The Thing I Think I Love, Will Surely Bring Me Pain.
Chapter 33.
JAIME~
"I don't wanna wait for the set down date, cause, I would rather end it all and if I mean anything to you.. SING IT!" Vic shouted to the crowd and held his microphone out. I jumped off of my platform and waited for the bass part to pick up again.
"MAYBE WE'RE JUST HAVING TOO MUCH FUN! MAYBE YOU CAN'T HANDLE YO-"
"JAIME!" I heard Addie scream. I looked over to see her push me, and before I knew it, she was on the ground with a light fixture shattered over her. The crowd screamed and we all threw our instruments to the side and ran to her, picking the heavy metal light off of her. She had cuts across her face and neck, along with many shards of glass sticking out of them. Jesus Christ...
"ADDIE!" Tony screamed and picked her up. We all ran back stage and set her across an amp.
"Adds, answer me!" Tony pleaded. Tears streamed down all of our faces as we started to remove the pieces of glass.
"D-Do we need to take her to Sarah?!" Vic said and grabbed her limp hand.
"N-No, she's breathing, she just-" I stopped mid sentence when we heard her speak.
"G-Guys?"
"Babe we're here okay? Relax." Mike said.
"What happened? Everything hurts.." She said and went to grab her throat, but we pinned her arms down.
"Whatever you do, don't touch anywhere that hurts Adds." Vic said.
"J-Jaime's okay right? JAIME?!" She tried to scream, but whimpered and went to reach for her throat again. Why did she have to push me out of the way? I'd rather be hurt than to see her hurt. She's been through far too much as it is, and I can't deal with the fact that she's hurt, and it's my fault.
"JAIME FUCKING ANSWER HER!" Tony screamed as Mike and Vic held her down, trying to calm her down as she screamed my name and started to freak out. I snapped out of my thoughts and ran over to where she could see me.
"I'm okay.. Calm down Addie!" I said and kissed her cheek. She settled back onto the amp and sighed.
"Thank God.."
"Okay, we have to remove these last few pieces of glass. You gotta stay still, promise?" Tony asked and kissed her. She grabbed our hands and nodded before Vic counted from three and removed the biggest shard. She screamed and her back arched off of the amp, making my heart break. Vic kissed her cheek and we heard the crowd start to get rowdy, asking what was wrong and even some saying that she hoped she died from it, which, safe to say, pissed us all off.
Mike stomped out and I grabbed him.
"Be here for her."
"I'll be damned if they say that shit around me." He spat and jerked out of my grip before walking out on stage and ripping the mic from the mic stand.
"LISTEN UP!" He screamed. The crowd went quiet. "I'm sick and tired of everyone bashing Addie. Sure, she made a mistake, but she was drunk. don't you people have your own fucking lives to worry about!? If you bash Tony's girlfriend, and the girl that I look at as a little sister, then NEVER call yourselves a fan of us. We want respectful fans, who accept us and our group the way we are, through our good times, bad, and through our fuck ups. If you can't be that, then fucking walk away from our set. IF YOU'RE A TRUE FAN, LET ME SEE THOSE MIDDLE FINGERS IN THE AIR!"
"Addie, focus. Last piece okay?" Tony said. She nodded and closed her eyes. I tightened my grip and looked back at the stage.
"NOW LET ME HEAR A FUCK YOU MOTHERFUCKERS ON 3! 1, 2!"
"FUCK YOU MOTHERFUCKERS!" Everyone screamed. He ran off stage and kissed Addie's cheek.
"Mike, that was sweet.." She whispered. He shrugged and we all smiled at him. Vic pulled out the last piece and she gasped and tears started to stream down her face.
"Shit, shit, shit..." Vic said and grabbed his towel, pushing it on her neck. "Okay, that one bled a bit, but I'm proud of you babe. You saved Jaime's life, so thank you. We're just glad you're okay."
"Oh God Addie, I love you so much.." Tony whispered. "Stop fucking hurting yourself though, I can't deal with it.." He said half jokingly. None of us could handle the fact that we almost keep losing her. And you wonder why we want to keep her attached to our hip? Because I love the girl, and I can't bare to see her hurt. But the fact that it could have been me, and the fact that she saved me and did this to herself, was a huge wake up call for me.
" M'tired.." She mumbled. We all gave each other worried glances.
"Should we let her?"
"I think she'll be okay. Good thing we were done with our set.." Mike mumbled. We sighed and Tony kissed her before picking her off of the amp and carrying her off to the bus.
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We set her on the lounge couch and sat on the one across from her and stared at her.
"Guys.." Tony said and stood up.
"Hmm."
"Okay, I know this is a bit of a stretch, but could Adds come home with us?" He asked. I for one, was all for it. I couldn't leave the poor girl, not with how much she's done for us. Family never leaves.
"Tony, we can't." Vic mumbled.
oh.
