The Thing I Think I Love, Will Surely Bring Me Pain.
Chapter 25.
I woke up to the bus fire alarm going off and everyone screaming obscenities at Jaime. I ran out to the front lounge just as Mike was shutting off the alarm. They looked at me with innocent smiles and I rolled my eyes.
"Mornin' Adds." Vic said. Tony walked up and kissed me.
"We we're trying to make breakfast for you, but..." He said and looked at Jaime, who was staring guiltily at the floor.
"But I burnt your pancakes.." He mumbled. I laughed and walked up to him, ignoring Tony's scolding for me walking. I picked Jaime's gaze from the floor and smiled.
"It's okay Jaime, really. I hate pancakes anyways." He nodded and hugged me.
"YOU HATE PANCAKES?!" Mike screamed.
"Totally." I said, but behind Jaime's back I shook my head. I loved them, but I couldn't have a sad Jaime walking around.. The guys laughed and shook their head at me.
"We still managed to make scrambled eggs, Sausage, and toast."
"Awe, thank you. Why are you guys being so nice to me?" They rolled their eyes and Tony handed me a plate, kissing my cheek in the process.
"Because we love you Addie. Sit down and eat."
"Pushy.." I mumbled. "Love you guys."
"Love you too." The said as I sat down on the little booth and picked at my food. It all looked good, it's just that I was in too much pain to eat. Even if I wasn't, I still have alot on my mind and couldn't eat if I wanted to.
"You okay?" I nodded, not bothering to look up at Tony.
"Don't shut yourself off from us again, tell us what's up." Mike said and slid next to me.
"I-I..Look, what I said yesterday, about you guys using me or whatever, I'm sorry. I just let people's opinions get the best of me, and-"
"Hush, it's okay. We know you didn't mean it, it just breaks our hearts that because you ran off, shit hit the fan, and now you're hurt. You just can't let what people say get to your head. If you do, it'll eat you alive." Vic whispered.
"I want to Vic, it's just hard. As bad as I hate to admit it, I'm so insecure. If I hear things like that, I can't handle it, and do what I do best; run from my problems."
"Awe, Adds you'll be fine okay? They're all just jealous. I mean, who gets lucky enough to date a sexican like us?" Jaime asked as he went back to back with Vic and seductively ran their hands down their chests. I busted out laughing.
"Oh my God, what have I gotten myself into?" I mumbled. Tony shook his head and smiled.
"In all seriousness though, how are you feeling today?" I took a bite of my food and waved my hand back and forth, telling them so-so.
"Hella sore, but I'll be fine." They all nodded and Tony leaned over the table and kissed me.
"Okay, break it up. You make me feel all lonely and shit." Vic said and pouted.
"I'LL HELP YOU VICKY!" Jaime screamed and attacked him, kissing him everywhere on his face.
"Yes! Fuenciado!" I whispered. The guys looked at me and grinned.
"I'm sorry, what was that?" They both asked. I shrugged.
"I've always loved Fuenciado." I said and giggled. Vic finally pushed Jaime off of him and wiped a sloppy kiss that Jaime had gave him, his skin glistening in the shape of Jaime's lips.
"Awe, a token of his love." Vic rolled his eyes, mumbling something about 'He needed to take a shower now' Jaime laughed and collapsed next to Tony, on the other side of the booth.
"We should be at the Venue in like 10 minutes." Tony said. I nodded and took a few more bites of my food before giving it Tony to finish.
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"Hey Adeline!" Alex screamed. I took my eyes off of the magazine that I was reading as I listened to the guys practice.
"Hey Alex, what's up?"
"Nothin, watcha readin?" He asked and sat next to me.
"New warped magazine." He took it and started to look through it.
"Well, be my guest, Gaskgarth." I mumbled. He grinned.
"Sorry.." I rolled my eyes.
"Yeah, yeah. Whoa, are you okay?" I asked as his eyes got wide, looking at the magazine. He slammed it shut and put it away from me.
"Yep. Just fine."
"Bullshit, give me the magazine." He chewed on his bottom lip and shook his head.
"Addie, that's not a-"
"NOW!"
"ADDS YOU OKAY?!" Vic screamed from the stage. I gave them all a thumbs up and they nodded and they started their next song. My head whipped back to Alex and I quickly grabbed it, wincing from the quick movement, but whatever was in there... I had to see it.
I quickly flipped through the pages, stopping when I saw a picture of Tony, kissing.. some chick. She looked so familiar, I knew it wasn't Steph, but it was the drum tech, Kayley?Kenzie? Kaitlin? Didn't matter. Was Tony cheating?
