Wake me up and let me know you're alive
You can't just throw me away Part. 3
Tonys POV
We were walking home after the movie.
"I'm really glad you came and talked to me again after what happened last year." "Yea about that." Nora said looking down. I began to worry. "Whats wrong?!?" "When I left last year and said I had to move. After you and I had that fight and stuff..." "Yea..." "Well you got me pregnant." But I never had sex with her at all.. "Nora what the fuck is going on?" "What do you mean You don't remember that night?" "What night?!? Nora tell me what the fuck is going on." "TONY YOU ALWAYS DO THIS TO ME! YOU NEVER REMEMBER ANYTHING!" Nora yelled at me and under her breath she said "god you are so fucking stupid." "No Nora. You always do this to me, I didn't get you pregnant I never had sex with you I wouldn't even fuck you with a stolen dick after how many guys you told me you screwed. "You know what its only been like 2 days and here we are fighting already, I think its best if you leave me alone. And I regret kissing you now I should go get checked out and make sure I didn't catch anything.." I said and turned around and started to walk away. "Fuck when shit like this happens she gets crazy." I said to myself. Surprisingly she didn't do anything to me when I turned around. I pulled out my phone and called Mike. "Hey dude can I come to your house?" "Yea dude of course." "Thanks man." I said and we hung up. I turned around and saw Nora Hitch hiking with some older man around 20/ mid 20's. I shook my head and kept on walking. It took me about 20 minutes to walk to Mikes and Vic's house. I rang the door bell. Chloey opened. "Hey." She said letting me come in the house. "hey.." I walked in the house and sat down on the couch where Mike and Vic were. "Hey dude whats up?" "Nothing much just got done fighting with Nora..." "Aww shit.. What happened??" Mike asked. "She told me I got her pregnant last year. I never fucked that slut. I told her I wouldn't fuck her with a stolen dick. Shes a slut I kissed her today I bet shes crawling with all diseases." "What do you mean by that?" Vic asked. "Shes told me she has fucked a lot of people not just men.. She practically told me she was a slut. And me and her had a huge fight last year because I wouldn't fuck her." "Wait you mean last February You and her hung out that night and then you guys fought, You ended up in the hospital then she said she had to move and she left with out even saying good bye?" "Yea..." "Tony that's right around the time when you got raped." Vic said quietly so Chloey couldn't hear, She was in Vic's room listening to music. "Holy fuck.. She raped me. Shes the one who raped me! That's probably how she got pregnant FUCK!" I said putting my hands in my head. "Were not gonna tell mom we found out who raped me okay..." "But Tony we have to." "No we don't! She doesn't need to know its been a year she probably forgot okay? Just pretend nothing happened." "Okay okay." Vic said. I looked down putting my head in my heads.
Chloey's POV
Tony looked pretty upset and pissed off when he came to the door, I knew it was best for me to stay away cause we don't have a close relationship anymore, I've just been so depressed lately and I'm trying to keep my promise to everybody that I wouldn't cut myself, But lately.. I want to. I need some air, I'm feeling really shitty right now. I walked out of the room and walked out the front door not saying a word. Vic came out running to the door. "Chloey?! Are you okay?" He asked me sounding worried. "Uh yea.. I just needed some air that's all, I didn't want to interrupt anything.. I'm going to take a walk I'll be back later.." "You sure you're okay?" "Of course I'm okay." I said as I smiled, I lied, I'm not okay.. Knowing I love Vic yet I still have feelings for Tony. What do I do? I love both of them. Maybe I just need to leave, to get away far far away.. I just don't know if I could live with my self by telling Vic I love him but I also love Tony. But Tony already has somebody and it's Nora, I'm pretty sure they are happy together. I mean they were pretty cute.. I just wish I wasn't so confused. I kept on walking, Like always I didn't know where I was going, I just always ended up in some random place cause' I never pay attention when I walk if I'm in a deep thought. I got a call from Vic I didn't want to answer but something told me to answer. "Hello?" "Hey Chloey, are you okay its been like 2 hours since you've been gone.. Where are you?" Oh shit I didn't know I've been gone that long... "Sorry I was thinking.. I'll be back soon." I said in reply. "I'll come and pick you up." "Um it's fine I'd rather walk.." I said "Is everything okay?" "Yea.." I said just trying to rush the conversation so I could start walking home. "Okay, I love you." Vic said to me. "Yea love you too..." I said and we hung up. I started walking home. I kept on checking my phone for the time to see how long its been since I started walking home. I heard footsteps running towards me calling my name "Chloey!" I turned around to see who it was. Shit its Casey. "What do you want now Casey.." He stopped catching his breath. "I'm sorry okay? Can't you just fucking accept my appology. I'm sorry for being an asshole for all these years, I was just