Maybe Ill Pretend Right Now
Diez
"Heey guys" I said.
Jaime took a big gulp from the bottle of whiskey.
Mike looked me straight in the eyes.
I stayed silent.
Mike told Jaime.
It was dead silent for another five minutes. I stood paralyzed.
"So let me get this whole fucking situation straight. You too kissed." Jaime said with a rude tone.
I just looked straight into Jaime's eyes.
"Im sorry" were the only words I struggled to said. I felt a knot in my throat that only got tighter.
Mike was looking down at his feet.
"Im sorry man it just happened. It was only two pecks its not like we fucked or anything"
"Oh well that just makes me feel tons better Mike" Jaime said sarcastically.
I could feel tears forming up. The room suddenly got burning hot and my palms were sweating. My breathing got heavy. But I just stood there.
"Look man, Im sorry I truly am, but you know shit happens" Mike said.
Jaime just nodded.
"If it fucking happens again I swear I will fucking loose it I mean once or maybe twice is fine but it is stretching it, yeah SHIT HAPPENS BUT SHIT DOESN'T HAPPEN TWICE. AM I NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU VANESSA DID I NOT PLEASE YOU ENOUGH THAT YOU HAD TO FUCKING RAM INTO MY BEST FRIENDS LIPS!"
"ITS NOT LIKE THAT JAIME, YOU KNOW I FUCKING LOVE YOU, I JUST HOPE YOU CAN FORGIVE ME,YOU HAVE BERLY PAYED ATTENTION TO ME THESE LAST FEW WEEKS, I MEAN WE DIDN'T MAKE OUT OR ANYTHING, I FEEL LIKE A TOTAL WHORE!!!" I yelled back to Jaime. Mike just stood there in silence.
"I KNOW I HAVEN'T BEEN THE BEST FUCKING BOYFRIEND IN THE WORLD LATELY BUT IVE JUST BEEN FOCUSING ON MY MUSIC AND I DONT NEED THIS RIGHT NOW I NEED A GIRLFRIEND WHO SUPPORTS ME, IM SORRY IF I DID MAKE YOU RUN INTO HIS ARMS"
"How dare you think i havent been supporting you and your music, i fucking left my job, my house and my friends to come on tour with you and support you and if you cant see that then-then-then maybe that is why I kissed Mike." My voice was week and I felt tired.
"Mike can you leave" Jaime said. Mike nodded and walked out of the bus.'
Tears were sliding down my face. I could see tears building up in Jaime's eyes.
He signaled me to sit next to him.
"I think we should take a break" Jaime said.
My heart sank.
"Okay if thats how you feel" I whispered.
"Yeah" Jaime said. I hugged him. He embraced me. "I love you" I said.
I got no reply.
Jaime took a big gulp from the bottle of whiskey.
Mike looked me straight in the eyes.
I stayed silent.
Mike told Jaime.
It was dead silent for another five minutes. I stood paralyzed.
"So let me get this whole fucking situation straight. You too kissed." Jaime said with a rude tone.
I just looked straight into Jaime's eyes.
"Im sorry" were the only words I struggled to said. I felt a knot in my throat that only got tighter.
Mike was looking down at his feet.
"Im sorry man it just happened. It was only two pecks its not like we fucked or anything"
"Oh well that just makes me feel tons better Mike" Jaime said sarcastically.
I could feel tears forming up. The room suddenly got burning hot and my palms were sweating. My breathing got heavy. But I just stood there.
"Look man, Im sorry I truly am, but you know shit happens" Mike said.
Jaime just nodded.
"If it fucking happens again I swear I will fucking loose it I mean once or maybe twice is fine but it is stretching it, yeah SHIT HAPPENS BUT SHIT DOESN'T HAPPEN TWICE. AM I NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU VANESSA DID I NOT PLEASE YOU ENOUGH THAT YOU HAD TO FUCKING RAM INTO MY BEST FRIENDS LIPS!"
"ITS NOT LIKE THAT JAIME, YOU KNOW I FUCKING LOVE YOU, I JUST HOPE YOU CAN FORGIVE ME,YOU HAVE BERLY PAYED ATTENTION TO ME THESE LAST FEW WEEKS, I MEAN WE DIDN'T MAKE OUT OR ANYTHING, I FEEL LIKE A TOTAL WHORE!!!" I yelled back to Jaime. Mike just stood there in silence.
"I KNOW I HAVEN'T BEEN THE BEST FUCKING BOYFRIEND IN THE WORLD LATELY BUT IVE JUST BEEN FOCUSING ON MY MUSIC AND I DONT NEED THIS RIGHT NOW I NEED A GIRLFRIEND WHO SUPPORTS ME, IM SORRY IF I DID MAKE YOU RUN INTO HIS ARMS"
"How dare you think i havent been supporting you and your music, i fucking left my job, my house and my friends to come on tour with you and support you and if you cant see that then-then-then maybe that is why I kissed Mike." My voice was week and I felt tired.
"Mike can you leave" Jaime said. Mike nodded and walked out of the bus.'
Tears were sliding down my face. I could see tears building up in Jaime's eyes.
He signaled me to sit next to him.
"I think we should take a break" Jaime said.
My heart sank.
"Okay if thats how you feel" I whispered.
"Yeah" Jaime said. I hugged him. He embraced me. "I love you" I said.
I got no reply.
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