The Thing I Think I Love, Will Surely Bring Me Pain.
Chapter 16.
TONY~
I walked into the bus and slammed the door behind me. How the fuck could she do that? I know she's not mine or anything, but I thought the feelings were mutual between us. I sat on the couch and put my head in my hands.
As pissed as I wanted to be, I was only hurt. And you want to know what sucks? Is that I still love her. I'm just going to end up crawling back and getting my heart stomped on again.
"Hey dude. You good?" I heard Jaime ask.
"Isn't it obvious? I'm fucking ecstatic." I said sarcastically.
"Damn, he's in a pissy mood this morning."
"Mike shut up okay?"
"ADELINE!" Vic and Jack screamed as they ran on the bus.
"WHERE IS SHE!" They screamed at me.
"I-I don't know. I thought she was with you.." I said shakily. Shit where is she? Is she okay? Questions raced through my mind as the feeling of panic washed over me.
"No. She ran off after you did. We thought she was coming to talk to you." Jack said. We all thought for a second before I gasped and looked at them.
"Shit.. What if Dave has her?!" our faces dropped and Jack looked at me confused. Our eyes got wide and we booked it out to the medic bus.
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"ADDIE!" I screamed and jerked on the door. Of course it was locked. I heard someone groan and shuffle to the door. Dave opened the door a crack and stared at us coldly.
"The fuck do you want."
"Do you have Adeline?!" He smirked and looked behind him before shaking his head.
"Nope" He said and popped the 'p'.
"BULLSHIT!" Mike screamed and grabbed the door, throwing it open. We ran in to find Addie unconscious, covered in bruises with her shirt off. Oh God. I ran to her while the other guys ganged up on him. I carefully put her shirt back on and picked her up. Jack ran to us and grabbed her suitcase.
"GUYS LET'S GO!" I screamed. "Don't think we're not going to the police about this when we hit Georgia." I spat at him before we all ran back to the bus.
A million thoughts ran through my head. Did he rape her? What else could he have done? Is she going to be okay? Is it my fault? Of course it is.
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We all ran in and I placed her on the couch. We ran around the bus, grabbing ice, rubbing alcohol, anything we needed to clean her up a little.
"What did she mean by 'You promised you would never leave?' " Jack asked. All of the guys' eyebrows flew up, being as they didn't even know that we've kissed, much less been so close. I sighed and went to speak, but Jack took out his phone.
"Shit. I gotta go guys. We leave in 45. Keep me updated on her okay?" We all nodded and he kissed her forehead before running off.
"What DID you mean Tony? Is there something we don't know?" I bit my lip and looked down at her.
"She told me her past, and she was scared that I would run off. I-I promised her I wouldn't and I did. Fuck, I'm so stupid!"
"She told you what happened!! She's never told us! What the fuck? Tell us." Mike said. I shook my head.
"That's not my secret to tell. Just know that she's been through alot. When she's ready, I'm sure she'll tell you, just like she told me."
"That's bullshit! Does she not trust us!?"
"MIKE FOR FUCKS SAKE! Shut up! Let's just finish cleaning her up." Vic and Jaime sighed and nodded. I felt bad that they were disappointed because I knew and they didn't, but there's something about Add that connects us. I've never been so.. open with anybody before, and I don't think she has either.
And that's why I'm to blame.
I walked into the bus and slammed the door behind me. How the fuck could she do that? I know she's not mine or anything, but I thought the feelings were mutual between us. I sat on the couch and put my head in my hands.
As pissed as I wanted to be, I was only hurt. And you want to know what sucks? Is that I still love her. I'm just going to end up crawling back and getting my heart stomped on again.
"Hey dude. You good?" I heard Jaime ask.
"Isn't it obvious? I'm fucking ecstatic." I said sarcastically.
"Damn, he's in a pissy mood this morning."
"Mike shut up okay?"
"ADELINE!" Vic and Jack screamed as they ran on the bus.
"WHERE IS SHE!" They screamed at me.
"I-I don't know. I thought she was with you.." I said shakily. Shit where is she? Is she okay? Questions raced through my mind as the feeling of panic washed over me.
"No. She ran off after you did. We thought she was coming to talk to you." Jack said. We all thought for a second before I gasped and looked at them.
"Shit.. What if Dave has her?!" our faces dropped and Jack looked at me confused. Our eyes got wide and we booked it out to the medic bus.
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"ADDIE!" I screamed and jerked on the door. Of course it was locked. I heard someone groan and shuffle to the door. Dave opened the door a crack and stared at us coldly.
"The fuck do you want."
"Do you have Adeline?!" He smirked and looked behind him before shaking his head.
"Nope" He said and popped the 'p'.
"BULLSHIT!" Mike screamed and grabbed the door, throwing it open. We ran in to find Addie unconscious, covered in bruises with her shirt off. Oh God. I ran to her while the other guys ganged up on him. I carefully put her shirt back on and picked her up. Jack ran to us and grabbed her suitcase.
"GUYS LET'S GO!" I screamed. "Don't think we're not going to the police about this when we hit Georgia." I spat at him before we all ran back to the bus.
A million thoughts ran through my head. Did he rape her? What else could he have done? Is she going to be okay? Is it my fault? Of course it is.
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We all ran in and I placed her on the couch. We ran around the bus, grabbing ice, rubbing alcohol, anything we needed to clean her up a little.
"What did she mean by 'You promised you would never leave?' " Jack asked. All of the guys' eyebrows flew up, being as they didn't even know that we've kissed, much less been so close. I sighed and went to speak, but Jack took out his phone.
"Shit. I gotta go guys. We leave in 45. Keep me updated on her okay?" We all nodded and he kissed her forehead before running off.
"What DID you mean Tony? Is there something we don't know?" I bit my lip and looked down at her.
"She told me her past, and she was scared that I would run off. I-I promised her I wouldn't and I did. Fuck, I'm so stupid!"
"She told you what happened!! She's never told us! What the fuck? Tell us." Mike said. I shook my head.
"That's not my secret to tell. Just know that she's been through alot. When she's ready, I'm sure she'll tell you, just like she told me."
"That's bullshit! Does she not trust us!?"
"MIKE FOR FUCKS SAKE! Shut up! Let's just finish cleaning her up." Vic and Jaime sighed and nodded. I felt bad that they were disappointed because I knew and they didn't, but there's something about Add that connects us. I've never been so.. open with anybody before, and I don't think she has either.
And that's why I'm to blame.
Notes
Awh poor Tone and Addie. );More soon..
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10/14/13