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Wake me up and let me know you're alive

Oh would you say you had a part of it?

Chloeys POV
"Hey Tony do you wanna sit in the back with Chloey?" Jaime asked him. "No." Tony said in reply. Mike got in the drivers seat and Tony got in the passenger seat. Vic and Jaime sat on the door sides while I sat in the middle. Tony didn't want to sit next to me. Is he mad at me? But why would he be.. I looked up and saw Tony giving me a mean look through the rear view mirror. Yea hes mad at me. I want to know why. What did I do. Oh Chloey your such a fucking idiot you always ruin everything. Just think if you were never born things like this wouldn't have happened. I wanted to cry so badly. I tried to fight it off but tears started to roll down my cheeks. I wanted to get out of the car so bad and just walk. "Mike, can you pull over.. I need um air.." I said. So Mike pulled over and Vic got out of the car so I could get out. I got out of the car and stood there for a minute and turned around and started walking. I wanted to die so bad. I lost my mom, my stepdad would probably send some one to kill me or torture me cause he is so very fond of torture.. I just wanted to find traffic and get hit by a car. It was the closest thing around. "Where is she going?" Mike said to Vic. "I don't know." Tony got out of the car and ran after me. I noticed he was coming. God i'm such a fucking idiot. Now i'm making it look like I want to get chased. I stopped and turned around. "Tony.. can you stop following me. I really want to be alone right now.Please.?" I said wiping the tears off my face. Tony stopped walking towards me. He looked kinda pissed off again. He soon turned around and started walking faster to the car. I could tell by his body language he was pissed off. I could hear him get in the car slamming the door. I started walking slower the tears were blinding my sight. I was walking straight no noticing that there was a car coming. "CHLOEY LOOK OUT!!" Soon the tears found the way out of my eye sight. And all I could see was Vic chasing after me. I wanted to get hit by that car so bad. But I didn't want them to be scared for life.. If they even cared. I bet they wouldn't I started to step back just to see what the chances were getting hit by a car. I tripped over a bump in the road. I tried to get up deciding that I wasn't ready to die I needed to know why he killed my mom. And then I would be okay leaving. I need to see my mom at least one last time. Or for the rest of eternity. She means so much to me. I need here again. The car immediately stopped. The car was so close to rolling over my foot. The guy in the car got out. I swore he was going to hit me. He started to yell at me. I looked up and saw Vic running towards me. "ARE YOU FUCKING CRAZY? YOU FUCKING DUMB ASS WHORE WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO GET YOUR SELF KILLED?." The guy said. I looked up and noticed that it was some one from Casey's group. "Don't act like you don't understand me! And don't fucking ignore me while i'm talking to you you suicidal emo bitch!" The last few tears escaped my eyes. I stood up, wiping the tears away with the sleeve of my jacket. Something came over me. Something not normal. A huge wave of strength and bravery came through me. "Maybe I am." I said going up to the guy. I balled up my fists. I got in his face, "Call me a name one more FUCKING time and see what happens." Vic grabbed my arm. I pulled out of his grip. "Chloey, Calm down!" Vic said. I ignored him. I saw Mike, Tony, and Jaime out of the corner of my eye and saw them walking towards us. I got closer to the guys face. "Get back in your fucking car and turn the fuck around before I shove your keys down your throat!" I said as the guy backed up and got back in his car pulling away from us. Vic pulled me so I was facing him. "Chloey? What the fuck?!?" I could feel my face was heated up because I was pissed off. "I don't know Vic. I don't really remember what happened I pretty much blacked out." Tony and them finally came up to us. "What happened?" Jaime said. "What were you doing Chloey?" he asked. "Nothing." I said adjusting my jacket. Tony gave me one more look shook his head like he was disgusted in me and he turned around again and walked away. I sighed and ran towards Tony. "Tony, whats wrong why are you acting like this?" Tony turned around and looked at me. "No Chloey the real question is Why are you acting like this?" He turned around again. I didn't really know what to say. God here I go again feeling like shit. I fell to the ground and cried.

Tony's POV
I thought about what I said to Chloey. I felt like such a dick. I wanted to go back to her but I felt like she wouldn't want to talk to me after what I acted like or what I said. I turned around to look at her. She looked so sad. I wonder how many tears she cried today. Her eyes must hurt. Now I felt even more than a dick. I started to walk towards her but then I remembered when I chased her she told me to go away. Maybe I should listen to her. But look what happened she tried to kill her self. Maybe I should go check on her. I walked up to her and reached out my hand. "Need some help up..?" She reached up and grabbed my hand and got up. I quickly pulled her into a hug and whispered to her. "I'm sorry Chloey, I feel like such a prick 'cause of saying what I said, or acting this way. I know what its like to feel down like you are right now.. And I know its no fun.. At all." She lifted up her head and looked at me. "Tony, why were you so angry?" "Because, It just killed me seeing you hurt your self like that. I know what its like to cut. I've done it and sometimes I still do it. I also was angry because you tired to kill yourself. Vic rode in the ambulance with you because I get depressed when I am in the back or even so close to one. My father died a while ago. And he mean't so much to me.." My eyes started tearing up. "Chloey I know It's the first day we met. But so much has happened it feel like I've known you over a life time. And when I saw what happened something took over my body I couldn't move, speak, and it felt like I couldn't breathe. I don't want to see you hurt your self like that again. Okay?" She looked at me. "Please promise me you wont touch the razor or blade or what ever again, Throw it away for me. We can stop together.."

