Daughter of Kellin Quinn
Missing
*Tony’s POV*-2 days later-
Ok. There is definitely something wrong. I’ve been trying to call Copeland and she’s not answering her phone. I figured she’s busy dealing with school and shit but at least a text wouldn’t hurt. She didn’t even text me back two days ago when I asked her to come over again. We weren’t doing anything that day and we could’ve hung out or something. I’m worried for her. What if something happened? She never does this. She always texts me and calls me if we can’t see other for a day. This is abnormally different. I tried getting Kellin on the phone but when his phone would ring, he would hang up or not even answer. It would go straight to voicemail sometimes. I don’t know what’s going on. I wish someone would tell me.
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It was 3:21 pm. Her school ended at about 2:04. Maybe I should go pay her a visit since she refuses to answer her damn phone.
I feel skeptical. Did I do something to make her upset with me? I don’t remember anything bad happening the other day when she came over. Everything went great! What’s happening?
I went over to there house but the door was sealed shut and no one was home. I didn’t catch any cars pulling up in the drive way either.
What the hell is this? Is something going on that I don’t know about? I knocked on the door anyway. “Hello?” No answer. I proceeded to pound again. “Kellin?..…Kellin, you home?” Still no response. I left the house and showed up at Sleeping with Sirens’ bus.
I knocked on the bus door. “Hello? Guys?” The door cracked open and Justin stepped out.
“Hey bro, how’s it going? Come in! Wanna beer?”
“Ummm no thanks. I was actually looking for Kellin. Is he here?”
“Ooooo sorry buddy. Can’t help you there.”
Fuck. He wasn’t here. “Do you know where he is?”
“Yeah, he’s working today. Anthem Made is becoming really popular lately and everyone wants a piece of it. Katelynne is working with him too right now.”
Did he just say both of them are working? If they’re both working at Anthem Made Headquarters, then where was the hell was Copeland?! My heart began to beat faster. I just went to their house and the door was locked and no cars were there! Her school came out about 2 hours ago! So where was she?! “Are you positive they’re both working today?”
“Yeah man, why?”
Now my heart skipped a beat. I had no clue where Copeland was. I wonder if her parents know she’s not home. “Hold on a sec.” I turned around and promptly dialed Austin‘s number. Maybe her friend Alli knows where she is. She could be staying at her house and I’m going ballistic for nothing. “Austin?”
“Yeah Tony, what’s up?”
“Can you put your daughter on the phone please? It’s an emergency!”
“Uh yeah ok. Give me a minute.”
I stood there with panic on my face. My hands were sweaty and my cell phone barely held in my hand. My phone was slipping away but I managed to keep it near my ear.
“Tony? What‘s wrong? My dad said you were having an emergency.”
“Alli, is Copeland at ur house? She’s not at home. I went over to their house to see if she was home because she wasn’t answering her calls I was leaving her.”
“No, she’s not at my house. Sorry about that. But now that you mention it, she hasn’t been in school either. I didn’t see her during lunch or in any classes today. I was wondering if she was sick. She hasn’t texted me back either.”
Holy fucking shit. Now I’m terrified. None of us had contact with her nor did she return home. She’s gone. Where did she go? Why did she leave? Will she ever come home? All these questions that I have, and none of them answered. I hope I wasn’t a contribution to her disappearance. But I feel like in some way that this is my fault.
Alli hung up on me and then three minutes later, I got a call from Vic.
“Vic?”
“TONY! KELLINJUSTPAIDUSVISIT! THISISN’TAJOKE, IFYOUHAV-”
“Woah woah! Slow down little man! I don’t understand a thing you’re saying. Start over.”
“THIS ISN’T A GAME TONY! KELLIN JUST PAID US A VISIT! HE’S LOOKING FOR COPELAND SO IF SHE’S WITH YOU, FUCKING BRING HER HOME!”
“What? I don’t have Copeland with me! I’m actually looking for her!”
“Kellin went home and he didn’t see her there. He came to our house assuming she was here! But she’s not so we turned to you because you weren’t home! Please Tony, IF YOU HAVE HER, JUST BRING HER HOME TO HER PARENTS!”