"I don't wanna wait for the set down date, cause, I would rather end it all and if I mean anything to you.. SING IT!" Vic shouted to the crowd and held his microphone out. I jumped off of my platform and waited for the bass part to pick up again.
"MAYBE WE'RE JUST HAVING TOO MUCH FUN! MAYBE YOU CAN'T HANDLE YO-"
"JAIME!" I heard Addie scream. I looked over to see her push me, and before I knew it, she was on the ground with a light fixture shattered over her. The crowd screamed and we all threw our instruments to the side and ran to her, picking the heavy metal light off of her. She had cuts across her face and neck, along with many shards of glass sticking out of them. Jesus Christ...
"ADDIE!" Tony screamed and picked her up. We all ran back stage and set her across an amp.
"Adds, answer me!" Tony pleaded. Tears streamed down all of our faces as we started to remove the pieces of glass.
"D-Do we need to take her to Sarah?!" Vic said and grabbed her limp hand.
"N-No, she's breathing, she just-" I stopped mid sentence when we heard her speak.
"G-Guys?"
"Babe we're here okay? Relax." Mike said.
"What happened? Everything hurts.." She said and went to grab her throat, but we pinned her arms down.
"Whatever you do, don't touch anywhere that hurts Adds." Vic said.
"J-Jaime's okay right? JAIME?!" She tried to scream, but whimpered and went to reach for her throat again. Why did she have to push me out of the way? I'd rather be hurt than to see her hurt. She's been through far too much as it is, and I can't deal with the fact that she's hurt, and it's my fault.
"JAIME FUCKING ANSWER HER!" Tony screamed as Mike and Vic held her down, trying to calm her down as she screamed my name and started to freak out. I snapped out of my thoughts and ran over to where she could see me.
"I'm okay.. Calm down Addie!" I said and kissed her cheek. She settled back onto the amp and sighed.
"Thank God.."
"Okay, we have to remove these last few pieces of glass. You gotta stay still, promise?" Tony asked and kissed her. She grabbed our hands and nodded before Vic counted from three and removed the biggest shard. She screamed and her back arched off of the amp, making my heart break. Vic kissed her cheek and we heard the crowd start to get rowdy, asking what was wrong and even some saying that she hoped she died from it, which, safe to say, pissed us all off.
Mike stomped out and I grabbed him.
"Be here for her."
"I'll be damned if they say that shit around me." He spat and jerked out of my grip before walking out on stage and ripping the mic from the mic stand.
"LISTEN UP!" He screamed. The crowd went quiet. "I'm sick and tired of everyone bashing Addie. Sure, she made a mistake, but she was drunk. don't you people have your own fucking lives to worry about!? If you bash Tony's girlfriend, and the girl that I look at as a little sister, then NEVER call yourselves a fan of us. We want respectful fans, who accept us and our group the way we are, through our good times, bad, and through our fuck ups. If you can't be that, then fucking walk away from our set. IF YOU'RE A TRUE FAN, LET ME SEE THOSE MIDDLE FINGERS IN THE AIR!"
"Addie, focus. Last piece okay?" Tony said. She nodded and closed her eyes. I tightened my grip and looked back at the stage.
"NOW LET ME HEAR A FUCK YOU MOTHERFUCKERS ON 3! 1, 2!"
"FUCK YOU MOTHERFUCKERS!" Everyone screamed. He ran off stage and kissed Addie's cheek.
"Mike, that was sweet.." She whispered. He shrugged and we all smiled at him. Vic pulled out the last piece and she gasped and tears started to stream down her face.
"Shit, shit, shit..." Vic said and grabbed his towel, pushing it on her neck. "Okay, that one bled a bit, but I'm proud of you babe. You saved Jaime's life, so thank you. We're just glad you're okay."
"Oh God Addie, I love you so much.." Tony whispered. "Stop fucking hurting yourself though, I can't deal with it.." He said half jokingly. None of us could handle the fact that we almost keep losing her. And you wonder why we want to keep her attached to our hip? Because I love the girl, and I can't bare to see her hurt. But the fact that it could have been me, and the fact that she saved me and did this to herself, was a huge wake up call for me.
" M'tired.." She mumbled. We all gave each other worried glances.
"Should we let her?"
"I think she'll be okay. Good thing we were done with our set.." Mike mumbled. We sighed and Tony kissed her before picking her off of the amp and carrying her off to the bus.
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We set her on the lounge couch and sat on the one across from her and stared at her.
"Guys.." Tony said and stood up.
"Hmm."
"Okay, I know this is a bit of a stretch, but could Adds come home with us?" He asked. I for one, was all for it. I couldn't leave the poor girl, not with how much she's done for us. Family never leaves.
"Tony, we can't." Vic mumbled.
oh.
Notes
Mixed up the POV'S A bit, whoop. Boring filler, bare with me here. I'm exhausted from school.but Addie's okay, so yay.
More tonight/ tomorrow. Only a few more chapters left! :D
:D YUSSS OMF I CAN' WAIT. lel fuck yeah.
10/14/13