The Thing I Think I Love, Will Surely Bring Me Pain.
Chapter 15.
ADDIE~
We walked into the little diner and told the hostess that there were 3 of us. She nodded and began to take us back.
"Tony.. Your cheek looks horrible." I whispered.
"Hey it's okay. When we get to the bus, you can play the sexy nurse and fix me up, yeah?" He asked and winked. I giggled and looked down.
"In your dreams Perr-" I gasped as I felt someone grab me and pull me into a booth. I looked over to see Austin, Alan, Jack, and Alex.
"Don't fucking scare us like that guys." Vic mumbled. Tony and I both sighed and agreed.
"Shut up and take a seat." Austin said to them, laughing as he stuffed a pancake in his mouth. They obeyed and Alex winked at me before calling the nurse over. She took our orders and ran off.
"God damn, did someone punch your cheek?" Jack asked Tony. He shrugged.
"Let's not talk about it, for Addie." I smiled and gave him a silent thank you, and he smiled his adorable smile.
"So what's up with the whole bus thing?" Austin and Alex both asked.
"She's staying with us. It's all good." Vic said. They both nodded and went back to their food.
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"Oh my God, I'm so fucking full." I mumbled and wrapped my arms around my stomach. They all laughed and nodded.
"Adeline?" Jack asked. I looked over at him. "Can I talk to you outside?" I shrugged.
"Sure why not." I said and nudged Tony. He furrowed his eyebrows at Jack before hesitantly sliding out. What the hell was his problem? I brushed it off and Jack smiled and held his elbow out. I smiled shyly and hooked my arm in his, both of us walking out to the parking lot and sitting on the little antique bench.
"So you needed to talk?"
"Actually, yeah. Um, you don't need to talk about it or anything, but I saw your cuts. We all kinda did.." He whispered. My heart stopped and I felt myself start to shake. He looked up at me through squinted eyes from the light, but they got wide when he saw just how bad my anxiety was getting. He sighed and stood up, grabbing my hands and pulling me up and into a hug.
"I-I didn't mean to hurt you, or make you cry. I'm sorry. I just.. I wanted you to know that I'm here for you okay?" I nodded and pulled away.
"Thank you Jack."
"No problem." He said and gave me a smile.
"Let's head back inside, the guys gotta be done by now." I nodded. I took a step forward and tripped on a crack in the cement. I fell into him, accidentally making our lips brush. He place his hands on my hips to balance me before quickly letting go and rubbing the back of his neck. I blushed a deep red, realizing just how fucking stupid and clumsy I was.
"S-Sorry." We both studdered. We shared an awkward laugh before turning around to be met with a very hurt looking Tony.
"What the fuck was that?!"
"N-NO TONY! I CAN EXPLAIN!"
"I don't want to hear it. You can stay on their fucking bus. You're nothing but a slut." He spat. I felt my heart break and all of the oxygen leave my body.
"Dude! She fucking tripped, watch what the fuck you say to her."
"I didn't ask for what the fuck you had to say. Addie, just stay away from me."
"Tony! It was a mistake! You promised you would never leave!" He looked at the ground and I saw a tear drip down his face and dampen the concrete.
"You promised you wouldn't hurt me, look where the fuck we are now. I'm serious, don't come near our bus." He said and ran off.
I told him everything, I got attached, and now he's gone. I knew he would leave.
I put my head in my hands and cried.
"ADDIE!" I heard Vic scream. He ran up and wrapped me in a hug, but I pushed him away, heading back to MY bus. I prayed that Dave was passed out somewhere, or just out of the bus in general.
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I quietly walked in and heard some sniffles coming from the bathroom. My heart began to race as I knew he was in the bus. I ran to the bunks and threw everything in my suitcase. I wasn't sure where I was going, but I knew that I couldn't stay here.
I quickly zipped up my suitcase and hovered it over the ground, careful not to make any noise with the wheels or anything. I made it to the kitchen before the bathroom door clicked open.
"HEY!" He screamed. I looked at him and saw him wipe his nose and sniffle. He looked high again and I knew that it was Coke by the way his hands focused on his face and nose. I booked it to the door, but he grabbed my hair and I screamed in pain as he yanked me back in front of him. I felt his fist collide with my face and I fell to the ground, immediately seeing black spots behind my eyes. My vision was hazy and it seemed like I had started to drift in and out of consciousness, but I scooted away from him, only making him get closer to me and snicker.
"You scared little bitch? Huh?" He spat and slapped me. My eyes weighed a thousand pounds, feeling like I was on the verge of a total black out, but I couldn't. I can't let him...rape me.
"ANSWER ME!" He screamed and delivered another slap. The last thing I remember was my head being thrown against the wooden bus floor before everything went black.
