The Thing I Think I Love, Will Surely Bring Me Pain.
Chapter 24.
ADDIE~
"Alright, you're good to go." Sarah said. I nodded tried to sit up, but I hissed in pain and laid back down again. Tony gave me a sad smile and put his hands under me, lifting me off of the bed. I grabbed his shirt in my fist as I bit back another scream that threatened to escape my throat.
"Whoever this 'Steph' girl is, I suggest you put her behind bars for this.." Sarah told them.
"Yeah no shit." Mike mumbled. "Thanks for everything, Sarah."
"Yep. Addie, I'm sure you know this, but-"
"Yeah, ice and don't get up. Got it." She let out a light laugh and nodded.
"Alright. You have 2 weeks off, I'm sure I can handle everything on my own until you get better."
"Thank you." I said. She nodded and the guys thanked her once more before heading to the bus.
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Tony sat me on the couch as the guys stomped in, a switch immediately flipping within them. They were no longer worried or anything, they were PISSED.
"Tony, fucking explain what Stephanie has to do with this shit."
"I don't know okay! All I know is that Addie flipped, thinking she saw her at the club last night, and then I get a text message telling us where Adds is and that she 'tried to warn us'. I don't know how she could even get here!" He screamed at them and looked at me. "Are you sure it was her?"
"All I saw was blonde hair, so no. It could've been an obsessed fan or some shit, but the text and everything, it's the only thing that makes sense." I said, my voice trailing off to a whisper. "Maybe I deserved this."
"ADELINE!" Everyone screamed, making me jump.
"Never say that again Addie. You didn't deserve anything that happened." Jaime said. Everyone sat next to me and wrapped their arms arms around me as I cried into my hands.
"We're gonna find that bitch, and she's going to pay, I promise you." Mike said. Tony pulled my head up from my hands and kissed me. I smiled and he pulled away, looking right into my eyes.
"I never meant for you to get hurt, and I'm so so sorry." He whispered.
"It's not your fault Tony."
"She's right." Vic said. "It's all of ours. We almost lost you, and if we had went after you, you would have remained safe. God, we'd all be so fucked if you left.." Vic said and laughed a little. Everyone nodded and I laid my head on his shoulder.
"I love you guys.."
"Love you too Adds."
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I tried to get up, but failed miserably, and fell back on the couch with a whimper. Tony ran out and looked at me worriedly.
"What do you need? Are you okay? Do you need me to give you a new ice pack? Should I-"
"Turtle."
"Yeah?"
"I'm fine." I said laughing. He blushed and nodded.
"Okay, well whatever you do, DON'T get up." He said, sighing in relief.
"I'm sorry, can you just get me the.. thing?"
"The thing?"
"Yeah the thing on the thing!" I said waving my arms all over the place. I knew I wasn't making sense, but I couldn't seem to remember the word 'water' or 'fridge'.
"Oh yeah, the thing that we bought at that one place, on that day?" Mike taunted. The guys busted out laughing and Tone shook his head at me and smiled.
"Babe.. Just point to it." I pointed to the fridge.
"Water?"
"YES. THANK YOU!" I screamed. He chuckled and brought me a water.
"You're adorable Adds." He told me. I blushed and shrugged as I took a sip of my water.
"I'm tired."
"Then sleep?" Jaime said. I scoffed and rolled my eyes, just waiting for Tony to say-
"No, she's not getting up." See what I have to deal with?
"Toooonnnnyyy." I whined. He rolled his eyes and picked me up. I screamed a good night to the guys before Tony walked into the bunks and carefully set me in, before getting in and gently wrapping his arm around me.
"You okay?" He whispered. I nodded and moved closer to him so that my head laid on his chest.
"Thank you for being here for me."
"I'll always be here for you Adds. You're my princess, and you deserve so much more than what I have to offer."
"Are you kidding? I don't deserve better, I already have the best." I whispered as I ran my finger nail up and down his chest through his shirt. "What you did on stage, was absolutely adorable, especially since you're always so shy and soft spoken."
"It was the guys' idea, and I was nervous as hell."
"Why?"
"Well that was one of the biggest shows that we've ever played, but I was honestly terrified that you'd.." He trailed off. I looked up at him and raised my eyebrow.
"That I'd..?"
"Say no." he whispered as he chewed on his lip. I laughed and scoffed.
"How could you even think that?"
"Because, like I said, you deserve better. Just go to sleep, and hopefully you'll feel better by morning." I nodded and kissed him.
"You're amazing Tony. If anybody deserves better it's you.." I whispered. Before he had a chance to respond, I found myself drifting off to sleep.
