Vic's POV

Well it's been a whole month since we've lost Chloey, And honestly, I cant find a way to live with my self still. I feel so alone, Maybe this is why shes gone, so I know how it feels to be like her, She said she always feels so alone, She always feels sick, She trys to push people away, She puts on a fake smile everyday to make sure her friends think shes happy so they wouldn't have to worry if they did, I feel exactly how she did.... The band and I have stopped for a while due to the fact Chloey is gone and it affects worse than ever. But we are planning to get back together because with out the band we are nothing and I want to be with them forever cause they are my family and I can't lose anymore family. I thought for a second about what I said about being in Chloey's shoes. "Well Tony has been looking pretty bad lately also, that's one of the whole reason why we stopped the band, But since I feel like shit and I feel like I'm living in Chloey's shoes, That is probably how Tony feels also. I can't let him be alone, I want to be there for him. I went to Tony's room. I knocked, He let me in he didn't care. "Hey, what's up?" "Nothing Just thinking.." He said. "Well, I just had to come tell you.." "Tell me what?" "Well, I know how you're feeling, I know how Chloey feels..." "You never knew how Chloey felt, You never knew how she fucking felt." Tony snapped. I didn't reply. I sat there in silence, Not knowing how to reply, I knew if I snapped back at him, I'd probably make him feel worse. "Sorry.." Tony said. I looked up at him. "I'm sorry that I snapped at you, It's just that you don't know how she feels, You weren't there for her as much as I was, And that's not your fault so don't go off beating your self up for that. She didn't want you to get to close and then leave. She said she saw something in you that triggered her mind to think you would do that. And she even told me she felt like I was going to leave her. She woke up in the morning and when she walked in she had to take duct tape and towels to cover the mirrors because she was disgusted with her self.. She couldn't stand to look at her self. She hated the way she looked. I don't see why she did. She told me before she killed her self that she was getting worse, I tried to help but she just couldn't make it...." Tony said. "Why didn't you ever fucking tell me anything?! She was my fucking girl friend, my soon to be wife, But no! You never told me!" "I know okay?! It's my fault okay so just let me deal with it okay its my fucking fault!" "Yea damn fucking sure its your fault, You should have fucking told me! I could have saved her!" I yelled. "If I couldn't save her you couldn't save her." Tony said getting up pushing past me slamming the front door. He left.. Fuck what do I do now.


Tony's POV
I'm surprised Vic didn't kick me out.. I feel bad now. What do I do? I can't go back there right now. I never fought badly with Vic, Now its making me feel more like shit. Hopefully I didn't fuck up my best friend relationship with him. Maybe I can hang out with Mike for a few, He was home maybe he can just meet me at the park or something. I called, "Hey can you hang out for a few?" "Yeah dude where are you?" "Meet me at the park okay?" "Sure see ya in a bit bro." He said we hung up and I went to the park. I sat on the swings and waited for him. "Hey what's up? Why aren't you at home?" He said. "Well me and Vic kind of fought." "Oh shit what happened?" He asked, so I told him the story. "Damn that's some crazy shit." He said. "Yea I guess." "Well you know he can forgive you, You're like our brother and we can't get rid of you dude, We love you, so just cause you guys fought there is always time to make up." Mike said. "Thanks dude." I gave him a "bro" hug and we left and talked about how glad he is about him getting rid of his ex for good. He hated saying her name it made him get the chills he disliked her so much. We got home and I went to Vic's room. He let me in. "I just wanted to say I'm sorry." Vic said first. "I am sorry too. I'm sorry for starting it." "I'm sorry for starting it also." I hugged him and then I felt a little better and relieved that I didn't lose Vic.. We hung out with Mike until 1:00 AM. I passed out on the couch and Vic fell asleep in the recliner and Mike was up all night like it always.

Notes

Sorry it's short, I think this is going to be the end
No this mustn't be the end lol been listening to too much ghost town >.< Anyways let me know what you guys think ! thanks for reading <3

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