“I SWEAR I DON’T HAVE HER! I JUST TOLD YOU THAT I’M LOOKING FOR HER AS WELL! I called up her friend Alli and she‘s not at her house either. She told me that she hasn’t been in school. I think she‘s missing.”
“Kellin is furious and he’s having spazzing attacks! We need to find her!” and with the click of a button, he hung up.
Something has to be done about this. Copeland is missing and I feel like it’s my fault. Something is always my fault. There was a lump in my throat and it didn’t feel good. My whole stomach dropped. There was a terrible feeling right in the pit of my tummy.
If I don’t find Copeland soon, her missing might be the death of me.
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-3 days later-
All of Pierce the Veil, Sleeping with Sirens and Of Mice and Men, plus Austin’s daughter, and everyone else we knew gathered together in search for Copeland. Kellin kept staring at me. It looked like he wanted to beat the living shit out of me. GEEZ! I don’t know where she is either so what the hell is he giving me the death stare for?
“So in order to find her,” Kellin started, “we need to split up and look around town. We’re going in pairs of twos.”
I immediately paired myself with Alli. Reason is because she’s the one that told me she wasn’t in school and also because she’s her best friend. I’m pretty sure Alli would know where to find her.
Vic was paired with Jaime. And Mike was paired with Kellin. Austin and Katelynne were together and so on.
I lied. I didn’t want to be paired with anyone but for now, I had to make it look like I was.
As soon as we started the search, I mentioned to Alli that I needed to look for Copeland on my own. I told her to sneak away from me and join a different group along the way. She nodded in agreement.
I felt the chunk start to rise from my throat. My heart is sinking fast. My hands became sweaty and my head was spinning. I miss her to death. I need to see her. I care for her so much! I wanna hold her and tell her what ever she’s going through can be fixed with help. I can save her! I know I can! I’ve been through anything and everything. She’s my best friend. She’s my life. If she’s dead, then I’m dead. She’s one of a kind and I’d give my soul just to know she’s alright. I feel like her non-existence for the past couple of days is sort of my fault. Please baby girl, if I did something to upset you, I’m so sorry! Copeland, come home, we love you.
*Jaime’s POV*
This is all my fault. I know it is. If it wasn’t for me telling Kellin that Copeland loved Tony, she would still be around. I wanted to violently punch myself in the face repeatedly when this was all over and we find her. But what if we don’t find her? What if she doesn’t show up at home? If we don’t find her, are we going to put out an Amber alert for a missing girl? Oh god, what if she’s dead?! Ok, stop that, think Jaime think. If I was Copeland, where would I go? Ugh, I don’t know where the fuck she would go! But I do know this, to cheer herself up, she would always come to me for a good laugh. Wow! That’s a joke now! She’s never coming to me for anything anymore. I really fucked up. Badly. This reallyis my fault. I’m sorry. If you’re out there, know this, Copeland, come home, we love you.
*Kellin’s POV*
GOD FUCKING DAMN IT! The only baby I have. My beautiful girl. Who spent a little over nine months in my fiance’s womb, and now she’s missing. I can’t believe it. I still remember the day I got to hold her in my arms. I was the happiest dad in the world! Bike rides, millions of toys, trips to the park, and cold, refreshing ice cream on a blazing, summer day. These memories almost made me want to dig a hole 1,000 miles wide and 1,000 miles deep.
This is all my fault. I yelled at her and told her that she’s gonna wish she wasn’t my daughter. And I said that she’ll never see the boys from Pierce the Veil again. I can’t take them away from her. She practically grew up with them. Vic even raised her at times when my boo and I were too busy to take care of her. She spent the whole summer with them one time when I was on tour in Europe. Jaime tickled her all the time and made her laugh till she cried. Mike taught her how to play the drums for a while but she quit because she mentioned she’d rather go into singing, like me. Ok, no really, it was because of Austin. His inspiring lyrics about his mom really showed her a different way of thinking about life. And Tony…he really knew how to fix everything. When she was feeling down, she would always run to him even when I wanted to help her. Copeland was never a sensitive person and if you gave her shit, she would push it back in your face and 10 times worse then you gave her. Tony was the one to help her out the most. They always went for walks and he took her out to the theater a couple of times. I think I understand why she would like him so much. He’s an amazing person but if you cross the line in liking my daughter, you cross the line with me.
