily. But now I don’t smoke weed at all nor do I rarely ever drink.” I finished still looking Austin in the eyes. He looked so angry now that he know the truth about how my babies died. But he couldn’t do anything about it. I felt my check get wet from my tears, but Austin did what he has always done. He wiped them free from my face.

After she asked a few more question about my last period, the last time I threw up, and stuff like that, she began getting out all of the required equipment for my test.

“Okay. So this jell is going to be really cold.” She warned before placing it on my abdomen. I giggled at how cold it was and turned towards the screen.

“Oh my god! Is that our baby?” Austin exclaimed with excitement.

I was speechless. I could not believe I am actually looking at my baby. All of the other times I was pregnant, I was not able to come to the doctor. This is the first baby I am actually able to see alive.

“Can we have pictures please?” Austin gushed.

“Of course! How many sets do you need?”

“Well we need about six for family. That is including your dad babe. Do we want to give anyone else a set pictures?” I said waiting for Austin answer.

“Actually yes. There is one more person we forgot.” I gave him a puzzled look but went along with it.

“Okay! I will get those right out for you! While I am out you can get dressed then we will talk more.” We nodded and followed the orders. Austin wiped off the gook on my stomach and then dressed me in my clothes. Even though I am capable of dressing myself, I allowed Austin to do it.



The doctor came back in and spoke to us about all of the vitamins I need to take and the diets I should go on for the best health, since I have lost so many already. She proceeded to tell us that she will call us when we have the test results back on the baby having Marfans or not. That should be in a couple of days or so.

“Is there any more questions you have for me?” She questioned. Austin and I both said no. “Okay well then that is all! You two have fun and be careful! I will see you back in about three weeks! And Valentina, I am truly sorry for you lost. I will do everything in my power to make sure you will have this baby.” I smiled sweetly and nodded. No words needed to be spoken, so the doctor shook our hands and opened the door.

“Wait!” Austin spoke up. “What about sex. Can we have sex? I don’t want to hurt the baby, but I also don’t want to go without.”

“Oh my god… Austin...” I mumbled gripping his hand tighter, digging my nails into his skin.

“Ouch! Come on babe! It is a valid question! You know how big I am. I need to know these things! I don’t want to hurt my precious in there!” Austin explained rubbing my stomach soflty. I looked down to hide my blush. I cannot believe he is being so blunt about this. They are valid questions but they could have been asked in a more appropriate manner.

“Yes. That is a good question. You can have sex right now since you are only eleven weeks into your pregnancy. But you cannot have hard sex. You can’t ram it in. I would say either a slow or moderate speed would be safe. Just don’t go crazy like rabbits.” She finished. I could not believe the doctor just referred to rabbit sex. Austin nodded, shook her hand and led me out of the room.

“Hey babe, come with me really quick please.” Austin asked and I followed him to wherever he was talking me. Once we got closer the back lounge of the doctor’s office that whore of a nurse came into sight. I felt my blood begin to boil. “Do you have the pictures of the baby?” He asked in my ear. I nodded and handed him a picture. He pulled out the piece of paper the girl had given him and walked up to her, with me under his arm.

“This belongs to you. I would never call someone who did not have respect for themselves, nor had the class to act right in front of my girlfriend. I love my girlfriend more than anything and would never need to contact you for anything. I am sure you would not be able to beat my girlfriend in bed anyways.” He finished. A smile grew on my face and I looked up at Austin in awe.

“You don’t know that. Maybe I can give you better sex than her. I bet it hurts to have nothing but bones hit you anyways.” She spat referring to how skinny I was. I maybe be skinny, but I am not boney.

“Well I am never go find out. Because I am going to be a dad.” He spat, proudly holding up an ultrasound picture of our little peanut. I could not help but get really turned on at how much he is bragging right now. I am not one to flaunt all of my shit, but this girl has crossed the lines. Normally I would just punch her in the face, but I did not want to take the chance of hurting the baby. Or get arrested. “Oh and for you information, she is not boney. She pleases my dick just right.” With that Austin turned around and walked off with me under his arms. He was walking as if I was his most prized possession.

“I love you Austin.”

“No words can fully describe all the feelings I have for you.” He spoke sweetly before kissing me softly on the lips and bending down to kiss his baby. He then stood up straight again and looked directly into my eyes, “This baby will not leave us. I promise. It will live and be the strongest baby we have ever seen. He will be loved by two people who love each other uncontrollably.”

“Do you remember the first time we went out to the club, and before we left you fingered me in the car?” I questioned with a smirk. His demeanor changed from love to lust. I took that as the opportunity to pull him down to me. I kissed him hard and passionately on the lips. Right as soon it got heated I pulled away and stood on my tip toes to reach his ear.



“Let’s do it again.”

Notes

WOAHH!!!! Two updates in 3 days!! I am getting back into this story guys! I really hope I have not lost anyone interest in this! I promise I took sometime to rethink on where I want to go with this! Now I know! It is going to be getting good!

SOOO!! Thank you to everyone who still reads this! :D

What do you think about everything going on? How is everyone going to react when they find out news?! Is everyone to be happy? Or do you think the are going to be worried?? Hm... the possibilities of the future for them are mind blowing! :D

Bye loves! :D

I will update again this weekend! I hope everyone has a good rest of the week!