I could Sing You A Song
You have no right
"Hey Addi wake up? Please?" I heard someone whisper.
"No get the fuck away!" I shouted forgetting where I was.
"What the hell is wrong?" I opened my eyes to see phil standing there adn I started laughing.
"I am so sorry I totally forgot I was on tour with you!" I giggled
"Are you always like this in the morning?" Aaron asked walking out from the bunk area
"Um no not really" I trailed
"well what makes you like that?" Aaron asked
"I would rather not talk about it" I said getting up an disappearing into the bathroom to get ready for the day. http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=100689051
3 HOURS LATER................
I texted my parents saying I was doing good and that I would call them later if I wasn't busy.
"Hey aren't you Tony Perry's daughter?" Some girl asked me walking up to the merch tent. I nodded my head.
"Huh what he do pawn you off because you are fat and ugly?" I started crying right on the spot.
"You have no right to talk to me like that" I stated while standing up
"Well I do have a right to state an obvious fact" She said this and I ran to the bus
I dug in my bag and found my good yet destructive friend. I took it out of the box that it was in and ran it across my wrists a few times before putting it back and cleaning up. I walked out to join the rest of the band and joined them.
"Hey Addi where have you been buttercup" Austin asked wrapping me in a hug.
"Oh...Uhm I went to take a nap I wasn't feeling well" I said and he seemed hesitant to believe me.
"Oh well we were just talking about going out for dinner after the show but if you don't feel like it I will stay in and take care of you while the rest of the guys go out I don't mind" I smiled and nodded even tho I didn't want him to stay and risk him finding out about earlier I didn't want him to seem suspicious.
"I would like that thank you"
"Anytime" He smiled. And somehow his smile made me feel worthless and guilty like I was letting not only him and the band down but my parents and Evan as well
"No get the fuck away!" I shouted forgetting where I was.
"What the hell is wrong?" I opened my eyes to see phil standing there adn I started laughing.
"I am so sorry I totally forgot I was on tour with you!" I giggled
"Are you always like this in the morning?" Aaron asked walking out from the bunk area
"Um no not really" I trailed
"well what makes you like that?" Aaron asked
"I would rather not talk about it" I said getting up an disappearing into the bathroom to get ready for the day. http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=100689051
3 HOURS LATER................
I texted my parents saying I was doing good and that I would call them later if I wasn't busy.
"Hey aren't you Tony Perry's daughter?" Some girl asked me walking up to the merch tent. I nodded my head.
"Huh what he do pawn you off because you are fat and ugly?" I started crying right on the spot.
"You have no right to talk to me like that" I stated while standing up
"Well I do have a right to state an obvious fact" She said this and I ran to the bus
I dug in my bag and found my good yet destructive friend. I took it out of the box that it was in and ran it across my wrists a few times before putting it back and cleaning up. I walked out to join the rest of the band and joined them.
"Hey Addi where have you been buttercup" Austin asked wrapping me in a hug.
"Oh...Uhm I went to take a nap I wasn't feeling well" I said and he seemed hesitant to believe me.
"Oh well we were just talking about going out for dinner after the show but if you don't feel like it I will stay in and take care of you while the rest of the guys go out I don't mind" I smiled and nodded even tho I didn't want him to stay and risk him finding out about earlier I didn't want him to seem suspicious.
"I would like that thank you"
"Anytime" He smiled. And somehow his smile made me feel worthless and guilty like I was letting not only him and the band down but my parents and Evan as well
Yeah I am not sure when but I will. I have been really busy lately sorry for the wait I will try to post sometime this weekend
8/31/13