But truth is, if I hadn’t’ve said that to her, or blew up the way I did, I would still get a chance to see her pretty face. I didn’t mean to freak out when she was telling her side of the story. What if she was right? What if Tony didn’t mean to fall on her? What if I didn’t yell at her and took the news calmly? If she likes Tony, I don’t mind but I don’t want her developing real feelings for him because he’s too old for her. I wish I could go back and change the way my attitude was. I can’t have my only child missing and it being my fault. I had to find her. If I didn’t find her soon, the name Copeland Quinn Bostwick will be lost. Forever. I’m so sorry sweet heart. Copeland, come home, we love you.
*Vic’s POV*
There are times in life when I want to break down and cry. And finding Copeland was one of them. I miss her so much. I shouldn’t’ve told Kellin what I saw between Cope and Tony. Being as dumb as I am, I pressed the green button when Kellin called me. If I just kept my big Mexican mouth shut, then Copeland would be here. She’d be smiling and having loads of fun. But no, she’s missing and we’re all going through hell, determined to look for her. Jaime told me he told Kellin only the main part of the story. Copeland liking Tony. But it was all me who gave the background information, the details, the examples.
I wish she could hear my thoughts. My thoughts were if she doesn’t come home soon or if we don’t find her or even if she doesn‘t leave us a message or a signal that she‘s safe, I will personally take my brother’s gun and fire away at myself, not looking back. I would take my life for her. She’s like my own child. I would fail on all my fans. But for this reason, I wouldn’t care. Copeland is my life. I practically gave her everything that Kellin and Katelynne couldn’t when they were busy. I was always there to change her diaper, feed her, and rock her to sleep. From the day she was born till about the age of 11, I was there. For her teenage years, I wasn’t as close to her anymore. Tony took over everything. And that’s probably the reason why she loves him so much. I wouldn’t blame her.
God, all I want to do is bring her home. Tell her how much we all miss her and care for her. I want to tell her there’s always hope. To keep looking up. To never give in and that help is always there for her. Tears formed in my eyes just thinking about all this. I’m sorry that I told on you gorgeous. Por favor, forgive me? Copeland, come home, we love you.
Ok. There is definitely something wrong. I’ve been trying to call Copeland and she’s not answering her phone. I figured she’s busy dealing with school and shit but at least a text wouldn’t hurt. She didn’t even text me back two days ago when I asked her to come over again. We weren’t doing anything that day and we could’ve hung out or something. I’m worried for her. What if something happened? She never does this. She always texts me and calls me if we can’t see other for a day. This is abnormally different. I tried getting Kellin on the phone but when his phone would ring, he would hang up or not even answer. It would go straight to voicemail sometimes. I don’t know what’s going on. I wish someone would tell me.
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It was 3:21 pm. Her school ended at about 2:04. Maybe I should go pay her a visit since she refuses to answer her damn phone.
I feel skeptical. Did I do something to make her upset with me? I don’t remember anything bad happening the other day when she came over. Everything went great! What’s happening?
I went over to there house but the door was sealed shut and no one was home. I didn’t catch any cars pulling up in the drive way either.
What the hell is this? Is something going on that I don’t know about? I knocked on the door anyway. “Hello?” No answer. I proceeded to pound again. “Kellin?..…Kellin, you home?” Still no response. I left the house and showed up at Sleeping with Sirens’ bus.
I knocked on the bus door. “Hello? Guys?” The door cracked open and Justin stepped out.
“Hey bro, how’s it going? Come in! Wanna beer?”
“Ummm no thanks. I was actually looking for Kellin. Is he here?”
“Ooooo sorry buddy. Can’t help you there.”
Fuck. He wasn’t here. “Do you know where he is?”
“Yeah, he’s working today. Anthem Made is becoming really popular lately and everyone wants a piece of it. Katelynne is working with him too right now.”
Did he just say both of them are working? If they’re both working at Anthem Made Headquarters, then where was the hell was Copeland?! My heart began to beat faster. I just went to their house and the door was locked and no cars were there! Her school came out about 2 hours ago! So where was she?! “Are you positive they’re both working today?”
“Yeah man, why?”
