You're The Only Thing That's Keeping Me Alive
You Ended Up In Palmsprings Dancing On Tables
- Yaressi's POV -
My Halloween went from amazing to a bust.
What had gotten into Oli?
I shook the thought away.
I was laying in bed with Tony after I had showered and so did he.
Everyone was asleep but me.
I couldn't stop thinking about it.
My mind was on full overdrive. I turned over to see Tony smiling in his sleep.
He's so cute.
I yawned growing more tired.
I rolled back over and stared at the wall, til I finally drifted off.
- Oli's POV -
I've fucked up.
What's wrong with me?
I've got a girl pregnant who's one of my old bestfriend's girlfriend, blew my chances of being a father, and now I'm stuck in jail.
"Can I get a call?!"
No answer.
"Hellooooo?"
"Sir, what do you need?" a female officer showed up outside the cell I was in.
"Don't I get a phone call?"
I let go of the bars and she unlocked it.
She put me back in cuffs to make sure I didn't run, and led me down a hallway towards the phone.
She UN-cuffed me and I dialed Lee's number.
He picked up after a couple rings.
"Hello?"
"Lee!"
"Oliver! Where have you been mate, we've been worried sick about you!"
"I'm in jail..." I muttered.
"YOU'RE WHAT?!"
"I'll have to explain later. Please, just get here fast and get me out of here."
"Alright, Jordan and I are on our way!"
He hung up.
I was led back to my cell.
I waited and I waited for Lee and Jordan to get here.
I was an hour away, so I was going to be waiting for a while.
My eyes wouldn't stay open, and eventually I fell into a deep sleep.
I woke up in the backseat of Lee's car.
My head was aching.
I groaned.
"Finally, he's awake! We're almost home mate. About 10 more minutes."
I rolled over and lied there, thinking about all that's happened today.
I felt tears start to roll down my cheeks as I realized what I'd done.
I didn't even care if they could hear me.
I fucked up worse than I ever have.
- Yaressi's POV -
Today is the day that was my baby shower.
Katelynn had everything all said up.
I was so thankful I had them.
I put on a white shirt and red skirt that Nicole bought me.
My stomach would barely fit in it, but I managed to finally pull it over and it slipped on.
I brushed my hair into a ponytail and let it fall down to the bottom of my back.
I put on my makeup then my shoes and looked in the mirror.
I looked pretty decent in my opinion.
I smiled and walked out.
Tony looked at me and his face lit up.
He stood and picked me up bridal style.
"You are beautiful." he kissed me then set me down.
"Alright, lets fucking gooooo!" Mike shouted.
Nicole, Tony and I rode with Kellin and Mike and Vic rode with Jaime.
"We're off to my baby shower." I thought.
Tony looked at me and smiled, I smiled back.
"I love you." he took my hands and held them in his.
I rested my head on his shoulder.
"I love you too."
We arrived at Kellin's house and Katelynn ran out squealing.
"Come on, come on everyone!"
She scooted them in the house.
There were gifts everywhere.
The multiple tags read names from everyone.
"How did you guys have time... You were always with me.."
Jaime looked at me and smiled.
"While you were sleeping, each day we would all go out and buy you something while one of us kept an eye on you."
There were three tables that were covered in a pink cloth and had flowers for the centerpiece with the china plates making a diamond shape for each person.
I walked further into the the house to see a cake shaped as a pregnant stomach with little feet kicking through the skin.
I felt my eyes start to tear up at how amazing it was.
I squeezed Katelynn tight.
"Thank you so much for this."
I turned around.
"Thank you everyone."
"Thank you Jaime and Kellin for being the two big brothers I never had. Thank you Tony, for loving me when I couldn't love myself. Thank you Vic for always cleaning up my nasty ass messes when I made them. Thank you Mike, for making me laugh when I was sad. And thank you Nicole, for never leaving my side. I love all of you so much."
I gave all of them hugs and stopped at Tony.
"Did you really mean it when you said you wanted to be the father?" I twiddled with my thumbs.
"Hey, look at me." he lifted my chin with his finger. "I've wanted this baby to be mine since day one. I know it won't be full blooded mine, but it'll still count for me. I want this to work Yaressi. I want to ado-" he stopped with a curious look on his face.
He looked down and his eyes went wide.
I heard a glass drop to the floor and an "OH SHIT!" from Mike.
Confused, I looked at the floor.
Fuck.
My Halloween went from amazing to a bust.
What had gotten into Oli?
I shook the thought away.
