Vic, Tony, Jaime, and Mike came out of the other room. They saw me covering my face with my arms. When I do that they know i'm crying. "Chloey whats wrong??" I heard Vic say. Someone rushed towards the couch where I was knelt down next to me and put there hand on my stomach. "Whats wrong?" Tony asked me. I just ignored them like they weren't there. I didn't wanna talk, I didn't want any human contact I just didn't give a fuck about anything right then and there. I felt like everyone's eyes were on me. I hate that feeling. All I could think of was my mom getting killed, where she is now? Is she happy that shes in peace? If I died tonight would I end up with her, all I need is my mom that's all I need right now. I love her more than anything, As much as I love my new friends/ family Vic, Tony, Mike and Jaime. I needed my mom the most. When she was here I felt like life was worth living, Now that I noticed that she was gone I don't feel like I have any strength to move on. I can't believe I forgot about her dying? I mean what kind of daughter am I if I forgot about my own mother. Tony took his hand off of my stomach and got up. I heard him walk back to Jaime, Vic and Mike and whisper something. I cried harder but tried to keep my self quiet.

Tony's POV
I tried helping but she pretended like I was invisible. I walked back to Vic Mike and Jaime. "Dude, I don't know whats wrong, I know shes crying I really don't know if shes okay? I heard her mumble something in her cries but I couldn't tell what she said all I heard was "I'm so.." and that's all." I felt kinda worried. "I'm so... could mean anything.." Mike said. "I'm so tired, I'm so sad, I'm so worried, I'm so.." I dont know... We left Chloey alone for a few minutes and went to Vic's room to talk about her. I kept on repeating "I'm so..." over and over again in my head. She was crying while she said it. Then it hit me. I did hear what she said "I'm so done with this." As soon as I thought of that I remembered the pills Mike left his whiskey out by the table also by the table next to her. I'm so done with this. Is she going to end it all? She probably knows about mixing pills and whiskey. I got up quickly and opened Vic's rooms door fast. "Tony whats wrong?!" Vic asked. I just left the room as quick as I could. I knew Chloey wouldn't even hesitate to commit suicide if she saw the pills and whiskey. I ran to the living room, Vic, Mike and Jaime all followed me. I looked in the room, Chloey wasn't there. But how could she move so fast with her wounds, she couldn't move that fast. Where could she be...? We weren't in the other room that long. "Fucking shit!" I yelled. They all gathered in the living room. "Shes not here" Jaime said. "Where could she be?" Vic asked. Mike was quiet. Really quiet and usually that's not good. "She cant move that fast, how could she be gone? Shes probably around the house or something, she might have needed some fresh air." Jaime said reassuring us. I noticed her keys were gone off of the table. "Shit, Vic look!" Pointing at the table. "Her car keys are gone.." Vic said looking at me. We all ran to the front door flinging it open the car was gone. "Fuck what do we do?" I almost started panicking. "We could report it as a stolen vehicle..?" Jaime said. "No, we don't want to get her in trouble with the cops, we will just tell them the truth.." Vic dialed 911 and told them what he needed to. Vic handed me the phone because I wanted to be the first one to hear if they found her or not.. "Hello?" The lady dispatcher said. "Yea, hi did you guys find the car?" "Yes we found the car, but.." "But what?!" "Its crashed... There's a girl inside of the car. She is breathing but we don't know if she is going to make it or not. There is a gash in her head from the windshield breaking and hitting her with a piece of glass. And also looks like she hit her head really hard on the steering wheel. She hit a tree and the car is damaged badly also." I fell to the floor and dropped the phone. I sat there not crying, Not even moving at all. I didn't even feel like I was breathing. Vic rushed over to me "Whats wrong?!" Mike was just standing there like he knew what happened. Jaime went over to the phone and picked it up. "Hello? Hello???" The lady dispatcher was still on the line. "Yea sorry, I had to take over the phone." "It's fine, She will be taken to Coronado Hospital." "Okay thank you." Jaime said hanging up the phone. "Mike i'm going to run home and get my car okay?" "No want me to go I run faster?" "Yea that would be good dude thanks." He gave Mike the keys and Mike started running. About 10 minutes later Mike came in and said "Come on guys lets go." Vic hugged me quickly and then we rushed in the car to the hospital. On the way I couldn't stop thinking about what if she didn't make it. What if she did it on purpose? I started crying again. I really didn't know what to do. We just got her out of the hospital, Last night she tried to kill her self and here she goes again. I need to help her get some help she doesn't deserve to be like this. She is suffering, she is beautiful and she trys to die, She calls her self ugly and stuff Its just so sad. I just don't know how to help her or tell her to get help.. Vic put his hand on my back "Its going to be fine.." He said trying to help me feel better. But no one really knew what happened. They didn't ask because I would get to emotional and I wouldn't be able to tell the story..

Notes

Sorry this is so short, It would have been longer but I only get to use the computer at nights now and I haven't been sleeping well lately. But i hope you like it c: