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Wake me up and let me know you're alive

I want you to know that I... That I've wrote this line a thousand times

Vic's POV
Well I guess me and Chloey are together now.. I just hope I don't fuck this up. I really like her. Well I should say love her. I would do anything for her, I don't want to ruin anything. I just haven't been in a relationship for a while. "So.." She said. "I missed you.." I said to her. "I miss you too." She said to me. "I love you.." She said to me. "I love you too." I said and then we were quite. "Chloey is there something wrong?" I asked her. She kept quite. I looked at her. "Chloey.." "Sorry. I'm just thinking..." she said to me. "Thinking about..?" "I just feel like Tony was only telling me to go with you because he wanted to make me feel guilty.." She said to me. "Aw don't think that.. I mean.. I can have Mike or Jaime or even I can talk to him if you want.." "Yea I guess.. I just want to know how he really feels about all of this.. I don't want him to be sad about us being together. Will he get depressed or jealous? I just don't know." "Well I'll talk to him or something.." "Thanks that makes me feel better." She smiled at me and I smiled back. We finally got back to the house I opened the door for her. Mike was on the couch and Tony was there. I looked back at Chloey. She saw Tony was in the house, We walked in the house anyways. "Hey Tony whats up?" He looked up like he was crying. "Dude whats wrong??" I asked him. "My mom and I got in a fight.." He said. "Oh shit dude i'm sorry." I said to him. "Are you okay?" Chloey asked him. "I don't really know.. The fight was pretty bad.." He told her. "What happened?" He started to cry again. He put his head in his hands. "She brought home some other man. Saying for me that this is my new dad and that I should start calling him dad. What the fuck is that shit. How dare she bring home another man trying to replace my dad.." He said starting to get pissed off. "What the hell..." Chloey said. "That sounds like how my mom was. But she was never mean about it she understood if I didn't want to call him dad I didn't have to.." Chloey said. "I'm sorry dude. You want to stay here for the night?" I asked him. "I don't know dude.. You already have Chloey staying and I don't want to be a bother to you guys.. I mean you have done so much for me in the past..." He said to me. "Dude its fine.. Your like my brother." I said smiling. "Thanks dude. I'll just sleep downstairs.." "You sure? You can sleep in my room?" Mike asked Tony. "Yea I'm sure. Thanks dude." Tony said. "Well I guess your not going to school tomorrow.." Mike said to him. "I don't know I might go.." Tony said. "Oh fuck thats right I have to go back tomorrow since I didn't go today.." Chloey said.. "Well I guess we all can go back to school together again finally." Mike said. "Yea I guess so." She said replying to Mike. "Well I guess i'm going to go to bed then.." Tony said. "Night dude" me and Mike both said to him. Chloey walked over and hugged Tony. "Night Tony. I hope your okay." She said to him. Tony sort of smiled. "Yea thanks.." Then he went to the room. "Well I guess i'm going to go to my room also." Mike said he went to Chloey and hugged her and then hugged me. "Night little bro" I said him. I have a feeling that Chloey has feelings for Tony.. I got depressed sort of. I sat down on the couch and she sat next to me. "Chloey.." I said to her. "Yea?" "Never mind. I think i'm going to go to bed." I told her. "Oh okay." She said to me.. "Night." I got up and hugged her tightly. "I love you.." she told me. "Yea Love you too." I said to her and went off to bed.

