Our Love Feels Like War
Chapter Trece
Vic’s POV
I ran towards Nicole’s unconscious body and buried my face into her chest. My heart sank when I saw the bandages wrapped around her wrist. She was cutting. She was cutting because of me.
“What happened doctor?” Mike asked.
“Well, the building caught on fire and we found her, unconscious as she has lost quiet a lot of blood due to her wrist.”
Fire.
That was the only thing I heard. She could’ve died. She could’ve died like Jake had. I would’ve lost my best friend again. Wake up, wake up, wake up. I pleaded silently. I needed to tell her that I loved her; I needed to tell her that it wasn’t her fault. I just needed her alive.
Nicole’s POV
My arm was asleep. Well, someone was asleep on my arm. I saw a tuft of hair sprawled across the bed.
Vic.
What was he doing here? What was I doing here? At the hospital? Oh yeah, the fire, the cutting. I looked down at my wrapped wrist. Vic saw. He’s going to hate me even more now. I felt Vic stir against me, waking up slowly. His eyes brightened when he saw me and dove in for a hug.
“You’re alive!”
“Unfortunately,” I muttered under my breath.
Vic frowned, “Look Nicole, I need to apologize. I’m sorry I left you when you needed me most, I’m sorry I didn’t ever consider your feelings when Jake had died, I’m so sorry for telling you to go kill yourself. I didn’t mean it. I would never want you to kill yourself. I love you Nicole. I really do love you.”
This definitely changes things then, I thought. As much as I loved Vic back, I didn’t want to tell him that. What if I ruined Vic’s career? Not only Vic’s, but also Mike’s, Tony’s, and Jaime’s career. I couldn’t do this to him. I really couldn’t. But I couldn’t afford to break his heart either.
“Say something Nicole, please,” Vic begged.
I sighed; I was going to regret this for the rest of my damned life.
I ran towards Nicole’s unconscious body and buried my face into her chest. My heart sank when I saw the bandages wrapped around her wrist. She was cutting. She was cutting because of me.
“What happened doctor?” Mike asked.
“Well, the building caught on fire and we found her, unconscious as she has lost quiet a lot of blood due to her wrist.”
Fire.
That was the only thing I heard. She could’ve died. She could’ve died like Jake had. I would’ve lost my best friend again. Wake up, wake up, wake up. I pleaded silently. I needed to tell her that I loved her; I needed to tell her that it wasn’t her fault. I just needed her alive.
Nicole’s POV
My arm was asleep. Well, someone was asleep on my arm. I saw a tuft of hair sprawled across the bed.
Vic.
What was he doing here? What was I doing here? At the hospital? Oh yeah, the fire, the cutting. I looked down at my wrapped wrist. Vic saw. He’s going to hate me even more now. I felt Vic stir against me, waking up slowly. His eyes brightened when he saw me and dove in for a hug.
“You’re alive!”
“Unfortunately,” I muttered under my breath.
Vic frowned, “Look Nicole, I need to apologize. I’m sorry I left you when you needed me most, I’m sorry I didn’t ever consider your feelings when Jake had died, I’m so sorry for telling you to go kill yourself. I didn’t mean it. I would never want you to kill yourself. I love you Nicole. I really do love you.”
This definitely changes things then, I thought. As much as I loved Vic back, I didn’t want to tell him that. What if I ruined Vic’s career? Not only Vic’s, but also Mike’s, Tony’s, and Jaime’s career. I couldn’t do this to him. I really couldn’t. But I couldn’t afford to break his heart either.
“Say something Nicole, please,” Vic begged.
I sighed; I was going to regret this for the rest of my damned life.
Notes
Quick chapters! What do you guys want her to do? haha, I know all of you want them together, but I'm more of a melodramatic person. So I'm going to let you guys decide!Song: A Match Into Water by Pierce the Veil
Quote: "I kissed the scars on her skin, I still think your beautiful, and I don't ever wanna lose my best friend."
xx (:
Oh okay. Yay!l!!
11/10/13