We walked into the little diner and told the hostess that there were 3 of us. She nodded and began to take us back.
"Tony.. Your cheek looks horrible." I whispered.
"Hey it's okay. When we get to the bus, you can play the sexy nurse and fix me up, yeah?" He asked and winked. I giggled and looked down.
"In your dreams Perr-" I gasped as I felt someone grab me and pull me into a booth. I looked over to see Austin, Alan, Jack, and Alex.
"Don't fucking scare us like that guys." Vic mumbled. Tony and I both sighed and agreed.
"Shut up and take a seat." Austin said to them, laughing as he stuffed a pancake in his mouth. They obeyed and Alex winked at me before calling the nurse over. She took our orders and ran off.
"God damn, did someone punch your cheek?" Jack asked Tony. He shrugged.
"Let's not talk about it, for Addie." I smiled and gave him a silent thank you, and he smiled his adorable smile.
"So what's up with the whole bus thing?" Austin and Alex both asked.
"She's staying with us. It's all good." Vic said. They both nodded and went back to their food.
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"Oh my God, I'm so fucking full." I mumbled and wrapped my arms around my stomach. They all laughed and nodded.
"Adeline?" Jack asked. I looked over at him. "Can I talk to you outside?" I shrugged.
"Sure why not." I said and nudged Tony. He furrowed his eyebrows at Jack before hesitantly sliding out. What the hell was his problem? I brushed it off and Jack smiled and held his elbow out. I smiled shyly and hooked my arm in his, both of us walking out to the parking lot and sitting on the little antique bench.
"So you needed to talk?"
"Actually, yeah. Um, you don't need to talk about it or anything, but I saw your cuts. We all kinda did.." He whispered. My heart stopped and I felt myself start to shake. He looked up at me through squinted eyes from the light, but they got wide when he saw just how bad my anxiety was getting. He sighed and stood up, grabbing my hands and pulling me up and into a hug.
"I-I didn't mean to hurt you, or make you cry. I'm sorry. I just.. I wanted you to know that I'm here for you okay?" I nodded and pulled away.
"Thank you Jack."
"No problem." He said and gave me a smile.
"Let's head back inside, the guys gotta be done by now." I nodded. I took a step forward and tripped on a crack in the cement. I fell into him, accidentally making our lips brush. He place his hands on my hips to balance me before quickly letting go and rubbing the back of his neck. I blushed a deep red, realizing just how fucking stupid and clumsy I was.
"S-Sorry." We both studdered. We shared an awkward laugh before turning around to be met with a very hurt looking Tony.
"What the fuck was that?!"
"N-NO TONY! I CAN EXPLAIN!"
"I don't want to hear it. You can stay on their fucking bus. You're nothing but a slut." He spat. I felt my heart break and all of the oxygen leave my body.
"Dude! She fucking tripped, watch what the fuck you say to her."
"I didn't ask for what the fuck you had to say. Addie, just stay away from me."
"Tony! It was a mistake! You promised you would never leave!" He looked at the ground and I saw a tear drip down his face and dampen the concrete.
"You promised you wouldn't hurt me, look where the fuck we are now. I'm serious, don't come near our bus." He said and ran off.
I told him everything, I got attached, and now he's gone. I knew he would leave.
I put my head in my hands and cried.
"ADDIE!" I heard Vic scream. He ran up and wrapped me in a hug, but I pushed him away, heading back to MY bus. I prayed that Dave was passed out somewhere, or just out of the bus in general.
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I quietly walked in and heard some sniffles coming from the bathroom. My heart began to race as I knew he was in the bus. I ran to the bunks and threw everything in my suitcase. I wasn't sure where I was going, but I knew that I couldn't stay here.
I quickly zipped up my suitcase and hovered it over the ground, careful not to make any noise with the wheels or anything. I made it to the kitchen before the bathroom door clicked open.
"HEY!" He screamed. I looked at him and saw him wipe his nose and sniffle. He looked high again and I knew that it was Coke by the way his hands focused on his face and nose. I booked it to the door, but he grabbed my hair and I screamed in pain as he yanked me back in front of him. I felt his fist collide with my face and I fell to the ground, immediately seeing black spots behind my eyes. My vision was hazy and it seemed like I had started to drift in and out of consciousness, but I scooted away from him, only making him get closer to me and snicker.
"You scared little bitch? Huh?" He spat and slapped me. My eyes weighed a thousand pounds, feeling like I was on the verge of a total black out, but I couldn't. I can't let him...rape me.
"ANSWER ME!" He screamed and delivered another slap. The last thing I remember was my head being thrown against the wooden bus floor before everything went black.
Notes
So I believe it was @Pierce the Vag that wanted Jack in this chapter, so I decided to work with it and create some drama.Any predictions?!
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10/14/13