Tonys POV I woke up on the ground next to the couch. I got up and went to Vic's room, "Hey your awake." "Haha yea, I didn't get much sleep last night.." Vic replied. "We should probably go and change Chloey's leg wraps and clean her wounds again." Me and Vic left his room to go do that. "Damn, they must have bled a lot last night." I said to Vic. "Mhm." he agreed.. We changed her band aids and went to the kitchen to cook breakfast. I wasn't really hungry but I bet Chloey would be when she woke up. "Hey does your mom know your here?" Vic asked me. "Uhm yea.." "Don't lie to me Tony." "No she doesn't know where I went. Last night I ran from home to the park to... And I found Chloey.." "Why did you leave to the park?" "I don't wanna talk about it," I knew Vic was hinting about why actually I went to the park. I left to get away from my mom and I cut my self. I just didn't want Vic to see. I finished making Chloey some breakfast and me and Vic hung out in his room for a while and checked on Chloey every now and then.
Chloeys POV I woke up on a couch not realizing that I was at Vic's house. I tried to get up. My legs hurt from the cuts and I felt weak. I didn't know where I was until I looked around. Fuck didn't I leave this place yesterday.. I sat on the couch. Tony and Vic came out like 20 minutes later. "Hey look who's finally awake." Tony said smiling. I just looked down at my legs. "Why did you leave last night..?" Vic asked me. I ignored him. Tony changed the subject he could tell I really didn't give a fuck about anything at this moment. "Hey we made you some breakfast." "Thanks.." I said. I was gonna try and get up again to get it myself so they didn't have to wait on me anymore. "Stay." Vic said smiling at me. I could tell it was a fake smile. He went and got me the breakfast. It was an omelette it looked so good. It had shredded cheese in it, egg, it had ham, turkey and bacon in it and onions in it. It was so good. Better than any food I have ever tasted.
"Oh shit, I gotta get to school. Fuck." I heard Tony say out loud. "Go, I'll stay home with Chloey you and Mike go I'll take good care of her I promise." Vic said to Tony. Tony walked out and gave me a hug. "Bye i'll see you soon." He smiled. "mhm." I said quietly. I didn't wanna talk. I didn't really feel good. I was depressed. I felt sick, I don't know if it was guilt but I could feel the depression settle in.I didn't wanna get shit from Vic.would have to explain to him everything. I sighed and put my plate on the table next to me. I wanted to change my clothes. But I bet Vic doesn't trust me. "Bye Chloey, bye Vic." Mike said waving me goodbye. "Bye." Vic said to Mike and Tony as Mike closed the front door behind him. Vic sighed and went to his room and closed his door. Fuck, is he mad at me. I feel like every one is mad at me even though everyone is trying to help me. I looked for my backpack around me I got my song journal out. I thought about how I hurt alot. Emotionally and Physically

"My head hurts,
My brain hurts
My wrists hurt
My legs hurt

I just want to let myself fall again
I just want to end it all again.

Don't tell me things will be okay
Please don't ask me to stay
Cause all I want to take away
Is all my sorrow and pain."

