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Wake me up and let me know you're alive

Now our lips are numb! As we walk, sharing warm alcohol that kiss tastes like summer.

The car ride on the way home was quiet. No one really spoke, I think its because of me... But I didn't know. I could tell Vic was sad and a little bit mad. I could tell Tony was sad. Mike was still sort of sad but after I promised I would quit. He was happy. And Jaime.. Well Jaime looked like Jaime. We got back to Vic's house.. we all got out of the car. "I still have your stuff here.." Vic said looking at me. "Thanks" I said with a small fake smile on my face.. I have a feeling that its my fault everyone is so quiet. I don't know how to change this.. We all went in the house. I sat on the couch. Tony went up to Mike,Jaime and Vic and whispered something to them then they went to Mikes room, all except for Tony. He came and sat down next to me. I didn't know what to say. Tony still looked upset. I don't really know why. "Tony, why are you so upset..?" I asked. Tony looked up. "Because, I lost my dad he mean't something to me. I lost him I loved him so much, Now i'm stuck with my mom. Then I met you, You mean't so fucking much to me, You made me smile you made me feel like a whole person again, You filled in the empty space from when my father left me. I can't live with out you. You put a smile on every ones face, and I can tell Vic has feelings for you, And I can tell you have feelings for him also.. I heard you guys talking, I love you Chloey, But if you go out with Vic, I promise I won't be mad. I love you, and yes I may have feelings for you also, but I can't make you be with me, And I don't want to hurt you, So, if you and Vic do get together.. I won't be hurt. I don't want any of us to get hurt. And I promise you I will always be here for you if you need me, If you and Vic or mike or anyone get in to a fight about something, Let me know, Cause Chloey I will do anything to help you or make you feel better.. Just go with Vic, Hes a good man. You two will be perfect for each other." Tony said to me. I don't know what do say back to him.. I really am confused by how hes telling me he loves me but he wanted me to the be with him but now he wants me to be with Vic. "I don't know what to say Tony. I really don't.. I love you, I have feelings for you. But at the same time I do with Vic. I know your telling me to go with Vic now but what if you change your mind and turn on me.. What will happen?" "I wont ever turn my back on you Chloey, like I said I love you. I will always be here, Our relationship is special but I don't want to ruin it. But with Vic, You two will be together forever. He loves you with all his heart, And I can tell the same for you. So just go to Vic.. We all love you Chloey, and we don't want anything to happen to you." I'm so confused. I hugged Tony. "I have to go home now but I will see you soon. I promise you." Tony said to me hugging me back. "bye Tony.." I said and he got up and left. I sat there thinking. So do I ask Vic out? What do I do.. I don't know what to do... Jaime,Vic and Mike came out. "Tony just left." I said to them. "Yea I got to go too." Jaime said. "Oh well its nice seeing you again." I said to him. Me and him rarely talk, Only when he was in the hospital he talked to me. Hes probably to shy.. "Bye Jaime." I said to him. Mike and Vic said bye to Jaime and Mike left and went to his room. Vic went and got a beer "Chloey you want a beer?" "Yea I guess.." He came back from the kitchen and brought me a beer. He sat on the couch next to me. We opened out beers and took a couple of sips. It was quiet then he said something "Hey i'm sorry about earlier about saying how I felt for you..." He said to me. I sighed and got up. "Come one Vic lets go for a walk." I said to him putting my hand out for him to hold mine. He took my hand and we walked out of the house. We walked, I was going to take him to the park. "Where are we going?" Vic asked. "Don't worry about it." I said smiling a little bit. "Well, The reason I wanted to take a walk is cause I'm tired of people over hearing my conversations... Tony heard us talking about us being in a relationship..." I said then I quit talking, We got to the park and we headed towards the swings. "Tony is okay with it if you and I go out.." I said to Vic. Vic sort of smiled. "Vic, I want to be your girlfriend.. I love you.. I'm sorry for everything I have done to you. Every bad thing. But I told Mike I would quit the meth, For all of you.. Because I love you guys and I want to be with you Vic forever as long as you want the same.." He looked at me and smiled. He got up and hugged me. "I love you to Chloey, I promise I will never hurt you for as long as I live." I looked up and him and smiled. He then kissed me and took my hand and we left the park..

Notes

So this story, I feel like its coming to an end soon, But I'm not sure yet o.O maybe some more drama will happen.. O.O but I hope you all like it so far. I will try and write more later or tomorrow. welp hope u like it! <3

Comments

@kissing_razors
Thanks :)
I've listened to the song but some how never seen the music video

It's from the Yeah boy & doll face music video

@Hold.On.Till.May.

It's from the Yeah boy & doll face music video

@Hold.On.Till.May.

where did you get the back ground picture for this ? I keep seeing it and I dont know where its from

Fault in our stars reference in chapter 4

Iluvptv Iluvptv
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