"Alright, you're good to go." Sarah said. I nodded tried to sit up, but I hissed in pain and laid back down again. Tony gave me a sad smile and put his hands under me, lifting me off of the bed. I grabbed his shirt in my fist as I bit back another scream that threatened to escape my throat.
"Whoever this 'Steph' girl is, I suggest you put her behind bars for this.." Sarah told them.
"Yeah no shit." Mike mumbled. "Thanks for everything, Sarah."
"Yep. Addie, I'm sure you know this, but-"
"Yeah, ice and don't get up. Got it." She let out a light laugh and nodded.
"Alright. You have 2 weeks off, I'm sure I can handle everything on my own until you get better."
"Thank you." I said. She nodded and the guys thanked her once more before heading to the bus.
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Tony sat me on the couch as the guys stomped in, a switch immediately flipping within them. They were no longer worried or anything, they were PISSED.
"Tony, fucking explain what Stephanie has to do with this shit."
"I don't know okay! All I know is that Addie flipped, thinking she saw her at the club last night, and then I get a text message telling us where Adds is and that she 'tried to warn us'. I don't know how she could even get here!" He screamed at them and looked at me. "Are you sure it was her?"
"All I saw was blonde hair, so no. It could've been an obsessed fan or some shit, but the text and everything, it's the only thing that makes sense." I said, my voice trailing off to a whisper. "Maybe I deserved this."
"ADELINE!" Everyone screamed, making me jump.
"Never say that again Addie. You didn't deserve anything that happened." Jaime said. Everyone sat next to me and wrapped their arms arms around me as I cried into my hands.
"We're gonna find that bitch, and she's going to pay, I promise you." Mike said. Tony pulled my head up from my hands and kissed me. I smiled and he pulled away, looking right into my eyes.
"I never meant for you to get hurt, and I'm so so sorry." He whispered.
"It's not your fault Tony."
"She's right." Vic said. "It's all of ours. We almost lost you, and if we had went after you, you would have remained safe. God, we'd all be so fucked if you left.." Vic said and laughed a little. Everyone nodded and I laid my head on his shoulder.
"I love you guys.."
"Love you too Adds."
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I tried to get up, but failed miserably, and fell back on the couch with a whimper. Tony ran out and looked at me worriedly.
"What do you need? Are you okay? Do you need me to give you a new ice pack? Should I-"
"Turtle."
"Yeah?"
"I'm fine." I said laughing. He blushed and nodded.
"Okay, well whatever you do, DON'T get up." He said, sighing in relief.
"I'm sorry, can you just get me the.. thing?"
"The thing?"
"Yeah the thing on the thing!" I said waving my arms all over the place. I knew I wasn't making sense, but I couldn't seem to remember the word 'water' or 'fridge'.
"Oh yeah, the thing that we bought at that one place, on that day?" Mike taunted. The guys busted out laughing and Tone shook his head at me and smiled.
"Babe.. Just point to it." I pointed to the fridge.
"Water?"
"YES. THANK YOU!" I screamed. He chuckled and brought me a water.
"You're adorable Adds." He told me. I blushed and shrugged as I took a sip of my water.
"I'm tired."
"Then sleep?" Jaime said. I scoffed and rolled my eyes, just waiting for Tony to say-
"No, she's not getting up." See what I have to deal with?
"Toooonnnnyyy." I whined. He rolled his eyes and picked me up. I screamed a good night to the guys before Tony walked into the bunks and carefully set me in, before getting in and gently wrapping his arm around me.
"You okay?" He whispered. I nodded and moved closer to him so that my head laid on his chest.
"Thank you for being here for me."
"I'll always be here for you Adds. You're my princess, and you deserve so much more than what I have to offer."
"Are you kidding? I don't deserve better, I already have the best." I whispered as I ran my finger nail up and down his chest through his shirt. "What you did on stage, was absolutely adorable, especially since you're always so shy and soft spoken."
"It was the guys' idea, and I was nervous as hell."
"Why?"
"Well that was one of the biggest shows that we've ever played, but I was honestly terrified that you'd.." He trailed off. I looked up at him and raised my eyebrow.
"That I'd..?"
"Say no." he whispered as he chewed on his lip. I laughed and scoffed.
"How could you even think that?"
"Because, like I said, you deserve better. Just go to sleep, and hopefully you'll feel better by morning." I nodded and kissed him.
"You're amazing Tony. If anybody deserves better it's you.." I whispered. Before he had a chance to respond, I found myself drifting off to sleep.
Notes
FEELS MAN FEELS ;-;More soon, love ya. xx
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10/14/13