Now my heart skipped a beat. I had no clue where Copeland was. I wonder if her parents know she’s not home. “Hold on a sec.” I turned around and promptly dialed Austin‘s number. Maybe her friend Alli knows where she is. She could be staying at her house and I’m going ballistic for nothing. “Austin?”
“Yeah Tony, what’s up?”
“Can you put your daughter on the phone please? It’s an emergency!”
“Uh yeah ok. Give me a minute.”
I stood there with panic on my face. My hands were sweaty and my cell phone barely held in my hand. My phone was slipping away but I managed to keep it near my ear.
“Tony? What‘s wrong? My dad said you were having an emergency.”
“Alli, is Copeland at ur house? She’s not at home. I went over to their house to see if she was home because she wasn’t answering her calls I was leaving her.”
“No, she’s not at my house. Sorry about that. But now that you mention it, she hasn’t been in school either. I didn’t see her during lunch or in any classes today. I was wondering if she was sick. She hasn’t texted me back either.”
Holy fucking shit. Now I’m terrified. None of us had contact with her nor did she return home. She’s gone. Where did she go? Why did she leave? Will she ever come home? All these questions that I have, and none of them answered. I hope I wasn’t a contribution to her disappearance. But I feel like in some way that this is my fault.
Alli hung up on me and then three minutes later, I got a call from Vic.
“Vic?”
“TONY! KELLINJUSTPAIDUSVISIT! THISISN’TAJOKE, IFYOUHAV-”
“Woah woah! Slow down little man! I don’t understand a thing you’re saying. Start over.”
“THIS ISN’T A GAME TONY! KELLIN JUST PAID US A VISIT! HE’S LOOKING FOR COPELAND SO IF SHE’S WITH YOU, FUCKING BRING HER HOME!”
“What? I don’t have Copeland with me! I’m actually looking for her!”
“Kellin went home and he didn’t see her there. He came to our house assuming she was here! But she’s not so we turned to you because you weren’t home! Please Tony, IF YOU HAVE HER, JUST BRING HER HOME TO HER PARENTS!”
“I SWEAR I DON’T HAVE HER! I JUST TOLD YOU THAT I’M LOOKING FOR HER AS WELL! I called up her friend Alli and she‘s not at her house either. She told me that she hasn’t been in school. I think she‘s missing.”
“Kellin is furious and he’s having spazzing attacks! We need to find her!” and with the click of a button, he hung up.
Something has to be done about this. Copeland is missing and I feel like it’s my fault. Something is always my fault. There was a lump in my throat and it didn’t feel good. My whole stomach dropped. There was a terrible feeling right in the pit of my tummy.
If I don’t find Copeland soon, her missing might be the death of me.
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-3 days later-
All of Pierce the Veil, Sleeping with Sirens and Of Mice and Men, plus Austin’s daughter, and everyone else we knew gathered together in search for Copeland. Kellin kept staring at me. It looked like he wanted to beat the living shit out of me. GEEZ! I don’t know where she is either so what the hell is he giving me the death stare for?
“So in order to find her,” Kellin started, “we need to split up and look around town. We’re going in pairs of twos.”
I immediately paired myself with Alli. Reason is because she’s the one that told me she wasn’t in school and also because she’s her best friend. I’m pretty sure Alli would know where to find her.
Vic was paired with Jaime. And Mike was paired with Kellin. Austin and Katelynne were together and so on.
I lied. I didn’t want to be paired with anyone but for now, I had to make it look like I was.
As soon as we started the search, I mentioned to Alli that I needed to look for Copeland on my own. I told her to sneak away from me and join a different group along the way. She nodded in agreement.
I felt the chunk start to rise from my throat. My heart is sinking fast. My hands became sweaty and my head was spinning. I miss her to death. I need to see her. I care for her so much! I wanna hold her and tell her what ever she’s going through can be fixed with help. I can save her! I know I can! I’ve been through anything and everything. She’s my best friend. She’s my life. If she’s dead, then I’m dead. She’s one of a kind and I’d give my soul just to know she’s alright. I feel like her non-existence for the past couple of days is sort of my fault. Please baby girl, if I did something to upset you, I’m so sorry! Copeland, come home, we love you.