"N-Now, Adeline, I-I don't know how old that is or anything.."
"She's still...new though right?" I asked, my voice cracking as my eyes filled. He looked down at his lap. "Alex, answer me."
"Y-Yeah."
"How long.."
"Addie, I-"
"How. Long. Has. She. Been. Here." I said through gritted teeth.
"Like 2 weeks." I looked back at the picture and wiped a tear that had fallen down my cheek before getting up and stomping to the stage, screaming Tony's name. Everyone went silent.
"What's up?" I scoffed and walked up to the front of the stage, throwing the magazine down. His eyes went wide and he looked at me with a hint of fear in his eyes, confirming what I thought had been the truth. Tony fucking cheated on me.
"Addie I-" I simply held my hand up and exited the building, walking to an abandoned field and bursting into tears as I sat in the grass and pulled my knees to my chest.
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"Miss? Are you, uh. Are you okay?" My head snapped up to the familiar voice, and I turned around to find Kellin.
"Addie? Holy shit, what's wrong?" He asked and sat next to me, pulling me into him as I cried.
"T-Tony cheated."
"Hold on, you've only been dating for 2 days and he already cheated? That doesn't exactly sound realistic. Tony doesn't seem like the one to cheat. Where did you hear this from?" He was right, it did seem a bit un realistic.
"Warped mag."
"And did you know the girl?"
"T-The drum tech." I whispered as I wiped my tears.
"Kailynn?"
"I guess.."
"I doubt it. You're letting your mind get the best of you. Instead of running away from him, maybe give him a chance to explain himself." I sighed and nodded.
"You're right.." I whispered.
"I'm glad you think so. Now." He said and hopped up, brushing himself off before pulling me up and doing the same to me. "I'm sure there has to be some sort of explanation for this. I better see you two being all cute and shit by the time we leave for Georgia tomorrow tonight." I rolled my eyes and smiled. He returned it and hugged me.
"Good luck, now go get him." He whispered. I nodded, thanking him before I walked away, praying they were still in the building.
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I heard Jaime singing back stage and I smiled before going back. I took a deep breath and walked around to find Tony. I didn't have to look far, considering 2 rooms down, I heard his voice. I walked up to the door to find him laughing....
With that same fucking brunette on his lap.
"Mornin' Adds." Vic said. Tony walked up and kissed me.
"We we're trying to make breakfast for you, but..." He said and looked at Jaime, who was staring guiltily at the floor.
"But I burnt your pancakes.." He mumbled. I laughed and walked up to him, ignoring Tony's scolding for me walking. I picked Jaime's gaze from the floor and smiled.
"It's okay Jaime, really. I hate pancakes anyways." He nodded and hugged me.
"YOU HATE PANCAKES?!" Mike screamed.
"Totally." I said, but behind Jaime's back I shook my head. I loved them, but I couldn't have a sad Jaime walking around.. The guys laughed and shook their head at me.
"We still managed to make scrambled eggs, Sausage, and toast."
"Awe, thank you. Why are you guys being so nice to me?" They rolled their eyes and Tony handed me a plate, kissing my cheek in the process.
"Because we love you Addie. Sit down and eat."
"Pushy.." I mumbled. "Love you guys."
"Love you too." The said as I sat down on the little booth and picked at my food. It all looked good, it's just that I was in too much pain to eat. Even if I wasn't, I still have alot on my mind and couldn't eat if I wanted to.
"You okay?" I nodded, not bothering to look up at Tony.
"Don't shut yourself off from us again, tell us what's up." Mike said and slid next to me.
"I-I..Look, what I said yesterday, about you guys using me or whatever, I'm sorry. I just let people's opinions get the best of me, and-"
"Hush, it's okay. We know you didn't mean it, it just breaks our hearts that because you ran off, shit hit the fan, and now you're hurt. You just can't let what people say get to your head. If you do, it'll eat you alive." Vic whispered.
"I want to Vic, it's just hard. As bad as I hate to admit it, I'm so insecure. If I hear things like that, I can't handle it, and do what I do best; run from my problems."
"Awe, Adds you'll be fine okay? They're all just jealous. I mean, who gets lucky enough to date a sexican like us?" Jaime asked as he went back to back with Vic and seductively ran their hands down their chests. I busted out laughing.
"Oh my God, what have I gotten myself into?" I mumbled. Tony shook his head and smiled.
"In all seriousness though, how are you feeling today?" I took a bite of my food and waved my hand back and forth, telling them so-so.
