Chloey's POV

"I guess i'm going to go home." Jaime said saying good bye to us. "Bye dude" Mike said. "Bye Chlo" Jaime said hugging me. "Bye see you guys tomorrow for band practice since its the weekend and since Tony's back." Jaime said giving Vic a hug. "Yea practice tomorrow at like 1-ish?" "Yea sounds cool." Jaime said opening the door and saying bye again then closing it as he walks out. "Well what do we do now?" Mike said. "Well we can have a party since Tony is going to sleep and Jaime just left.." Vic said. I laughed a little bit and they smiled. "hmm what can we do?" I said. "I don't know.." Mike replied. I sat down on the couch. Mikes phone started ringing. "I gotta take this call I'll be right back." He said to Vic and I. Mike went to his room and came back out about 10 minutes later. "Hey I have to go. Vic can I use the car for a while..?" "Yea just be careful.." He replied to Mike."Thanks dude. Bye Chloey." Mike said and smiled to me. "Bye Mike be careful!!" I said and smiled back at him. Mike walked out of the house and closed the door behind him. We heard the car start and he drove off. I looked at the time its 8:23. "Damn its 8:23 already? Didn't Tony just go to bed?" I laughed a little. "Damn time goes by fast." Vic sat down next to me. I put my head on his chest and he kissed my forehead. "Chloey whats wrong..? I can tell something is bothering you." I sighed and got up. "Babe.." Vic said to me I ignored him and went to the kitchen and got some water. Vic followed me. "Babe whats wrong?" I stopped ignoring him "Nothing. Nothing is wrong I'm just so confused." "Why are you confused?" "I just.. I.. Nevermind.." I sighed and walked back. I couldn't tell him how I feel about Tony. He already knows to much. "Babe you can tell me anything.." "I'm gonna go take a bath" I said ignoring him again. I grabbed my back pack and brought it in the bathroom. When I went to the kitchen I grabbed a butter knife. I found a way to get a razor blade. I took out one of my shaver's and took the butter knife in between the 3 blades and twisted the knife and got a razor out. I started the bath up. I put the water on Lukewarm not hot but not cold. I sat down in the bathtub and relaxed for a minute. Then I grabbed my razor blade and cut my self. Not just one cut, Not just two but a lot. On my wrists, My arms, My legs and Thighs, my stomach every where at this point I didn't give a shit if Vic or anyone saw them. I stopped cutting my self and thought about things. For some reason I started to cry. I thought about everything, Every bad thing that has happened in my life. I started to cry a little bit louder trying to keep quiet for no one to hear. I looked at the water turning redish. I looked at my wrist it was bleeding really badly and I noticed I cut really deep. Oops I thought to my self. I put pressure on the wrist that was bleeding the worst and then got up and dried off. Pulling the plug for the water to go down the drain making sure the blood didn't stain the nice white polished tile that was on the bathtub. I looked in my back pack for my gauze and stuff from when I had the really bad deep cuts on my thighs. I wrapped some gauze tape around where I cut my self on my legs and put big band aids on my where I cut my thighs. On my stomach I put band aids to stop the bleeding there. and on my wrists I wrapped gauze tape around them also. I put on my plain black sweatshirt and put on some leggings to fall asleep in. I went out of the bathroom checking everything just to make sure it didn't look like I cut. I got everything fixed but I forgot the razor blade. I went out of the living room forgetting that Vic was probably sitting on the couch waiting for me. I looked in the living room and saw exactly what I thought I would see. Vic sitting on the couch waiting. I looked at him but he didn't see me. Fuck what do I do hes gonna see that I've been crying and If he does hes going to know something is wrong even though he already does know. I sneaked out the back door and sat in the back yard on the porch swing. I started to cry again. I sat with my legs on the porch swing and leaned against the arm or the swing. "Come with me forever dear. You'll be okay once your with me." I saw my mom it was her telling me to come. "I want to mom but I can't! Somethings making me stay here I don't want to be here anymore I would rather be dead mom I cant stand it Take me with you!" I woke up from my dream. I woke up feeling someone standing infront of me. It was Tony..

Tony's POV

I wasn't tired I was just depressed. I can't believe I trusted Nora its all my fault. I love Chloey. I wish I just asked her to be mine.. I sat in the basement in silent with no noise or anything. Even tho me and Nora were friends for about 2 to 3 days I've still been depressed since my own mom kicked me out. I almost started crying until I heard Chloey crying and talking in her sleep about dying and stuff. I got worried not knowing she was asleep. I ran quietly up the basement stairs and tried to find where Chloey was. I opened Vic's room quietly but he was asleep. I closed his room and looked in the living room. She wasn't there. I didn't know where she was I look out in the front yard no sign of Chloey. I then remembered the backyards porch swing. I opened the back door quietly and stood infront of Chloey. I looked down at her and saw her sleeve pulled up a little bit noticing the gauze around her wrist and seeing a little blood that seeped through. "oh no Chloey.." A tear formed in my eye. Chloey woke up a second later and sat up. She looked like shes been crying in her sleep. She looked up at me. "Tony.." "Hey.. are you okay?" "I guess.." She said I sat next to her I grabbed her arm not hard and lifted her sleeve up and rubbed slightly where the gauze was on her wrist. "Oh Chloey. I thought you stopped.." A tear rolled down my face. She started crying and pulled her arm away and covered her face. "Chloey come on please talk to me. I know you wont talk to Vic about whats wrong. Can't you talk to me?" She kept her face covered. Sobbing into her own arms. I just wanted to hold her. But I thought Vic would come out and see me holding her thinking she was cheating. "Chlo come on.. Please you can talk to me.." "I'm a failure.." She said. "What do you mean by that?" I asked. "Because I can't keep a promise to anyone." "Chloey its okay. If you're talking about you cutting your self your not the only one... I cut my self also. " I pulled up my short sleeve to show her. She looked up at me and saw my cuts and scars. "Chloey your not alone and you never will be. Its the drugs that is fucking with your mind. Its because I know your wanting to feed your addiction.. And hopefully you haven't lately.." She looked down and started to cry again. "Oh no Chloey!" "I told you I'm a failure. Just face it Tony I'm worthless I can't do anything right. I'm just so fucking done now. I've been pushed to the edge for the last time and I know the next time I try to kill my self I will be successful. "Chloey don't say that!" I said starting to cry. We sat there in silence for a long long time. I noticed the sun starting to come up. Was it really almost morning? Chloey soon fell asleep again and I went in the house to see what time it was. It was 6:06 am. I didn't know if I should tell Vic about what she said about ending her life and stuff. And weather or not should I tell him that she cut her self again. I went back to the basement and fell asleep.

Notes

Sorry its getting depressing again ;-; Its the way I think okay.. .-. Hope you guys like it anyways c: Ill probably write later. I am getting back into writing and am trying to write a more and more. so ill try to update asap c: okai love you all :3 <3