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I Am Not Alright, and I Would Rather

You're Just Wasted and Thinking 'Bout The Past Again

Austin pulled me through the airport, keeping a firm grasp on my wrist. It kind of hurt actually, but at this point, I don't really care.

Neither Austin nor myself said much during the walk, it was like we had mutually agreed to save the conversation for later, maybe we'd have time to talk at the wedding reception. I'm going to assume he was going because he had mentioned talking to Vic earlier. I wondered if they were still close, I mean, Austin was always one of Vic's best friends.

"Hey Aus," I said, suddenly curious, "Are you going to the wedding?"

"You know it!" he exclaimed happily, "I'm your brother's best man!"

"That's cool," I said, smiling at him, "Who's Hime's?"

"Tony of course!" he laughed.

I guess that does make sense, Jaime and Tony were always really close. I guess that's something else that hasn't changed since I left. I guess from everything I've heard from Jaime, not much has really changed. Sure, Pierce the Veil was big time now, but according to Hime it was like nothing really changed. They still loved it more than anything, there were just bigger crowds watching now. I think that's really insane actually, how big they got...

I nodded and we continued to walk in silence. For some reason, the mention of Tony freaked me out. I'm really nervous to see him again actually. Probably because of the state I left in, all thanks to him. I obviously don't blame him for it, I never did. It's not his fault that I didn't think I was good enough for him. He was a god to me, and I didn't believe he could be happy with me, so I did what I thought I had to do to make him happy.

After speculating on my mental state, I figured out that I was pretty whacked at that point. He told me time and time again that he loved me, that I was all he needed, all he wanted. But I was too far gone for him to save me. A few times, usually when I had had too much to drink, I'd stay up and wonder what would've happened if I wasn't so mentally unwell after I got my memory back. I wondered if we would have made it for real...

"Jaime!" I heard Austin call, breaking me away from my line of thought.

My head snapped up to see Jaime walking towards us. He hadn't changed at all, other than his hair was a bit more toned down, like he had said on the phone. He smiled widely, showing his dimples.

"Aus!" he yelled, "I thought I was never going to see you again!"

Austin laughed before saying, "I know right! Next time I tour in Europe, we're co-headlining!"

"We should though!" Jaime exclaimed, "We haven't toured together since 2010!"

"We'll talk more once you guys get back from your honeymoon," Austin said.

"Ok," Jaime said, "Now I need your help. I'm supposed to be picking up a friend but I can't find him anywhere! I've been waiting for like an hour!"

I facepalm and Austin laughs, "You are the most oblivious person I've ever met, you know that?"

"Huh?" Jaime asked, cocking his in confusion.

I started laughing almost hysterically and said, "Are you serious? I've been standing here the entire time!"

"Oh, I guess you have been. Sorry Mike," Jaime said. He stood there for a second before it clicked in his head, "Mike!" he yelled, hugging me.

I hugged him back and said, "Good to see you too Jaime."

"What took you so long?" he asked, after we pulled away from the hug, "Everyone else from your flight has come and gone."

"I got lost ok?" I exclaimed, "If Austin hadn't of found me I'd probably still be lost..."

Jaime started laughing again, "Mike it's not that difficult..."

"Shut up!" I exclaimed, "Yes it is!"

Our giggling was soon silenced by Austin's phone ringing.

"Hello?" He said into it.

"Yeah sorry Vic, I got distracted I'll be there in like 30 minutes," he said after a moment, "Kay bye!"

"Well I have to go meet Vic, Kellin and Oli. We gonna partay to celebrate!" Aus laughed.

"As long as you don't break him!" Jaime exclaimed, "I swear to god if this turns out like The Hangover I will kill you."

"Chill Jaime, I'll deliver your Vicky safe and sound," he chuckled, starting to walk away, "Good to see you again Mike, we'll catch up more at the reception!"

"Later Austin!" I called back.

I watched as he walked away and out of the airport. Leaving Jaime and I by ourselves.

"I'm not going to lie," Jaime said, "I didn't think you were actually going to come. I mean, I know we've been talking, but I figured you were going to back out last minute..."

"Come on Hime!" I complained, "I really do miss you guys! And I miss the San Diego sun!"

"Good!" he exclaimed, laughing again, "Let's go! We need to get you to the hotel soon, because Tony, Matt and Cam are making me go out tonight! I'd bring you with me, but I have a feeling it wouldn't turn out well..."

"I agree," I said, nodding.

I had to go to the 'unclaimed baggage' stand to get my suitcase, because of how long it took me to find the area... Then Jaime led me to his car and we drove away.

Notes

Title Cred: Pierce the Veil

This is sort of a filler and it's not very good. I've just been in a very somber mood today and I apologize for that. It's just, 7 years ago today, my best friend lost the battle with cancer. I know it's been a long time, but I still miss her like fuck. I don't even know. Again, sorry this sucks, better stuff coming tomorrow, promise.

Comments

I fucking loved this story you are a natural talent!!!! :)

Tori Fuentes Tori Fuentes
2/18/14

Holly crap... I cried... Man this is sad... Very fucking sad... NOOOOOOOOOOOO! WHY DID YOU MAKE ME CRY!? I LOVED THE STORY BUT WHY DID YOU MAKE ME CRY!? *sits down in a corner and sobs for the ready of eternity*

Okaay...I imagined real life tony dying in a hospital bed...I instantly started crying at the thought of losing someone I looked up to. This seriously broke me heart <\3 why end it so sadly? ;_;

You really fucking like killing my feelings don't ya? First it was the one before with I think it was Vic's sudden death and now this? Oh you could write a horror novel and make me buy it and then get the living flying fucks scared outta meand make me wanna cry because of the attachment you create with the readers. Oh your an amazing writer but your killing my feeling now. ;~;
Honesty's_Lies_ Honesty's_Lies_
11/12/13
@xMareBear14x
Your welcome I hope you write more books though
Janese Janese
10/17/13