*Jaime’s POV*
This is all my fault. I know it is. If it wasn’t for me telling Kellin that Copeland loved Tony, she would still be around. I wanted to violently punch myself in the face repeatedly when this was all over and we find her. But what if we don’t find her? What if she doesn’t show up at home? If we don’t find her, are we going to put out an Amber alert for a missing girl? Oh god, what if she’s dead?! Ok, stop that, think Jaime think. If I was Copeland, where would I go? Ugh, I don’t know where the fuck she would go! But I do know this, to cheer herself up, she would always come to me for a good laugh. Wow! That’s a joke now! She’s never coming to me for anything anymore. I really fucked up. Badly. This reallyis my fault. I’m sorry. If you’re out there, know this, Copeland, come home, we love you.
*Kellin’s POV*
GOD FUCKING DAMN IT! The only baby I have. My beautiful girl. Who spent a little over nine months in my fiance’s womb, and now she’s missing. I can’t believe it. I still remember the day I got to hold her in my arms. I was the happiest dad in the world! Bike rides, millions of toys, trips to the park, and cold, refreshing ice cream on a blazing, summer day. These memories almost made me want to dig a hole 1,000 miles wide and 1,000 miles deep.
This is all my fault. I yelled at her and told her that she’s gonna wish she wasn’t my daughter. And I said that she’ll never see the boys from Pierce the Veil again. I can’t take them away from her. She practically grew up with them. Vic even raised her at times when my boo and I were too busy to take care of her. She spent the whole summer with them one time when I was on tour in Europe. Jaime tickled her all the time and made her laugh till she cried. Mike taught her how to play the drums for a while but she quit because she mentioned she’d rather go into singing, like me. Ok, no really, it was because of Austin. His inspiring lyrics about his mom really showed her a different way of thinking about life. And Tony…he really knew how to fix everything. When she was feeling down, she would always run to him even when I wanted to help her. Copeland was never a sensitive person and if you gave her shit, she would push it back in your face and 10 times worse then you gave her. Tony was the one to help her out the most. They always went for walks and he took her out to the theater a couple of times. I think I understand why she would like him so much. He’s an amazing person but if you cross the line in liking my daughter, you cross the line with me.
But truth is, if I hadn’t’ve said that to her, or blew up the way I did, I would still get a chance to see her pretty face. I didn’t mean to freak out when she was telling her side of the story. What if she was right? What if Tony didn’t mean to fall on her? What if I didn’t yell at her and took the news calmly? If she likes Tony, I don’t mind but I don’t want her developing real feelings for him because he’s too old for her. I wish I could go back and change the way my attitude was. I can’t have my only child missing and it being my fault. I had to find her. If I didn’t find her soon, the name Copeland Quinn Bostwick will be lost. Forever. I’m so sorry sweet heart. Copeland, come home, we love you.
*Vic’s POV*
There are times in life when I want to break down and cry. And finding Copeland was one of them. I miss her so much. I shouldn’t’ve told Kellin what I saw between Cope and Tony. Being as dumb as I am, I pressed the green button when Kellin called me. If I just kept my big Mexican mouth shut, then Copeland would be here. She’d be smiling and having loads of fun. But no, she’s missing and we’re all going through hell, determined to look for her. Jaime told me he told Kellin only the main part of the story. Copeland liking Tony. But it was all me who gave the background information, the details, the examples.
I wish she could hear my thoughts. My thoughts were if she doesn’t come home soon or if we don’t find her or even if she doesn‘t leave us a message or a signal that she‘s safe, I will personally take my brother’s gun and fire away at myself, not looking back. I would take my life for her. She’s like my own child. I would fail on all my fans. But for this reason, I wouldn’t care. Copeland is my life. I practically gave her everything that Kellin and Katelynne couldn’t when they were busy. I was always there to change her diaper, feed her, and rock her to sleep. From the day she was born till about the age of 11, I was there. For her teenage years, I wasn’t as close to her anymore. Tony took over everything. And that’s probably the reason why she loves him so much. I wouldn’t blame her.
God, all I want to do is bring her home. Tell her how much we all miss her and care for her. I want to tell her there’s always hope. To keep looking up. To never give in and that help is always there for her. Tears formed in my eyes just thinking about all this. I’m sorry that I told on you gorgeous. Por favor, forgive me? Copeland, come home, we love you.
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