~ 3 years later ~

“Thank you San Diego, it's been a pleasure!” Vic yelled into the mic. The crowd went crazy, I was sat backstage waiting for them. Shall I give you a brief run down of the last three years?

Well if you're wondering me & Tony are not together, we haven't been for 2 years now. I never did go to college or university, instead I was working in the local music shop as well as bar work (not the slutty kind) at night. I have also been clean from self-harm & drugs for nearly 2 years as well. I have also been so much better with my depression. The boys really hit if off and they were currently doing their first Warped Tour. They were back in San Diego for a couple of days, which brings us to me sitting backstage.

I glanced to my left to see another girl stood there, I knew who she was. Tony's girlfriend, she was touring with them. Why wasn't I? I didn't feel like travelling so much, I much prefer being at home. As soon as they finished Mike ran over to me, engulfing me into a sweaty hug. “Ew put me down Mikey..” I laughed.

“You smashed it up there Mike, I'm so proud of you.” he mocked my voice, I playfully punch his arm. He put his arm round me as Vic came running up to me 'air hugging' me. He knew I hated it when they hugged me while they were all sweaty. But that didn't stop Jaime, he came bounding over pushing people out of his way. He spun me round as he scooped me into the biggest hug ever. “alright, put her down...”

“Yes please do. You're all sweaty.” I grinned. Last but not least, Tony came sauntering in. He gave me a small smile before heading over to his girlfriend. I wasn't even that bothered if I was honest. “Are you guys leaving tonight?”

“Nah, 2 days off in SD bitch. I'm spending that sleep--”

“Like hell you are Hime-Time, you guys leave me for 6 months and expect sleep when we do see each other?” I glared at him.

“Come on guys, let's get out of here. We'll talk about this on the bus.” Vic spoke up, we all agreed and headed off outside. Mike had his arm over my shoulder the entire time, looks like someone missed his twin sister eh? There was a lot of fans outside. I stood back a little, I felt a little intimidated if I was honest. They soon said their goodbye's & we jumped on the bus. My eyes widened at the sight of it, it looked like a bomb had hit it.

“We party a lot...” shrugged Jaime. I gave a small laugh, they weren't kidding. “Shotgun the shower!!!” he screamed, running off down the bus. The other guys left to do some stuff somewhere on the bus. I looked over to see Tony still stood there. I shot him a small smile before heading to find some food, I was starving.

“Not even going to say hi?” he said.

“I could say the same to you, Perry.” I replied. “Your girlfriend seems nice...”

“Eh, she's alright. Bit fake...” his voice dropped a little. “..nothing compared to you.” I heard him mumble.

“You had your chance, you blew it.” I shrugged, shoving some food I had found in my mouth. He shrugged before walking to the back of the bus. I could hear them all shouting stuff. I'm so glad I don't put up with this any longer, it'd probably drive me crazy.

***

Arriving at the club, you could hear the music from outside. When we arrived someone was being thrown out which was always funny. “Do you know who I am?!” I knew that voice. “I'm Kellin from Sleeping With Sirens, you do not throw me out the bar!”

The rest of us stood there in stitches. Let me explain, Kellin was a friend of Vic's. He was alright if I'm honest, he was good looking as well. Vic called him over, they talked a bit while the rest of us headed into the club. The energy in here was great, people were having a good time & I was going to join them. “I'll order, go find a booth!” yelled Mike above the music. I grabbed Jaime's hand and pushed our way through the mass of people. I found a booth, smack bang right next to the dancefloor. Perfect. I thought to myself. Tony soon joined us with his girlfriend, soon followed by Mike and some waiter person with a load of drinks. Then Vic some time later.

“I'm calling it...” We all picked up a shot each, holding it just in front of our mouths. “3...2...1....Head's back!!” With that we all drank them in a matter of seconds. I glanced over at the girl sat on Tony's lap, her face scrunched up. “Looks like we got a light weight..” I laughed, earning a glare from Tony & a high five from Mike. She'll regret coming out with us. That's for sure.

As the night went on, the drinks flowed faster, we got louder, we danced, we joked. I wasn't holding on anymore, I ran through the crowd, stumbling a few times to make it to the toilets. I stopped in my tracks, my mouth went into the 'O' formation. I stood there arms folded, that was until I needed to cough. Their heads snapping in my direction. “Don't tell Tone...”

“What's the price?” I smirked, oh this was good. She shook her head, walking to me. Oh she wasn't the bargaining type. “Alright then, I guess I'll just tell him.” Before she had chance, I ran back to the guys. I wasn't really going to tell him, but the pure shock in her face was great. I sat back down, Jaime pulling me onto his lap. I spotted her coming over, I learnt over the table whispering to Tony. That should keep her quiet for the night.

***

I woke up on the floor of the tour bus, with Jaime next to me. We were wrapped in a blanket, thank god we were still dressed. But, oh god please tell me we didn't? “Breakfast is readyyy!!” Vic practically sang in my face. I waved my arm a bit, hitting him straight in the face.

“Fuck off Vic.” I mumbled, yes I really had to get off the floor but I couldn't move a single inch right now.

“Victor..have you seen Tony?” Oh was she still here? Looks like I didn't brag about her cheating. I opened one eye, looking up at my older brother was bent down in front of me. He seemed to be frozen on the spot. He shook his head and mouthed 'outside now' to me. I groaned and somehow got myself off the floor, following Vic outside. “This better be important Vic...” I mumbled.

“How much of last night do you remember?” I shrugged.

“What's her face cheating and just us fooling around at one point.”

“Yeah, thought as much. So you won't remember telling Tone about her antics then.” My eyes widened. There was no way I told him, why would I anyway? It's not like I cared. But you do care Claire . “He's with the Sleeping With Sirens lads. You keep this between me & you.” I nodded. Shit, what have I done? He'll break up with her now & then he'll obviously try to get me back. I wasn't sure if I wanted that. Vic walked back onto the bus, while Mike joined me back outside offering me a smoke which I gladly excepted.

“So did you think about our offer of coming on tour?”

“Mikey, you know I can't. I have work commitments.” I rolled my eyes at him. He knows I don't want to tour with them, not in a nasty way either I just prefer being at home.

“Good job I already called them. You can't say no now.” he laughed. “After Warped we're heading to Europe & I've always known how much you wanna travel Europe.” I smiled a lot, I can't believe he remembered my childhood dream.

“Alright, I'll do it. But I'm not being no merch girl or some shit thing like that.” I laughed.

“Nah, we got that covered. You just have to worry about all them european boys I'm going to beat for you.” he winked, heading back inside. I let out a small laugh before leaning against the bus sighing.

What did I just get myself into?