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Wake me up and let me know you're alive

Och här är jag vilse, på 10th avenue Ser genom fönstret, du är lycklig nu (And here I am lost, on 10th avenue Looking through the window, you're happy now)

Vic's POV

Tony finished speaking. "Shit its my turn now." I said to my self. I walked up to the stand to say my words. "Chloey, You weren't just a friend, Or a best friend, A room mate, No you were more than that, You were my girl friend, You were my life." I paused. "That night you took your life, Truly I couldn't handle my self. I kept on saying this is a dream this is a night mare!, But no it wasn't a nightmare nor a dream, It was real life. I know that is a part of your poem but its true, Every poem and song you have written that you gave to me or Tony or the family, Has true meaning. Chloey, you didn't deserve to be hurt in so many ways, I'm glad you're at peace now, I forgive you and I miss you every single day. I would like to sing you a couple of songs. First song, Oh darling."
I said as I grabbed my guitar. My speech was longer, but It was to hard to say while I was choking upon my words.
"Oh! Darling, please believe me
I'll never do you no harm
Believe me when I tell you
I'll never do you no harm

Oh! Darling, if you leave me
I'll never make it alone
Believe me when I thank you, ooo
Don't ever leave me alone

When you told me
You didn't need me anymore
Well you know I nearly broke down and cried
When you told me
You didn't need me anymore
Well you know I nearly broke down and died

Oh! Darling, if you leave me
I'll never make it alone
Believe me when I tell you
I'll never do you no harm
Believe me darling

When you told me
You didn't need me anymore
Well you know I nearly broke down and cried
When you told me
You didn't need me anymore
Well you know I nearly broke down and died

Oh! Darling, please believe me
I'll never let you down
Oh, believe me darling
Believe me when I tell you,
I'll never do you no harm"

I wiped the tears away from my cheeks. The audience clapped, Izzy, Scar and Mitch all were crying, Also her ex boyfriend. I moved on singing Amelia I switched the name to Chloey and sang. I cried always when I heard the song it was so sad, The story behind it, The feeling I have for the song reminding me of Chloey, It hurt. But as I remember it was one of Chloeys favorite song. I sang it with all my heart. I finished singing the song then Tony came up on stage and played Yeah Boy and Doll Face with me. I remember your face when I sang that song to you and dedicated it to you, I remember when you got in a coma in the crash, You found me and my eyes landed on you, That's the day we got reunited again." Tony and I started playing and I sung. Tony sung the background parts.

"Were you honest when you said,
I could never leave your bed,
Wake me up and let me know you're alive
And will you fall in love again?
Is the scent slowly spreading?
I've been answering machines all night

And are the doctors dancing in
While the ambulances sing?
Another boy without a sharper knife...

The moment that's where I
Kill the conversation, wrap this up
With a knife that loves to feel
How do you know how deep to go before it's real?

"Take me home" Tony sung
Can I even complicate your breathing?
I guess I'm just your average boy
This is me with a knife in the back
And a grip on the grass
It's cold and I don't want to be here
I guess I'm never comfortable or situational

Are we losing or beginning
To try a new life without you?

The moment that's where I
Kill the conversation, wrap this up
With a lie that I'm enjoying every minute with myself
And she could make hell feel just like home
So I'm never leaving her alone
But if your lightning lips aren't mine
Then I don't know the awkward stranger to my right
"But she's crying" Tony sung.

I only need one hand to drive
When you're with me
You are my getaway
Oh, no!

And don't you ever feel alone? And don't you wish you were home?
Cut the lust tonight; all right, all right
Tell me why my little Mona Lisa told a lie, lie, lie, lie
Do you want me? Do you want to let me know that you're okay?
A diamond gold ring customized to cut your circulation
But I couldn't let you go; no, I'd never let you go my dear
So keep talking 'cause I love to hear your voice
"Love to hear your voice, love to hear your..." Tony and I sang at the same time
Voice again"


After that song Tony walked off stage, "This is the last song, Its Chloey's favorite if I remember correctly and I'm 1000 percent sure that it is." I sang the song. I noticed Mitch mouthing "If I were you, I'd put that away
See, you're just wasted
And thinking about the past again
Darling you'll be okay"

Then I saw Scar, and Izzy singing Lindsey's part.

"If you were me, you'd do the same
'Cause I can't take anymore
I'll draw the shades and close the door
Everything's not alright and I would rather..."

It was amazing that I had 3 other fans, that I sort of knew, But I wouldn't consider making them my best friends seeing that they actually did give her the drugs and listened to Casey.
"Now these are the last few words I would like to say to Chloey. " I paused, then continued on. "Chloey this is the last time I will ever see your pretty face, In peace you lay now, No more pain Or suffering, You are at peace. I love you for ever. I will never forget you. Rest in peace." I walked over to the open casket and placed a necklace around her neck and clasped it and made sure it would stay on her. I took her hand and kissed it. "Rest in peace my beautiful darling, You will be okay." I placed the flowers on her, They were pure Black roses, I put real blue and purple ones in the bouquet, I turned around and wiped the final tear out of my eye. Every one got up and put something there in her like jewelry or flowers But they placed it on the portrait of her, I also slipped a ring on her ring finger, A promise ring to her. I will never forget her and I will never love any one more than I have ever fucking loved her ever!" Tony gave her something and so did Mike, Jaime, Her ex, and Izzy, Mitch and Scar. We had the little reception after the service, the "Oh I'm sorry for your loss." "Your voice was beautiful." "You are a really good boyfriend." And to every one else who had a speech. "Your brother/friend is strong, Your brother/friend has an amazing voice, You guys had really nice and good speeches, I think Chloey would have liked them." Hopefully she did. I got many hugs and gave many hugs, Mitch, Izzy and Scar all apologized. Her ex boyfriend and I talked. He was so upset and that how I was a better man than anyone he met. I felt weird since every one was paying attention to me. More me than anyone else. Its not just about me! I was getting frustrated and overwhelmed. I talked to Tony Mike and Jaime how I felt bad that people were paying attention to me a lot, but they didn't mind it, they told us there getting the same amount of attention that he is so I shouldn't worry .. We finally got home. I planned to not come out of my room for a long time again. Besides to eat, but then we got home I sad night to every one even though it was only 6:47 pm when we got home, But I think they understood. I walked in my room and closed the door. Plugging my phone in to the stereo and played Amelia.

Notes

Tony's playlist contains over 50 songs, so if you were interested in any way at all well I made one. :) There was no pierce the veil in the play list since they were there and I thought it would be kind of weird.Tony's playlist
Let me know what you think! <3 Love you guys thanks for reading

xoxo

Comments

@kissing_razors
Thanks :)
I've listened to the song but some how never seen the music video

It's from the Yeah boy & doll face music video

@Hold.On.Till.May.

It's from the Yeah boy & doll face music video

@Hold.On.Till.May.

where did you get the back ground picture for this ? I keep seeing it and I dont know where its from

Fault in our stars reference in chapter 4

Iluvptv Iluvptv
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