Surprisingly I didn't spend the rest of the day crying over my break up.
I just felt a spear in my throat and I couldn't talk.
I felt a heavy cloud following me wherever I went. But the thing is I didn't know where to go. So I just went wherever my feet took me I just looked down on my feet and I never looked up to see where i was going.
When I saw myself step on grass I came to my senses. I snapped my head up and saw I was at a park in a family friendly neighborhood. There were no children in park because the sun was setting in the horizon.
I had been walking for more than three hours but it felt like I only walked for five minutes. My feet didnt hurt and I didnt have any blisters. I guess I was so used to walking around the hot sun in Warped tour it wasnt a problem to walk for three straight hours now. The real problem is I didnt know where I was. I walked over to a swing and I pulled out my phone and saw I had no signal. Nationwide coverage my ass!
I took a look around the neighborhood to see large houses with beautiful large old oak trees surrounding the park. This gave me a sense of peace and security. I snapped a couple of pictures so I could never forget the trees that made me feel happy on a difficult day. I remember when I was a child and me and my mom would drive me to Denver before my little brother was born. I would love to climb the big oak trees and feel the cold Denver breeze hit my face.
Here it was mostly desert but those oak trees made me feel safe with my mother again.
I had no clue where I was.
I got up and started walking again.
I ended up on a regular street with stores again. I found a cafe nearby and connected my self to the wifi.
I turned on the GPS on my phone and found out I was on the other side of town.
I walked to the nearest bus stop. I sat on the bench just thinking my life over and I realized I only had Zach, now that Jaime and I broke up PTV would probably take Jaime's side and never speak to me again. I had only one true friend that I needed to get home to.
I felt someone sit next to me on the bench. I looked up to see a tattooed young guy with long black hair and large gauges, he was wearing a black Pierce The Veil T-Shit (great he's a fan). He was VERY ATTRACTIVE.
But I just didnt care.
"Hi" He said.
I looked at him but I couldn't get any words to leave my mouth. So I gave him a slight wave.
"What happened cat got your tounge?" he said.
I gave him a slight smile. "Cat got my heart" I whispered.
"Oh, Im Chris" he said
"Vanessa". He shook my hand and looked straight into my eyes.
I felt like he was looking into my soul. I know that sounds corny and stupid.
I seriously felt he was looking right into me.
Like if with one look he knew everything about me.

Notes

Heey you guys!!:)
update.
tell me what you think because I REAALLY WANNA KNOW!:)
-mrs_preciado
ps. be strong. move on . good things are right around the corner, even if they might take a while.