Wake me up and let me know you're alive

"No Vic wait!!" I cried. "What is there to wait for? Just for me to get my heart broken. Chloey my heart has been ripped out, used and put back in. A used heart is no good. So if I'm not good enough for you just let me know right here and right now! I can't deal with this. Tony was my best friend and so were you. And knowing that you said yes that you would go out with me but then turned your back and kissed him.. My hearts been used again. So tell me right now.. Who do you really love?" Vic said. I looked down at looked at Tony.. "Can you give us a minute please?" I asked him kindly. He nodded his head and went in the house. I took a deep breath and thought. I always felt different when I was around Vic. I felt happy, different... loved... "Vic.. I love you." I said looking in his eyes. Vic looked in my eyes back and squinted his a little. "Why should I believe you?" He questioned. I stepped forward and kissed him. "Do you believe me now?" I asked. "Its just a kiss. I mean you kissed Tony.." "GOD DAMMIT VIC! Can't we just fucking make up? I can't live like this any fucking more!" I said running to the house to the street. Finding my self in the street looking at the head lights of this oncoming car. "CHOLEY!!" Vic yelled running closer but he came too late. Then it hit me.. I snapped out of it. It was all a dream. I looked around and they were all there sleeping besides Tony.. I looked around the house for him. I then bumped into him. "Can we talk..? Please?" I asked. "Mhm." He said. We walked out side in the front yard. "Tony I have to talk to you.. I need to tell you, I can't be in love with you.. I love Vic." I told him. "I- I understand.." He said. "I'm sorry." "No.. Yeah.. Maybe you are right. Maybe this wasn't meant to be.. Maybe were just supposed to be friends.." "I love you Tony but I love Vic more as in a relationship thing. I love you as a best fucking friend." I said. "I understand Chloey. I love you. I will always fucking love you. I will always be here for you. I love you Chlo." He said and got up and went back in the house. I'm glad that was only just a dream. I went back in the house and grabbed my keys I decided to go home and get some clothes and take a shower and say hi to my mom and then go to school. I texted Vic "Hey I'm leaving I am going to my moms to change and get ready for school. Love you." He replied 2 minutes after "Okay darling be safe. Love you too." I smiled and turned on my music. I plugged my phone into the cord to play it off the stereo. I played Motionless In Whit Immaculate Misconception really fucking loud and drove to moms house. I finally got there. I got out of the car and looked for my house key on my key chain. I opened the door. I looked down as I pushed the door open. I saw A puddle of blood on the floor and bloody hand prints dragging on the wall. I didn't know what to think. I walked closer following the hand prints and the blood puddles. Then I found my mom. Brutally murdered. I kept quiet. I didn't want to scream. I didn't know if anyone was in the house. I ran as fast as I could and ran out of the house. I got in my car, locked the doors and put my seat belt on just in case there was someone. I turned the car on also. I called 911 and told them they were on their way. I was crying. I wish this dream didn't come to life. It's all my fault Ive been dreaming. I should have just ended it while I could. Maybe suicide would have been my way out. At least mom would still be here. I called Vic and told him what happened. I couldn't fucking believe any of this. Maybe the whole dream is coming to life. "Why is this happening to me? Why?!?" I asked my self. Vic and them drove up and the ambulance and cops got there. Vic ran out of the car and so did I. I collapsed in his arms crying. "Shhh.. Remember everything is gonna be okay, I love you." He said holding me. The cops were inside and the paramedics wheeled my mom out on the stretcher and put her in the back of the ambulance. I went in the back with her while Vic and them followed it. They put an oxygen mask on her. She was loosing so much blood. We got to the hospital and they rushed her in. I got out of the ambulance after they got her out. I went to the waiting room and Vic and them met me there. I was quiet. I couldn't speak. I was just so, so confused.. I am always confused. Who did this to her? Anthony was in jail and I don't know anyone else.. Maybe he had people coming after her or something. I didn't get a voice mail or anything. I didn't know what to do.. The doctors came out and asked for me. I went up to the doctor and he told me she passed away due to the lack of blood, I needed to go to the police station to be questioned. I went out side and then the band followed me. "I need to go to the police station.. The police told me that I needed to come by for some questioning since I was there. I bet they think I did it just cause I was there." They shook their head and drove me there. Vic sat next to me with his arm around me. I went in the office. "I am here to be questioned for something I didn't do. "

Notes

Okay whelp I feel like this storys gone to shit ^.^ c: hope you guys like it at least. Sorry I haven't been writing lately. So much shit has been going on :( I love you guys let me know what you think.



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