"Hella sore, but I'll be fine." They all nodded and Tony leaned over the table and kissed me.
"Okay, break it up. You make me feel all lonely and shit." Vic said and pouted.
"I'LL HELP YOU VICKY!" Jaime screamed and attacked him, kissing him everywhere on his face.
"Yes! Fuenciado!" I whispered. The guys looked at me and grinned.
"I'm sorry, what was that?" They both asked. I shrugged.
"I've always loved Fuenciado." I said and giggled. Vic finally pushed Jaime off of him and wiped a sloppy kiss that Jaime had gave him, his skin glistening in the shape of Jaime's lips.
"Awe, a token of his love." Vic rolled his eyes, mumbling something about 'He needed to take a shower now' Jaime laughed and collapsed next to Tony, on the other side of the booth.
"We should be at the Venue in like 10 minutes." Tony said. I nodded and took a few more bites of my food before giving it Tony to finish.
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"Hey Adeline!" Alex screamed. I took my eyes off of the magazine that I was reading as I listened to the guys practice.
"Hey Alex, what's up?"
"Nothin, watcha readin?" He asked and sat next to me.
"New warped magazine." He took it and started to look through it.
"Well, be my guest, Gaskgarth." I mumbled. He grinned.
"Sorry.." I rolled my eyes.
"Yeah, yeah. Whoa, are you okay?" I asked as his eyes got wide, looking at the magazine. He slammed it shut and put it away from me.
"Yep. Just fine."
"Bullshit, give me the magazine." He chewed on his bottom lip and shook his head.
"Addie, that's not a-"
"NOW!"
"ADDS YOU OKAY?!" Vic screamed from the stage. I gave them all a thumbs up and they nodded and they started their next song. My head whipped back to Alex and I quickly grabbed it, wincing from the quick movement, but whatever was in there... I had to see it.
I quickly flipped through the pages, stopping when I saw a picture of Tony, kissing.. some chick. She looked so familiar, I knew it wasn't Steph, but it was the drum tech, Kayley?Kenzie? Kaitlin? Didn't matter. Was Tony cheating?
"N-Now, Adeline, I-I don't know how old that is or anything.."
"She's still...new though right?" I asked, my voice cracking as my eyes filled. He looked down at his lap. "Alex, answer me."
"Y-Yeah."
"How long.."
"Addie, I-"
"How. Long. Has. She. Been. Here." I said through gritted teeth.
"Like 2 weeks." I looked back at the picture and wiped a tear that had fallen down my cheek before getting up and stomping to the stage, screaming Tony's name. Everyone went silent.
"What's up?" I scoffed and walked up to the front of the stage, throwing the magazine down. His eyes went wide and he looked at me with a hint of fear in his eyes, confirming what I thought had been the truth. Tony fucking cheated on me.
"Addie I-" I simply held my hand up and exited the building, walking to an abandoned field and bursting into tears as I sat in the grass and pulled my knees to my chest.
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"Miss? Are you, uh. Are you okay?" My head snapped up to the familiar voice, and I turned around to find Kellin.
"Addie? Holy shit, what's wrong?" He asked and sat next to me, pulling me into him as I cried.
"T-Tony cheated."
"Hold on, you've only been dating for 2 days and he already cheated? That doesn't exactly sound realistic. Tony doesn't seem like the one to cheat. Where did you hear this from?" He was right, it did seem a bit un realistic.
"Warped mag."
"And did you know the girl?"
"T-The drum tech." I whispered as I wiped my tears.
"Kailynn?"
"I guess.."
"I doubt it. You're letting your mind get the best of you. Instead of running away from him, maybe give him a chance to explain himself." I sighed and nodded.
"You're right.." I whispered.
"I'm glad you think so. Now." He said and hopped up, brushing himself off before pulling me up and doing the same to me. "I'm sure there has to be some sort of explanation for this. I better see you two being all cute and shit by the time we leave for Georgia tomorrow tonight." I rolled my eyes and smiled. He returned it and hugged me.
"Good luck, now go get him." He whispered. I nodded, thanking him before I walked away, praying they were still in the building.
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I heard Jaime singing back stage and I smiled before going back. I took a deep breath and walked around to find Tony. I didn't have to look far, considering 2 rooms down, I heard his voice. I walked up to the door to find him laughing....
With that same fucking brunette on his lap.
Notes
Well, shiet.Is Tone cheating?
Kellin is a little angel isn't he? <3
Any predictions?
Tony's POV next chappy, either late tonight or tomorrow.
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10/14/13