Chloey's POV. He went to bed but I stayed up. I couldn't sleep, I was thinking. Maybe I have feelings for Tony more than I do for Vic. Maybe I don't, I'm just confused. I wonder what Vic was going to say to me or tell to me. When he said "never mind" I wanted to know what he was going to say. He did not seem happy, but at the same time he did. I don't know what was wrong. Maybe he just needs some sleep. I looked at the clock its 2 am. I need to go to sleep I'll take a shower in the morning. I laid down on the couch and tried to fall asleep. I tossed and I turned but I could not fall asleep. Well obvisouly someones not getting any sleep tonight I said to myself got up and decided to take a shower. I looked in the bags Vic brought out to me earlier I went through my clothes and I picked out this galaxy looking outfit. I grabbed a towel that was in my bag and then grabbed some shampoo and conditioner and body wash. I'll do my hair 30 minutes before we go to school just in case I do get some sleep tonight. I went and took my shower washed my hair and body then I got out. I dried off and put my clothes on. I went back to the couch and sat down. I don't know what to do I thought to my self. I thought about listening to music but I don't want it to be to loud, I don't have headphones.. I don't really know what to do now, so I tried to go back to sleep. I fell asleep for about 5 minutes then got woken up by the sound of a door opening. I sometimes get woken up easily. I sat up and just sat there. Vic came out "Hey your not asleep?" He asked me. "I was for about 5 minutes but that's all I could get." "Aww I'm sorry." He said to me. "Its okay. What are you doing up?" I asked him. "I couldn't fall asleep either and I was kinda thirsty so I came to get some water." He said. "Oh" I smiled at him and he smiled back. He went in the kitchen and got some water and came back out and sat on the couch with me. "Mind if I hang out with you?" He asked me smiling. Well it looks like hes happy again. I smiled back "Of course" I said still smiling. He sat close to me and we talked for a while sort of quiet so we wouldn't wake up anyone. "I feel bad for Tony." I said to Vic. Vic looked up at me "Yea so do I.." He said sounding down again. "Whats wrong??" I asked him. "It's nothing." He said. "I think I should go back to bed now.." He said getting up. I grabbed his hand and pulled him back. "Don't go.. Please? I just want to know whats wrong." I said to him. Technically this is my first real love. My first real boyfriend, Because I have been friends with him and we know a lot about each other. I didn't want to lose him this fast its only been about 4 hours since we have been boyfriend and girlfriend and I can't lose him this fast. He sat down next to me, "I have a feeling that you like Tony more than me.. I don't know though maybe its from all of this happening to fast? Maybe its cause I need some sleep cause today's been a long day.. I don't know but Chloey I love you. Your like my world. But, I feel that you and Tony have feelings for each other and those feelings seem strong, And maybe its better off if you and him are dating..." He said to me. I almost started crying is he trying to breakup with me already? "Don't cry please?" He said to me. "I'm sorry. I just don't know what your saying. Are you trying to breakup with me already?" I asked him fighting back the tears. "No I'm not trying to break up with you, I'm just saying that if you love Tony more than me your better off with him, I don't want to hurt you at all I just don't want us to get to far in this relationship and then we both decide that we should have not done this. But goddammit I love you." "Vic, I love you. I don't want to be with Tony, I want to be with you. I love Tony yes, But I'm pretty damn sure I love you more. I love you in a different way than I love Tony, Jaime, or Mike. I love you as my boyfriend, or my life, I love Tony as a really fucking awesome friend, I love mike like a brother and I love Jaime for being funny and always saying something stupid for making me laugh. I love you all for different things, but doesn't mean that I want to date Tony, I just feel bad that his mom kicked him out pretty much, I mean that's a lot to be going through.. You know.. But Vic I love you no matter what.. Please trust me on this.." I told him. He hugged me tightly and I hugged him back. We laid there hugging and I feel asleep in his arms. We both woke up around 7:10am and we got ready for school.

Notes

http://www.polyvore.com/galaxy/set?id=95349265
this is Chloeys out fit ^^
hope you guys like it c: I'm trying to write alot so it gets more exciting I guess. I would write more than one chapter a day but I has school :c Whelp.. I love you guys!! <3 XD Night!!

Comments

@kissing_razors
Thanks :)
I've listened to the song but some how never seen the music video

It's from the Yeah boy & doll face music video

@Hold.On.Till.May.

It's from the Yeah boy & doll face music video

@Hold.On.Till.May.

where did you get the back ground picture for this ? I keep seeing it and I dont know where its from

Fault in our stars reference in chapter 4

Iluvptv Iluvptv
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