I closed my journal and put my pen away. I sat there just holding my journal in my hands. I spaced out badly. Vic was talking to me and I didn't even realize. I was in a deep thought. "Hey." Vic said. I didn't hear him. "Hey Chloey..?" Vic came around and saw me zoning out. He waved his hand in front of my face. I snapped out of it. "Sorry.." I said. "you sing pretty good." He smiled. "I was singing?" "Yup and it was cute." Vic smiled. "How do you feel?" "My legs hurt.." I said looking down. "Can I see what I did to myself..?" I was curious why it hurt so much.. I wanted to know what I did. "Yea its about time to change your wraps and shit." Vic said leaving the living room to get me more wraps. He came back out. "Hey after this you might want to take a pain reliever or something." Oh he actually trusts me to take pills... I thought to my self. God i'm such a bitch stop it. "Okay." I said. I realized I was wearing shorts. I almost freaked out. "Um why am I wearing shorts..?" Vic kinda laughed and then looked down in embarrassment..
We changed your batman leggings to some of my shorts so it would be easier to re-wrap your wounds." I smiled in embarrassment. "Oh and I should compliment you on your batman underwear." Vic said giggling. "I know right.." I said smiling. He made me smile. I regret thinking bitchy things about him.. We un-wraped my cuts. I looked down at my legs. "Holy shit.." I said. "There's more on your legs than you probably thought. When you stand up you can see more.." "Help me up please?" I said and Vic helped me up. It hurt to stand because it felt like I was stretching the cuts. I looked down at saw my legs. There so ugly. I felt disgusting. I immediately sat back down and covered my legs with the blankets. "What's wrong..?" Vic said looking worried. "Nothing.." "Chloey you know I know there's something wrong, Just tell me." I sighed. "We need to wrap my legs.. that is more important than talking." Vic sighed. I looked away as I slipped the blanket off my legs. He wrapped my legs for me. He finished wrapping my legs. Even though it hurt I bent my knees so I could make room for him to sit on the couch. "It's okay you can put your legs back there plenty of room on the couch for me." He said as he smiled. I put my legs back slowly so it wouldn't rip the scabs open. He sat down. My feet were touching him but he didn't care. "What do you want to do?" He asked. "Well I can't do much." I smirked. "I know that, but we can watch a movie, we can talk.." "Lets watch a movie." I said. We turned on the tv and put netflix on. "What do you want to watch?" We were looking through the lists and this one movie caught out attention, It was a horror movie we both liked horror. "You wanna watch this?" He said. "Sure." I smiled. We sat there and watched the movie. Vic went and made some popcorn. The movie finished and we didn't know what to do. We sat there talking about all these different movies, bands, songs, it was fun. It was like the car ride that one day. Tony and Mike and Jaime came home. I really missed Tony, I was getting feelings for Tony and Vic though it sucked... "Hey!" Tony came up and hugged me for a minute. "I missed you a little." He said smiling. "A little?!" I said giggling. "Just a little.." Me and tony laughed. Mike and Jaime came and hugged me. "I heard what happened. And I'm sorry you.. Yea I don't really know what to say." Jaime said laughing a little bit. "Its okay I know its probably hard to find something nice to say when shit like this happens. No need to be sorry.. It was my fault." That pill I took made me loopyish because I was happy. Saying shit I normally wouldn't say. It felt kinda nice. It was the first time in a long time I felt what a real smile was, I knew it wouldn't last long but I tried to make the best of it. Vic smiled at me. "So what did you guys do today?" Mike asked in curiosity. "We watched a movie then sat around the house and talked about movies and bands and songs." I said smiling. "Oh cool, what movie did you guys watch?" "The shining." "Oh nice!" Mike replied. "Mhm." I said. We all hung out for a long time then Vic, Jaime, and Mike left the room. Tony came and sat next to me. He smiled at me and I smiled back. We sat in silence for a while until I broke it. "Hey uhm Tony.. Can I ask you something?" "Okay sure." Tony said. "How did I get home last night?" "I carried you and your things back here." "Oh." I said thinking. I felt the pills wearing off. I could feel my real smile turn to a fake one instantly I felt the depression settling in. I hated this feeling mixed with anxiety. "Why did you save me?" "Because I care about you." We sat again in silence. "Why were you even at the park anyways?" I asked. "I wasn't at the park. I uh was taking a walk and I passed the park." I could tell he was lying. I knew he was at the park last night I just didn't know how I got home. I tried not to think of negative things but I couldn't help it. Like if he cared why would he lie to me? Why didn't he just leave me there to die if he wouldn't tell me the truth why he was there. I mean it's not that important to know why he was there I just want to know why though. And why is he lying to me? I stared at the ground for a few. I sighed loudly and laid back down. Tony got up and left the room. I think he could tell something was wrong. I wanted to change shorts because I can't wear jeans now cause it will hurt. but I don't have any. "Hey Vic?" I called. "Yea?" He came out in to the living room. "Can I get another pair of shorts to change in? I want to take a shower and stuff." "Okay." He smiled and got me a new pair of shorts. I got up to go the the bathroom to take my shower but it hurt to walk. I was staring to walk slowly but I felt some one pick me up I got startled but realized it was Vic carrying me bridal style. He got me to the bathroom and let me down slowly so it wouldn't hurt my legs from stretching out again. "You didn't have to do that." I kinda smiled. "Yes I did, now take a nice shower but be careful." He smiled at me and closed the bathroom door. "Wow.." I thought to myself. "I can't believe I just got trusted to take a shower and be in a room alone pretty much." "Stop being such a bitch Chloey." I was having an argument with my self in my own head. I took a shower and got out. When I stepped out onto the bathmat I got a hot wave over the top of my head, Feeling like someone was pushing down on my skull. It quickly went away but I remembered that my mom had died. That made me cry. I changed and got out of the bathroom quickly as I could without trying to hurt myself. And went to the couch. I laid down and covered my face crying. I totally forgot about my own mother. Whats wrong with me? She died. It's because they distract me to much. I don't know if its a good think or a bad thing...

Notes

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This is all I edited because i thought its a good place to stop. :) It probably would have been longer but my friend came over. I hope you guys like it <3