jealous of you.. You always were so pretty and everything. I was jealous cause I knew I could never have you or be with you, cause you were too pretty, nice, caring, understanding.. I could just tell the moment I saw you... That's why I bullied you, Because if I couldn't have you then nobody could. That's why I tried to poison you with the bad drugs or have you Overdose, Its cause' Chloey I love you..." I started laughing "You are one crazy mother fucker... You sick fuck! I never would have loved you, You know why? Cause all the stuff that's coming out of your mouth is a crock of shit! You bully a lot of people, so don't try and sit here telling me you loved me and you were jealous of me and all that shit don't try and make me feel bad for you because you know what? I don't do what ever the fuck you want because next time you lay a hand on me, Try to make me do anything, I swear I'll make your death look like an accident..." "I'd like to see you try." Casey said. My eyes I could feel them turn a different color, I was just so pissed and relived at the same time for saying that to Casey. "You know what Casey, I really do hope one of these days you try and do something to me, I cant fucking wait." I said smiling to my self. I turned around and walked away. "You're a crazy bitch! You know that?!" Casey yelled. I kept on smiling. I forgot about the whole Tony and Vic thing for a while. I finally arrived to the house. I opened the door. "Yay your back!" Jaime said smiling with the rest of the group. "What took you so long? Why do you look pissed off?" Vic asked, I started to smile. "I'm not pissed.. I ran in to Casey.." "Oh shit.. What happened?" Mike asked.. "Well he tried to apologize to me.. I think shits going to go down soon But don't worry about it okay.." I said to all of them. "What are you planning to do..?" Tony asked. I looked at Tony, that was the first thing he said to me today besides "Hey" "Don't worry about it." I said still smiling. They all looked a little bit worried. "Well now that I know you're home and safe I'm going to go to sleep." Tony got up from the couch and hugged me. "Its only 7:51 though." Mike said. "Yea well I'm hella tired." Tony laughed. "Ahh ya lazy ass." Mike said to him. Tony and Mike laughed and then Tony said "Good night" To everyone and went to the practice room where he slept.
We were walking home after the movie.
"I'm really glad you came and talked to me again after what happened last year." "Yea about that." Nora said looking down. I began to worry. "Whats wrong?!?" "When I left last year and said I had to move. After you and I had that fight and stuff..." "Yea..." "Well you got me pregnant." But I never had sex with her at all.. "Nora what the fuck is going on?" "What do you mean You don't remember that night?" "What night?!? Nora tell me what the fuck is going on." "TONY YOU ALWAYS DO THIS TO ME! YOU NEVER REMEMBER ANYTHING!" Nora yelled at me and under her breath she said "god you are so fucking stupid." "No Nora. You always do this to me, I didn't get you pregnant I never had sex with you I wouldn't even fuck you with a stolen dick after how many guys you told me you screwed. "You know what its only been like 2 days and here we are fighting already, I think its best if you leave me alone. And I regret kissing you now I should go get checked out and make sure I didn't catch anything.." I said and turned around and started to walk away. "Fuck when shit like this happens she gets crazy." I said to myself. Surprisingly she didn't do anything to me when I turned around. I pulled out my phone and called Mike. "Hey dude can I come to your house?" "Yea dude of course." "Thanks man." I said and we hung up. I turned around and saw Nora Hitch hiking with some older man around 20/ mid 20's. I shook my head and kept on walking. It took me about 20 minutes to walk to Mikes and Vic's house. I rang the door bell. Chloey opened. "Hey." She said letting me come in the house. "hey.." I walked in the house and sat down on the couch where Mike and Vic were. "Hey dude whats up?" "Nothing much just got done fighting with Nora..." "Aww shit.. What happened??" Mike asked. "She told me I got her pregnant last year. I never fucked that slut. I told her I wouldn't fuck her with a stolen dick. Shes a slut I kissed her today I bet shes crawling with all diseases." "What do you mean by that?" Vic asked. "Shes told me she has fucked a lot of people not just men.. She practically told me she was a slut. And me and her had a huge fight last year because I wouldn't fuck her." "Wait you mean last February You and her hung out that night and then you guys fought, You ended up in the hospital then she said she had to move and she left with out even saying good bye?" "Yea..." "Tony that's right around the time when you got raped." Vic said quietly so Chloey couldn't hear, She was in Vic's room listening to music. "Holy fuck.. She raped me. Shes the one who raped me! That's probably how she got pregnant FUCK!" I said putting my hands in my head. "Were not gonna tell mom we found out who raped me okay..." "But Tony we have to." "No we don't! She doesn't need to know its been a year she probably forgot okay? Just pretend nothing happened." "Okay okay." Vic said. I looked down putting my head in my heads.
