Why Do You Torture Me So?

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Vic’s POV~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
It’s been three weeks. Alice still hasn’t woken up. I haven’t been to my apartment in that span of time. Jaime and Tony have been here too but Mikey hasn’t been here at all. I wonder what’s up with him.
I held onto Alice’s cold hand tightly, littering her cold flesh with soft kisses. I needed her here, not in a metal coffin.
“Alice, please.” I begged resting my head on her hand, the tears poured down my cheeks and I knew it.
This was my routine every day. I would wake up early, come to the hospital, stay with her until Tony or Jaime came, eat the lunch they brought me, stay until visiting hours were over and then go home and have nightmares of losing her.
I ruffled her hair as a doctor came in to check her vitals.
“Excuse me sir, is this your girlfriend?” He asked. I was asked this more than once a day so I was used to it. I stood up and backed up to the bathroom door beside the chair I had been sitting in.
“No sir, I’m just her friend.” My answer was short. It always was. I couldn’t bear to talk for more than a minute without crying. Alice has that effect on me now. She was my little sister basically. If Mike couldn’t figure out if she meant something to him then fuck him.
“Really? I thought you were closer from the fact her heart rate becomes stronger when you talk to her.” That news made me look up from the floor.
“Really?” I asked in disbelief. I couldn’t be doing that could I?
“Yes, that’s why we were all wondering. Well her vitals are good and strong. I do believe she’ll wake up soon. But it’s almost like a veil is keeping her from coming back. I have just finished talking to Mr. and Mrs. Fuentes and no one can seem to think she’ll wake up. Tomorrow we’re pulling the plug on her life support. She’ll need a miracle. Just call for one of us if she does. “
“Of course, “I answered but the doctor was already outside the room. So I went back to my seat and watched as she twitched in her sleep.
“Alice, can you hear me?” I asked looking up at the monitors. The familiar beep grew faster as I talked.
“I have an idea.” I said picking my phone up out of my pocket and calling Jaime to bring my guitar since he had said he was coming.
“Yellow?” He said over the phone.
“Its me Vic, bring my guitar and some food. I’m starving.” A grin stretched over my facial features. I hung up then.
“I’m going to play you a familiar song. Maybe that’ll get you up.”
Minutes later My Jaime burst through the door, breathing hard but handing me the guitar with a smile on his face.
“Vic it’ll work. I know it will.” I gave him a peck on the lips as I tried to work my magic.
Yes I liked Jaime. No we were not dating. Yes I know its weird. No I do not want to fuck him. Yes I love him with all my heart but I do like Alice too. But in a sister way. Yes I do intend to ask him to be mine…eventually.
“Alice, this is Helena by My Chemical Romance. I know you love this song. Please wake up.
“Long ago/ Just like the hearse you die to get in again / We are so far from you / Burning on just like a match you strike to incinerate/ The lives of everyone you know / And what's the worst you take (worst you take)/ from every heart you break (heart you break)/ And like the blade you stain (blade you stain)/ Well I've been holding on tonight.” I paused to add effect to the music as her heart monitor started to get faster and fast.
“ What's the worst that I can say?/ Things are better if I stay/ So long and goodnight/ So long and goodnight./ Came a time/ When every star fall brought you to tears again / We are the very hurt you sold / And what's the worst you take (worst you take)/ from every heart you break (heart you break)/ And like the blade you stain (blade you stain)/ Well I've been holding on tonight / What's the worst that I can say? / Things are better if I stay / So long and goodnight/ So long and goodnight / And if you carry on this way/ Things are better if I stay / So long and goodnight / So long and goodnight.” I paused seeing her eyes crack open a bit and a whine pass through her lips.
“Jaime get ready to get the doctor.” I said softly.
“I’m gone.” He replied throwing the door open and running into the hall. I continued my song.
“Can you hear me? / Are you near me? / Can we pretend to leave and then/ we’ll meet again/ When both our cars collide? / What's the worst that I can say? / Things are better if I stay /so long and goodnight / So long and goodnight / And if you carry on this way / Things are better if I stay / So long and goodnight / So long and goodnight.”
Alice’s heart monitor went crazy as I finished up the song. I heard the door bang open as she sat up quickly, gasping for breath with the feeding tube in her mouth.
“Hurry! She’s going to suffocate!” The doctor who asked if Alice and I were a thing, yelled loudly. I was pushed to the side as a nurse went to receive the feeding tube from the doctor.
I heard Alice cough, and I grabbed onto Jaime’s arm and tightly squeezed it.
“It’s okay, Vicky.” Jaime said kissing the top of my head.
“Victor? Jaime?” I heard a small feeble voice ask aloud. The doctors went away and so did the nurses, all except for the one.
“Alice! You’re okay!” I cried out giving her a hug. I could feel her arms snake around my skinny being. She was crying, softly into the crook of my neck.
“I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry Vic,” She mumbled over and over again. I was so happy she was alive. I couldn’t do without my little sister. I kissed her forehead and squeezed her close.
“Don’t ever try to do that again, please Alice.” I begged her pulling away and looking at her dead in the eyes.
“I won’t. I just thought you all hated me.” She began to cry softly and I held her closely once again.
“We could never hate you. We love you too much. Hey Alice, How about we dye your hair when you get out? You’re reds fading.” I suggested and she smiled nodding.
“I love that idea Vic! Thank you so much!” I smiled leaning back into my chair. Jaime was laughing and making her laugh. I could get some sleep now. I smiled closing my eyes and falling asleep.

Notes

Sorry its taken so long loves! Been very busy!
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ps. does anyone know how to link other fanfiction accounts to this one?