Chloey's POV
I'm never good at promises, I'll break them anyways. I couldn't say no to him so I lied knowing I would break my promise sooner or later. "I promise..." I said. "Good.. Now lets get back in the car and find out what happened." Tony said and he smiled letting go of me. He waved for Vic and them to come over here so we could go to the police station for sure this time. "Dude Chloey are you okay?" Jaime said to me. "Yea I'm fine.." We walked to the car and we all got in. On the way there Vic was writing some lyrics in a book. Which was probably his writing book. I didn't know he wrote the songs, cool maybe I can share some of my lyrics with him. I doubt he will like it though. We finally got to the police station. We got out of the car and headed into the place. I walked up to the front desk not really knowing what to say. "Hi, My name is Chloey Hunter." The lady at the desk looked at me for a good minute. "What did you say your name was?" "Chloey Hunter." I repeated myself. "Let me go get officer Stanley." She walked out and a guy walked out of the front towards us. "Hello, my name is Officer Stanley, Your Chloey Hunter I hear." "Yea.. That's me." "Do all these people really need to be here?" Officer Stanley asked. Tony inched closer to me and our hands were touching. "Yes." I said. "These are my friends. There here to support me, they all knew my mother and they are sad about what happened. And we all would like to know what the fuck happened to her. How did she die?" "Follow me." So we did as the officer said. He took us in to this room so we had more privacy to talk. "Okay, So today at 11:37 today your mother passed away, Anthony Harren stabbed her and she bled to death. He stabbed her a lot.. All over her body. He left here there to die, Your neighbors heard her screaming and called 911. We got there in time, we had her in surgery for a while, she was okay for a few so we had her call you so she could say good bye and stuff. But then things went from good to bad.. Soon she passed away." A tear formed in my eye, Then that one tear turned in to another and then another and so on. I looked over and I saw Vic, Tony , Mike and Jaime's eyes filled with tears. It was sad. Tony put his hand on my back and rubbed it. "Now, your step fath.." "Don't call him that. He is not that." I said cutting him off. "Anthony has police reports about having people stalk people. You might want to live with some one. We will be sure to keep our eyes out for you. We will have you on 24 surveillance. Not in the house but on the streets. We will make sure you get home okay and everything. But if things get any worse than that then we will talk about that then. But for now lets get you home. You look a little.. Fucked up." The officer chuckled and caused me to sort of smile. The officer was cool. "Wait out in the room where you guys came in from and we will send a couple officers out there." We all shook our heads and waited out side. "Chloey I would let you come live with me but my mom would freak." Tony said to me. "Its.. its okay i'll figure out something." I said. "You can come stay with us. We live alone Mama and Papa don't live with us." Vic said. "Vic you don.." "Yes we have to, Tony is our friend and your our friend and they said you need to be in a different house. Is that fine with you Tony?" "Yea, thanks man." Tony said. I was just staring at them both.. I smiled hugging Tony first. "Thank you Tony." Then I hugged Vic. "Thank you Vic." "Hey we don't get hugs?" Mike said. "Haha yea." I went over to mike and hugged him and then I hugged Jaime. "Thank you guys." I smiled. A couple officers came out and asked if we were ready. "Yea I guess, I just need to stop at home and get some of my shit that I need." "Okay." One officer said. We left and got in the car and the cops followed us. We stopped at my house. Tony followed me in to see if I kept his promise. The cops waited for us in the living room. I grabbed my other back pack and filled it up with clothes, I grabbed my laptop case, I got a big throw over bad to put clothes and shoes and shit that I needed for every day purpose. Tony wasn't looking when I grabbed my razor blades that I kept by my bed. I grabbed a couple more things and then we were ready to go to Vic's house. The cops made sure we got in okay and then they parked down the street like Officer Stanley said they would. We got in the house and Vic went to his room for a minute. I put my stuff down on the floor next to the couch. Vic came out and said smiling "You can take my room Chloey." "No i'll be fine on the couch." I smiled back. "But I insist." "Haha Vic its fine, your already letting me invade your guys privacy so I will be fine to sleep on the couch." Vic smiled at me. "Well if you ever want to trade I will always be happy to." I smiled. I never had friends like this. And I'm glad I do, For once.. I don't think i'll be cutting my self tonight.

Notes

This chapter is probably the longest. I put a lot of thought in this one :) I hope you guys are as addicted as reading this as addicted as I am writing this <3 hope you guys like this chapter :)

Comments

@kissing_razors
Thanks :)
I've listened to the song but some how never seen the music video

It's from the Yeah boy & doll face music video

@Hold.On.Till.May.

It's from the Yeah boy & doll face music video

@Hold.On.Till.May.

where did you get the back ground picture for this ? I keep seeing it and I dont know where its from

Fault in our stars reference in chapter 4

Iluvptv Iluvptv
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