Chloey's POV
Tony looked pretty upset and pissed off when he came to the door, I knew it was best for me to stay away cause we don't have a close relationship anymore, I've just been so depressed lately and I'm trying to keep my promise to everybody that I wouldn't cut myself, But lately.. I want to. I need some air, I'm feeling really shitty right now. I walked out of the room and walked out the front door not saying a word. Vic came out running to the door. "Chloey?! Are you okay?" He asked me sounding worried. "Uh yea.. I just needed some air that's all, I didn't want to interrupt anything.. I'm going to take a walk I'll be back later.." "You sure you're okay?" "Of course I'm okay." I said as I smiled, I lied, I'm not okay.. Knowing I love Vic yet I still have feelings for Tony. What do I do? I love both of them. Maybe I just need to leave, to get away far far away.. I just don't know if I could live with my self by telling Vic I love him but I also love Tony. But Tony already has somebody and it's Nora, I'm pretty sure they are happy together. I mean they were pretty cute.. I just wish I wasn't so confused. I kept on walking, Like always I didn't know where I was going, I just always ended up in some random place cause' I never pay attention when I walk if I'm in a deep thought. I got a call from Vic I didn't want to answer but something told me to answer. "Hello?" "Hey Chloey, are you okay its been like 2 hours since you've been gone.. Where are you?" Oh shit I didn't know I've been gone that long... "Sorry I was thinking.. I'll be back soon." I said in reply. "I'll come and pick you up." "Um it's fine I'd rather walk.." I said "Is everything okay?" "Yea.." I said just trying to rush the conversation so I could start walking home. "Okay, I love you." Vic said to me. "Yea love you too..." I said and we hung up. I started walking home. I kept on checking my phone for the time to see how long its been since I started walking home. I heard footsteps running towards me calling my name "Chloey!" I turned around to see who it was. Shit its Casey. "What do you want now Casey.." He stopped catching his breath. "I'm sorry okay? Can't you just fucking accept my appology. I'm sorry for being an asshole for all these years, I was just jealous of you.. You always were so pretty and everything. I was jealous cause I knew I could never have you or be with you, cause you were too pretty, nice, caring, understanding.. I could just tell the moment I saw you... That's why I bullied you, Because if I couldn't have you then nobody could. That's why I tried to poison you with the bad drugs or have you Overdose, Its cause' Chloey I love you..." I started laughing "You are one crazy mother fucker... You sick fuck! I never would have loved you, You know why? Cause all the stuff that's coming out of your mouth is a crock of shit! You bully a lot of people, so don't try and sit here telling me you loved me and you were jealous of me and all that shit don't try and make me feel bad for you because you know what? I don't do what ever the fuck you want because next time you lay a hand on me, Try to make me do anything, I swear I'll make your death look like an accident..." "I'd like to see you try." Casey said. My eyes I could feel them turn a different color, I was just so pissed and relived at the same time for saying that to Casey. "You know what Casey, I really do hope one of these days you try and do something to me, I cant fucking wait." I said smiling to my self. I turned around and walked away. "You're a crazy bitch! You know that?!" Casey yelled. I kept on smiling. I forgot about the whole Tony and Vic thing for a while. I finally arrived to the house. I opened the door. "Yay your back!" Jaime said smiling with the rest of the group. "What took you so long? Why do you look pissed off?" Vic asked, I started to smile. "I'm not pissed.. I ran in to Casey.." "Oh shit.. What happened?" Mike asked.. "Well he tried to apologize to me.. I think shits going to go down soon But don't worry about it okay.." I said to all of them. "What are you planning to do..?" Tony asked. I looked at Tony, that was the first thing he said to me today besides "Hey" "Don't worry about it." I said still smiling. They all looked a little bit worried. "Well now that I know you're home and safe I'm going to go to sleep." Tony got up from the couch and hugged me. "Its only 7:51 though." Mike said. "Yea well I'm hella tired." Tony laughed. "Ahh ya lazy ass." Mike said to him. Tony and Mike laughed and then Tony said "Good night" To everyone and went to the practice room where he slept.
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