I was laying in bed with Tony after I had showered and so did he.
Everyone was asleep but me.
I couldn't stop thinking about it.
My mind was on full overdrive. I turned over to see Tony smiling in his sleep.
He's so cute.
I yawned growing more tired.
I rolled back over and stared at the wall, til I finally drifted off.
- Oli's POV -
I've fucked up.
What's wrong with me?
I've got a girl pregnant who's one of my old bestfriend's girlfriend, blew my chances of being a father, and now I'm stuck in jail.
"Can I get a call?!"
No answer.
"Hellooooo?"
"Sir, what do you need?" a female officer showed up outside the cell I was in.
"Don't I get a phone call?"
I let go of the bars and she unlocked it.
She put me back in cuffs to make sure I didn't run, and led me down a hallway towards the phone.
She UN-cuffed me and I dialed Lee's number.
He picked up after a couple rings.
"Hello?"
"Lee!"
"Oliver! Where have you been mate, we've been worried sick about you!"
"I'm in jail..." I muttered.
"YOU'RE WHAT?!"
"I'll have to explain later. Please, just get here fast and get me out of here."
"Alright, Jordan and I are on our way!"
He hung up.
I was led back to my cell.
I waited and I waited for Lee and Jordan to get here.
I was an hour away, so I was going to be waiting for a while.
My eyes wouldn't stay open, and eventually I fell into a deep sleep.
I woke up in the backseat of Lee's car.
My head was aching.
I groaned.
"Finally, he's awake! We're almost home mate. About 10 more minutes."
I rolled over and lied there, thinking about all that's happened today.
I felt tears start to roll down my cheeks as I realized what I'd done.
I didn't even care if they could hear me.
I fucked up worse than I ever have.
- Yaressi's POV -
Today is the day that was my baby shower.
Katelynn had everything all said up.
I was so thankful I had them.
I put on a white shirt and red skirt that Nicole bought me.
My stomach would barely fit in it, but I managed to finally pull it over and it slipped on.
I brushed my hair into a ponytail and let it fall down to the bottom of my back.
I put on my makeup then my shoes and looked in the mirror.
I looked pretty decent in my opinion.
I smiled and walked out.
Tony looked at me and his face lit up.
He stood and picked me up bridal style.
"You are beautiful." he kissed me then set me down.
"Alright, lets fucking gooooo!" Mike shouted.
Nicole, Tony and I rode with Kellin and Mike and Vic rode with Jaime.
"We're off to my baby shower." I thought.
Tony looked at me and smiled, I smiled back.
"I love you." he took my hands and held them in his.
I rested my head on his shoulder.
"I love you too."
We arrived at Kellin's house and Katelynn ran out squealing.
"Come on, come on everyone!"
She scooted them in the house.
There were gifts everywhere.
The multiple tags read names from everyone.
"How did you guys have time... You were always with me.."
Jaime looked at me and smiled.
"While you were sleeping, each day we would all go out and buy you something while one of us kept an eye on you."
There were three tables that were covered in a pink cloth and had flowers for the centerpiece with the china plates making a diamond shape for each person.
I walked further into the the house to see a cake shaped as a pregnant stomach with little feet kicking through the skin.
I felt my eyes start to tear up at how amazing it was.
I squeezed Katelynn tight.
"Thank you so much for this."
I turned around.
"Thank you everyone."
"Thank you Jaime and Kellin for being the two big brothers I never had. Thank you Tony, for loving me when I couldn't love myself. Thank you Vic for always cleaning up my nasty ass messes when I made them. Thank you Mike, for making me laugh when I was sad. And thank you Nicole, for never leaving my side. I love all of you so much."
I gave all of them hugs and stopped at Tony.
"Did you really mean it when you said you wanted to be the father?" I twiddled with my thumbs.
"Hey, look at me." he lifted my chin with his finger. "I've wanted this baby to be mine since day one. I know it won't be full blooded mine, but it'll still count for me. I want this to work Yaressi. I want to ado-" he stopped with a curious look on his face.
He looked down and his eyes went wide.
I heard a glass drop to the floor and an "OH SHIT!" from Mike.
Confused, I looked at the floor.
Fuck.
Notes
Hey guys, I'm in the mood to write tonight, so maybe another chapter. :DSo intense. *-*
Enjoy x
Oh and changed my name, so it's still me. xD
Wasn't really feeling the Carlile thing on a PTV website...
And also because I love Tony. :3
title cred: Pierce The Veil
11/10/13