Our Love Feels Like War
Chapter Doce
Sirens. Sirens everywhere. I didn’t know what was happening. Why are there so many sirens? The multicoloured lights blinded me. I was strapped onto something. A bed? I don’t know. We were clearly outside because the stars shone brightly down at me. I felt a needle stick into my shoulder before passing out a few minutes after.
“Nicki!”
I turned around, looking for the source of the voice. Who called me?
“Nicole!”
I searched frantically. I recognized that voice! It was Jake. But how? Jake isn’t alive.
“This is a dream silly.”
My heart dropped. Oh.
“Hey, don’t be sad,” Jake said, gently appearing in front of me, gripping onto my fingers, “It’ll be fine.”’
I shook my head, “It’s not fine, everyone thinks I killed you, Vic hates me, Mike hates me.”
He hushed, “Nicole, things will get better, it’s fine. And plus, I think this would be a good reality check for Vic you know, a cold bucket of water to his blonde head.”
I giggled a tiny bit and stared at Jake. “How come you don’t appear in any of my other dreams?”
He looked down and shrugged, “I love you okay Nicki? I’ll see you soon.”
I nodded, letting go of his hands. “I love you too.”
Vic’s POV
I paced around the room nervously, what if she tried to kill herself again? What if she was cutting? Crap, crap, crap. It would be my fault, all my fault. My phone buzzed in my pocket and I quickly reached for it, desperate for some kind of distraction.
“Is this Mr. Fuentes?”
“Yeah, I’m Victor Fuentes.”
“I’m going to need you down at the hospital.”
“What, why? Did Mike hurt himself again?”
“No, no. It’s not Mike. It’s Nicole Mason.”
I froze. It’s my fault, it’s my fault, it’s my fault. My mind whispered over and over again. Not bothering with the call anymore, I hung up and grabbed my keys, yelling for the rest of the guys to hurry up and meet me in the car.
“What’s wrong? Why are we in such a hurry?” Jaime asked, bouncing towards the car.
“It’s Nicole,” I replied. “She’s in the hospital.”
All of them hurried towards the car, shoving me aside.
“I’m not letting you drive Vic, get in the back,” Mike said.
Looks like you did it again Victor. I hope your happy.
“Nicki!”
I turned around, looking for the source of the voice. Who called me?
“Nicole!”
I searched frantically. I recognized that voice! It was Jake. But how? Jake isn’t alive.
“This is a dream silly.”
My heart dropped. Oh.
“Hey, don’t be sad,” Jake said, gently appearing in front of me, gripping onto my fingers, “It’ll be fine.”’
I shook my head, “It’s not fine, everyone thinks I killed you, Vic hates me, Mike hates me.”
He hushed, “Nicole, things will get better, it’s fine. And plus, I think this would be a good reality check for Vic you know, a cold bucket of water to his blonde head.”
I giggled a tiny bit and stared at Jake. “How come you don’t appear in any of my other dreams?”
He looked down and shrugged, “I love you okay Nicki? I’ll see you soon.”
I nodded, letting go of his hands. “I love you too.”
Vic’s POV
I paced around the room nervously, what if she tried to kill herself again? What if she was cutting? Crap, crap, crap. It would be my fault, all my fault. My phone buzzed in my pocket and I quickly reached for it, desperate for some kind of distraction.
“Is this Mr. Fuentes?”
“Yeah, I’m Victor Fuentes.”
“I’m going to need you down at the hospital.”
“What, why? Did Mike hurt himself again?”
“No, no. It’s not Mike. It’s Nicole Mason.”
I froze. It’s my fault, it’s my fault, it’s my fault. My mind whispered over and over again. Not bothering with the call anymore, I hung up and grabbed my keys, yelling for the rest of the guys to hurry up and meet me in the car.
“What’s wrong? Why are we in such a hurry?” Jaime asked, bouncing towards the car.
“It’s Nicole,” I replied. “She’s in the hospital.”
All of them hurried towards the car, shoving me aside.
“I’m not letting you drive Vic, get in the back,” Mike said.
Looks like you did it again Victor. I hope your happy.
Notes
A bit shorter this time. But she's going to live!!! haha I'm so predictable.Song: Hell Above by Pierce the Veil
Quote: "With heaven above you, there's hell over me."
xx (:
Oh okay. Yay!l!!
11/10/13