Wake me up and let me know you're alive

I woke up early in the morning on the floor. My back hurt. I stood up and walked to the bathroom. It was only 6:00 AM. How the hell did I get up this early? I asked my self. I went back to the living room and looked to see who all was in there. I saw Jaime on the couch, Mike on the recliner and Vic on the other couch, But Tony wasn't there. I remembered I used to sit on a porch swing at this house only if it was true.. I decided to look and there it was, A fuckin' porch swing just like in the dream. I sat down and took a deep breath, still stressing over how, and what I will tell Tony.. I didn't know how to start. I heard the sliding door open, and I looked over, It was Tony. I was nervous.. I need to tell him. "good morning." He said quietly closing the door. "yeah you too." I slightly smiled. "So whats up?" He asked. "Nothing.." I said looking down staying quiet for a second. "Tony there is something I've been meaning to tell you.." "Yeah? What is it?" "Well, I don't.. I don't know how to start." I paused. "I don't want to hurt you.. I love you Tony.. But Vic asked me out..and since I love both of you I can't choose. I said yes to Vic I didn't want to hurt him, but I didn't want to hurt you either. I just had to say yes. I don't want to lose you. Or Vic or anyone. I can't do this alone. I need you all in my life. Please don't get mad.. I just want you to know exactly what happened last night. But Tony I love you.." "You did what?" He said questioning me. "I said yes Tony. I said yes to Vic.." "But you pretty much said yes to me.. You said we would keep it a secret... You lied to me.." "Tony! No I didn't lie to you!" I said standing up. "You lied to me!" Tony said standing up. "Tony I didn't lie to you.. I just can't do this then.. I mean if you guys both love me and I love you both then how are we going to fucking do this?!" "I don't fucking know okay Clo! Its your choice to pick who you love." "I don't know though." "How do you not fucking know?!? If you truly loved any of us you would know. Deep down in your fucking heart you know who you love. I will wait till the end of eternity until I get to be with you. I love you and you have no fucking idea how much! But if you ever fucking loved any of us then you would know and you wouldn't be afraid to say that you love him more or what ever." I took a deep breath. "Fuck you Tony!" He turned around to walk away. I thought for a second not realizing what I said. "No wait.." I said and he turned back to facing me. "Maybe I do know the answer.... Remember the time where we used to sit on this porch swing and talk.. Remember the first day you came and we met.." "Yeah but that was all a dream." "So fucking what?! Doesn't that mean anything to you?! We all have come this far. Having the same dream, Remembering the same things.." I said looking down. "But you never had the dream you just wanted to fucking live it. After Vic told you you acted like you had the dream too all of you guys besides Vic.. I don't know what to do Tony!" I said looking down He lifted my chin up and looked in my eyes. "Maybe this is meant to be.. You and Vic. But I love you Chloey I have to do this." He said and kissed me. I kissed him back. I enjoyed it. I didn't hear the door open but all I heard was Vic "WHAT THE FUCK?!" He said pissed off. Tony and I stopped kissing. "HOW COULD YOU FUCKING DO THIS TO ME?" He said coming up to Tony and pushing him down on the ground. "STOP!" I yelled grabbing Vic's arm to pull him up but he tried to fight back and yeah of course he was much stronger than I ever will be. "Vic..Stop! If you want to hurt someone then fucking hurt me because you know what. I asked him to kiss me." "Why would you do that? You said you loved me! You said you would go out with me! You were supposed to be kissing ME! NOT HIM!" "You want to know why?! Let go of Tony and you better fucking listen, because I will tell you why." I said. He got up from pinning Tony to the ground and stood in front of me. "I love both of you and I couldn't choose. How am I supposed to live with this going on?! How am I supposed to share feelings with both of you if I love you both and you love me.. I can't choose between you and I don't know what to do!" "Well Chloey if you can't choose then I will. Be with Tony, because if you can't handle this then I can't too!" He said

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