I Breathe You In With Smoke.
I Never Wanted It To Be This Way.
Dear guys,
By the time you see this, I'm sure it will be too late. Please, don't come look for me, or call. I will let you know that I've arrived at my destination safely before I change my number. I know that it will be hard for us both, but I'm asking that you forget about me. Maybe we can meet again one day when all is okay, but until then, my biggest priority is to keep you safe.
Please understand that I'm only leaving because of Kevin and Lauren. I've never been so happy with anyone before than I have with you guys. Only you four could show me that I could be happy, that I could quite possibly mean something here.
From day one, you've all saved me. Taken me under your wing and showed me that there was more than the cold world that I was forced to live in for my childhood, but that world... It still exists. Only, I'm not scared for myself. I'm only scared for you.
Forgive me.
JAIME
You've always been my best friend. I've always wanted a big brother, to hug when I needed to be hugged, or to talk to, but you're mad at me. I've kept secrets, I've told lies. I was going to tell you, I swear that I was, but you haven't quite given me the chance, and I understand that. It's okay, I'm not sure where we're leaving off, but I promise that I forgive you. Please don't feel as if Tony has taken me away from you in any way, I assure you that he hasn't. You're my brother, and I will always love you. That bondage would never be broken, but I'm afraid it has.
I still love you. All I'm asking is that if you can't forgive me, forgive Tony.
VIC
Hey Vicky. We've grown so close over these past few months, that it really breaks my heart to leave you...Any of you for that matter. I can't thank you enough for everything that you've done for me. I wish I could stay, please believe me, but I can't have you hurt. I need to ask for one thing from you, is that you keep Jasmine safe and that you stick by her side. She's special, Vic, and she's going to need you. I love you, okay? Never forget that.
TONY
Tone... I love you. I'm sorry I've caused all of this trouble and broken up friendships. You tell me I'm worth it, but I can't help but feel some sort of uncertainty there. I get it, really. I tore you away from your best friend. It was never intentional, but we knew the risks. We've shared alot over these past few months, and I'm thankful that you've stuck through all of my highs and lows. Knowing that you accept me for my flaws and my problems, means the world. If we're destined to meet again, then so be it. I'll be there with open arms as long as you will be. But until then, carry on. Find a new, beautiful girl. One who is happy with herself, who isn't constantly looking over her shoulder and scared to step out of her past.
Find someone beautiful.
MIKE
Oh, Mikey. You're so amazing. You've always kept me laughing with your silly and slightly disturbing jokes. You were always so easy to talk to, so blunt with me, and and I've always respected the fact that you've never hesitated to speak your mind to anyone. You're such a sweetheart, always ready to step up to anyone that has hurt me, and I thank you for that. I love you, Mikes.
Don't worry, I've found a place, a job. I will be safe, and if I'm not, then I'd rather it be me than any of you. You're my true family, but if you love something, you let it go. If I see you all again, then maybe we can try again. But until then, I'm afraid it's goodbye.
I'll never forget you guys, but please forget me.
I love you,
Mya Juliet Preciado
I wiped my tears and grabbed my suitcase that I had packed, kissing Tony's cheek and walking downstairs. I set the note on the kitchen counter and picked Poppy up, giving her a kiss on her head before walking out. I looked at my phone, it illuminating the time of 4:03 am. I sighed, walking down the driveway, the whole street silenced other than the slow roll of my suitcase. As bad as I wanted to look back, I couldn't.
I knew that if I did, I would walk back in there. I just couldn't do that. I continued to walk down the street, texting my new roommate to pick me up.
It was time to move on..
By the time you see this, I'm sure it will be too late. Please, don't come look for me, or call. I will let you know that I've arrived at my destination safely before I change my number. I know that it will be hard for us both, but I'm asking that you forget about me. Maybe we can meet again one day when all is okay, but until then, my biggest priority is to keep you safe.
Please understand that I'm only leaving because of Kevin and Lauren. I've never been so happy with anyone before than I have with you guys. Only you four could show me that I could be happy, that I could quite possibly mean something here.
From day one, you've all saved me. Taken me under your wing and showed me that there was more than the cold world that I was forced to live in for my childhood, but that world... It still exists. Only, I'm not scared for myself. I'm only scared for you.
Forgive me.
JAIME
You've always been my best friend. I've always wanted a big brother, to hug when I needed to be hugged, or to talk to, but you're mad at me. I've kept secrets, I've told lies. I was going to tell you, I swear that I was, but you haven't quite given me the chance, and I understand that. It's okay, I'm not sure where we're leaving off, but I promise that I forgive you. Please don't feel as if Tony has taken me away from you in any way, I assure you that he hasn't. You're my brother, and I will always love you. That bondage would never be broken, but I'm afraid it has.
I still love you. All I'm asking is that if you can't forgive me, forgive Tony.
VIC
Hey Vicky. We've grown so close over these past few months, that it really breaks my heart to leave you...Any of you for that matter. I can't thank you enough for everything that you've done for me. I wish I could stay, please believe me, but I can't have you hurt. I need to ask for one thing from you, is that you keep Jasmine safe and that you stick by her side. She's special, Vic, and she's going to need you. I love you, okay? Never forget that.
TONY
Tone... I love you. I'm sorry I've caused all of this trouble and broken up friendships. You tell me I'm worth it, but I can't help but feel some sort of uncertainty there. I get it, really. I tore you away from your best friend. It was never intentional, but we knew the risks. We've shared alot over these past few months, and I'm thankful that you've stuck through all of my highs and lows. Knowing that you accept me for my flaws and my problems, means the world. If we're destined to meet again, then so be it. I'll be there with open arms as long as you will be. But until then, carry on. Find a new, beautiful girl. One who is happy with herself, who isn't constantly looking over her shoulder and scared to step out of her past.
Find someone beautiful.
MIKE
Oh, Mikey. You're so amazing. You've always kept me laughing with your silly and slightly disturbing jokes. You were always so easy to talk to, so blunt with me, and and I've always respected the fact that you've never hesitated to speak your mind to anyone. You're such a sweetheart, always ready to step up to anyone that has hurt me, and I thank you for that. I love you, Mikes.
Don't worry, I've found a place, a job. I will be safe, and if I'm not, then I'd rather it be me than any of you. You're my true family, but if you love something, you let it go. If I see you all again, then maybe we can try again. But until then, I'm afraid it's goodbye.
I'll never forget you guys, but please forget me.
I love you,
Mya Juliet Preciado
I wiped my tears and grabbed my suitcase that I had packed, kissing Tony's cheek and walking downstairs. I set the note on the kitchen counter and picked Poppy up, giving her a kiss on her head before walking out. I looked at my phone, it illuminating the time of 4:03 am. I sighed, walking down the driveway, the whole street silenced other than the slow roll of my suitcase. As bad as I wanted to look back, I couldn't.
I knew that if I did, I would walk back in there. I just couldn't do that. I continued to walk down the street, texting my new roommate to pick me up.
It was time to move on..
sequel pleeeease :D
5/14/14